Not Your Mate Anymore

Sabrina's POV 

It was time to face Xander. I had put it off for so long and he has been nothing but kind to me and I asked for his help. My guilt should not affect him. 

I walk up to his floor and knock on his office door. 

"Enter." He says in his alpha tone. He clearly has no idea it's me. 

I open the door and walk but immediately regret coming in. My neck throbs from where his imprint was as soon as I look in to his eyes. 

I stay strong and close the door. I walk towards him and sit on one of the chairs facing him. Yet again, only a table between us as if it was a line I've drawn that I knew I shouldn't cross. What lies after that line is pure bliss but at the cost of my sanity. 

"Hello Sabrina..." Xander says, breaking the silence as I tried to calm my nerves. I was feeling sort of shy around him, like I was some giddy 12year old with a crush. 

"Alpha." I say in a serious tone, which earns me a chuckle from the alpha himself. 

"Come on Sabrina. You don't have to be formal around me. Especially when it's just us." He says with a twinkle in hid eyes. 

Just us.

Yes he wasn't helping. 

"I know but I feel like I have to." I say to him. 

"I understand. You're still dealing with a lot and that is why I gave you your space and I still think you need more time to deal with all that has happened in your life." Xander says to me. 

He took the words right out of my mouth. That's what I wanted to tell him. 

"Look, I'm not going to beat around the Bush. I like you, I really do and my wolf has taken a liking to you too, hence the imprinting that took place when you challenged him. I want you and I will have you. May not be today or even tomorrow but I will make you mine." He says to me. 

A knock interrupts our honesty hour as a man that looks like Xander but the older version walks in. 

He doesn't even spare me a glance as he throws daggers at his son. 

"Son, I need a moment. It's urgent." The older man says. Xander nods then turns to me, 

"Sabrina, take all the time that you need. I understand." He says to me and I nod then run out of that office before I hear a crippling growl come out of that office. 

Something was up and Xander's older twin was definitely upset. I couldn't stay any longer to listen in as I had school to attend. 

I had finally gotten my money thanks to my tech genius of a brother. I was able to decorate the apartment how I wanted and shop some more, but the best thing about getting my money was buying myself a car.

Obviously not a Ferrari since I've got a baby. 

I walked up to my black Range Rover Velar. I loved this mean machine. I jumped in, put Rihanna on blast and made my way to school. 

I had thought Myrtle would be a friend but after my heat, she has kept her distance and that's fine. Loyalties are everything and I'm just new here. 

I made one friend though. I absolutely adore her as she knows how to make me smile. 

I parked my car and my door was yanked open. 

"Come out. I heard you've snapped back and I wanna be the judge of that young lady." Fiona, my new friend said. 

Being a werewolf comes with a few great advantages. Like when we exercise, our bodies build on muscle quicker. Our wolves also play a role in that. Their added strength pushes our human side to be stronger, leaner and so forth. The stronger the wolf, then the human side will seem fit. 

For males, it is in their muscles. That is why alpha males are generally larger than all the males in the pack. His wolf is the strongest, which helps him bulk up. For us females, we stay lean. Petite but with muscle definition. Werewolves don't come in different forms. Our active lifestyles, the every day training, running in our wolves and that extra fast metabolism, make for fit bodies. 

When I was in human school, the kids were different and everyone had a type. Body wise too. 

Here, your type is either status or attitude or strength. Some have bigger boobs but still, woman are just generally smaller. 

With my pregnancy, the wolf took it upon herself to accelerate the healing process while I exercised post partum. Animals take on mating season very seriously. Athena wants the alpha so she wants us to look good for the alpha come our next heat episode. 

I jumped out of my car and locked it. I was wearing a white spaghetti strap crop top and blue ripped high waisted boyfriend jeans. I paired my look with Adidas X Prada  superstar sneakers. I twirled around for Fiona as we both giggled. 

"I'm impressed girl! Where did the little man come from? There's no evidence." She says to me. We burst out laughing. 

Fiona is a beautiful girl. She has a tiny waist, very small which makes all of us green with envy. She's got her hair braided and up in a bun. She loves her skirts and dresses. You will never catch her in sneakers. 

