Life After the Storm

I go to see Landon before he actually does the pack meeting, I need to talk to him. I rush out to him, but he's not there, wondering where he went. I have no idea how to bring this up to him, but I need to. I just hope he believes me. He has no reason not to. Before I get to go outside, he comes out of the bathroom, I jump.

"There you are, I have been looking everywhere for you."

He looks at me weird. "I was in the bathroom. I didn't know that I needed to tell you where I go at all times.

I blush a little, thinking of him with his pants off. "I need to talk to you about Jayden. He just told me something very interesting."

"Well, he is a child and he has quite an imagination."

"I need you to have an open mind, I don't think he's imagining this because I experienced it too."

He looks at me, concerned, not really sure what I am about to say. "He told me that he gets hurt on purpose because it's the only way that he gets to see his mother."

"What come on Lilly, how is he able to see his mother she is dead there is no way he can see her he is making it up,"

"That's where you're wrong Jayden is a Healer when we die, we can see our dead loved ones."

"So what are you saying that he did it on purpose."

"I know that it's hard to believe, but it's true he did it on purpose to see his mother. He said that he gets hurt all the time because he likes to visit her."

"So you're telling me that the person who is bringing the rouges in my territory is no one other than my son."

"I know it sounds crazy, but it's true he's not bringing them in to hurt others just himself, so he can see his mother because he thinks he can't I die

He looks pissed "but this time he almost died,"

"Yes, because the rouge scratched his heart, the only way we can die is when our heart is ripped out of the chest and his was showing. But he was fine because I healed him, that's why I kept you away.

ask him myself I know that this

trust me, he can talk

see the hurt in his face. "Then why can't he talk to me, I

you, he's afraid to mention his mom around you. It's something we can work on but don't yell at

believe that this is my son's fault. I don't even know how

the activities that have been happening that you encourage defense training, so

They can't find out what Jayden and you are, it could put you guys in danger. That's why you were attracted to

to Jayden and concerned about your pack and that's why you recommend the

still willing to help, even after

work on that later.

happened. He needs to reassure them that they are not in any kind of

about my past, so he knows. I don't want my past to come up and bite me in the ass, I need to tell him everything. He deserves to know, especially if I am going to be his pack member here. I know that I can't ever leave Jayden, ever. My connection with him is too strong to let go. I just need to turn this pack into a safe pack to be a part of. I'm just not

crying. I go up, and

know if I can

with you even if you can't see

did your

the world, but she also died. I think about her all the time I want to see her, but I know there is a reason I'm still here. We don't always find the answers, but I am thinking that the reason I

scared of not seeing

but now that I have you I'm not scared like I

to hurt myself on purpose

my chest for a hug, hate knowing the pain he is feeling too well. Knowing it's not a pain that just goes away with a snap of the finger. Hoping that I can

where is

meeting. He should be done in a little while. Until he

want to distract him from all of this pain. I know it is going to take time.

draw for a