Maybe only at training. 

We make our way inside to find Jade and her posse standing by my locker.

Just great. 

is it now?" I ask looking at Jade.

you to stay away from the alpha. I've worked too hard to be with him and then you come in and snatch him away. I don't care that you're stronger, I will use other tactics to get to

getting Jade glares and confrontations now and then. I guess

anything. I honestly don't care." I say as I push her out of the way to open my locker. As I'm gathering

your son? You know Myrtle is with him right now. She's just

to the opposite lockers. I was so angry that I shifted in to my wolf as I walked up

Athena was large.

froze. Jade got up quickly and tried to run but I

her back on to the lockers and she lost her footing and fell on her butt cheeks. I grabbed her by her leg, biting in as she screamed in pain and dragged her out

too and called in the alpha.

tone which was smart as it wouldn't work on me. I obliged as I let Jade

off his shirt and handed it

did nothing wrong. This monster just attacked me in front of the whole school." Jade said and Athena let out a warning growl.

had shifted but Athena was fuming. This girl threatened Adrastos. She had to

speak. I was too scared. I'm wasting time here while Myrtle is

hand and show him what

speaking in hushed tones. Probably wondering what I was doing to their alpha. I let go of

don't lie to me." Xander says now

at me then

Sabrina didn't stay

and besides, I'm right here. How was I going to hurt him?" Jade

wolf and I need to get to my apartment. I need to see with my own eyes that my son

The alpha nods.

his shirt and shift. I run through the woods and straight to the packhouse. How was Myrtle

walked up the stairs naked

pooling around her and Myrtle

as she heard the door burst open and huffed

to her, she tried once again to get to my son but she couldn't and I pushed her away from my son. I pushed her with so

I looked in to my son's bassinet and we locked eyes as he let the orb down. I picked him up and gave him 10 kisses as I walked to my bedroom to put some clothes on. I threw on a black rock band shirt and some skinny jeans. I walked out with Adrastos in my arms and walked to where Dorothy

eyes to say something but then she saw me and

the door was already open. He took in his surroundings and saw

is true then?" He asked and I nodded. He

me with a silver knife that was

in and carries

in 5min. You included Sabrina." Xander says. He turns and walks out as I look back

here to get your phone because you forgot it. I told her to wait at the door while I looked for it. Your son must've sensed the danger and immediately, a blue thing appeared around him just before I turned around to look behind me but as

hand gently and looked in her head to see if what she's saying

She's not lying. 

Dorothy. We have a pack meeting to go to." I say and I walked out with my son, swearing to never let him out of my sight. We walked to the

probably be his father. A beautiful woman standing next to the older man. His mother

the room pretty quickly except for the cooing my son

pack, you tell me. What do we do when a pack member that is old enough to know pack rules, goes ahead to try and kill a baby?"

started looking around and whispering. They

so much then come ask me for permission to challenge that person to the death.

and stands next to Xander.

death." Xander said and Jade's mouth hung open as she stared at Xander.

will finally get to teach

both want to cause her harm. There is no submission. You asked

watch this challenge. Like I said to Jade, there will be no submission. It is to the death. Now, to the field!" Xander said

Dorothy as we entered the apartment. I needed to change first before going in for

can I ask?" Dorothy said as she was standing

I nodded. 

my mind? Are you half

Oh if only. 

all wolf inside." I say. She shakes her

my mind.. " she says and I

but I'm all wolf. You'll get a chance to see a glimpse of those gifts today. Come on." I say walking out of my

around. Right in the center was Xander with Jade and Myrtle. They seemed to

stop on my account." I say and Jade turns back

and we all know it. It isn't a

apartment and try to hurt her son. You should not be talking about fairness.

us and Lucas quieted the

here for a fight. Let us not waste any more time

attacks have happened before. Once he was satisfied that we were all clean of

your wolves will fight to live. Now, get ready to fight."

their wolves. I followed soon after and shifted in to mine. Athena wanted blood and

could feel the fear coming from them and it was satisfying. In battle they knew what I was capable of and

to see the next day if they'd succeeded in

keeping new uncle alive is that I should've killed