Not Your Mate Anymore

Sabrina's POV 

It was time to face Xander. I had put it off for so long and he has been nothing but kind to me and I asked for his help. My guilt should not affect him. 

I walk up to his floor and knock on his office door. 

"Enter." He says in his alpha tone. He clearly has no idea it's me. 

I open the door and walk but immediately regret coming in. My neck throbs from where his imprint was as soon as I look in to his eyes. 

I stay strong and close the door. I walk towards him and sit on one of the chairs facing him. Yet again, only a table between us as if it was a line I've drawn that I knew I shouldn't cross. What lies after that line is pure bliss but at the cost of my sanity. 

"Hello Sabrina..." Xander says, breaking the silence as I tried to calm my nerves. I was feeling sort of shy around him, like I was some giddy 12year old with a crush. 

"Alpha." I say in a serious tone, which earns me a chuckle from the alpha himself. 

"Come on Sabrina. You don't have to be formal around me. Especially when it's just us." He says with a twinkle in hid eyes. 

Just us.

Yes he wasn't helping. 

"I know but I feel like I have to." I say to him. 

"I understand. You're still dealing with a lot and that is why I gave you your space and I still think you need more time to deal with all that has happened in your life." Xander says to me. 

He took the words right out of my mouth. That's what I wanted to tell him. 

"Look, I'm not going to beat around the Bush. I like you, I really do and my wolf has taken a liking to you too, hence the imprinting that took place when you challenged him. I want you and I will have you. May not be today or even tomorrow but I will make you mine." He says to me. 

A knock interrupts our honesty hour as a man that looks like Xander but the older version walks in. 

He doesn't even spare me a glance as he throws daggers at his son. 

"Son, I need a moment. It's urgent." The older man says. Xander nods then turns to me, 

"Sabrina, take all the time that you need. I understand." He says to me and I nod then run out of that office before I hear a crippling growl come out of that office. 

Something was up and Xander's older twin was definitely upset. I couldn't stay any longer to listen in as I had school to attend. 

I had finally gotten my money thanks to my tech genius of a brother. I was able to decorate the apartment how I wanted and shop some more, but the best thing about getting my money was buying myself a car.

Obviously not a Ferrari since I've got a baby. 

I walked up to my black Range Rover Velar. I loved this mean machine. I jumped in, put Rihanna on blast and made my way to school. 

I had thought Myrtle would be a friend but after my heat, she has kept her distance and that's fine. Loyalties are everything and I'm just new here. 

I made one friend though. I absolutely adore her as she knows how to make me smile. 

I parked my car and my door was yanked open. 

"Come out. I heard you've snapped back and I wanna be the judge of that young lady." Fiona, my new friend said. 

Being a werewolf comes with a few great advantages. Like when we exercise, our bodies build on muscle quicker. Our wolves also play a role in that. Their added strength pushes our human side to be stronger, leaner and so forth. The stronger the wolf, then the human side will seem fit. 

For males, it is in their muscles. That is why alpha males are generally larger than all the males in the pack. His wolf is the strongest, which helps him bulk up. For us females, we stay lean. Petite but with muscle definition. Werewolves don't come in different forms. Our active lifestyles, the every day training, running in our wolves and that extra fast metabolism, make for fit bodies. 

When I was in human school, the kids were different and everyone had a type. Body wise too. 

Here, your type is either status or attitude or strength. Some have bigger boobs but still, woman are just generally smaller. 

With my pregnancy, the wolf took it upon herself to accelerate the healing process while I exercised post partum. Animals take on mating season very seriously. Athena wants the alpha so she wants us to look good for the alpha come our next heat episode. 

I jumped out of my car and locked it. I was wearing a white spaghetti strap crop top and blue ripped high waisted boyfriend jeans. I paired my look with Adidas X Prada  superstar sneakers. I twirled around for Fiona as we both giggled. 

"I'm impressed girl! Where did the little man come from? There's no evidence." She says to me. We burst out laughing. 

Fiona is a beautiful girl. She has a tiny waist, very small which makes all of us green with envy. She's got her hair braided and up in a bun. She loves her skirts and dresses. You will never catch her in sneakers. 

Maybe only at training. 

We make our way inside to find Jade and her posse standing by my locker.

Just great. 

it now?" I ask looking at

from the alpha. I've worked too hard to be with him and then you come in and snatch him away. I

Jade glares and confrontations now and then. I guess someone saw

I honestly don't care." I say as I push her out of the way

Myrtle is with him right now. She's just waiting on my word." Jade said and I saw red. I dropped everything.

by the neck and threw her body on to the opposite lockers. I was so angry that I shifted in to my wolf as I walked up to Jade. Nobody has ever

Athena was large.

and the entire school froze. Jade got up quickly and tried to run but I blocked her path.

footing and fell on her butt cheeks. I grabbed her by her leg, biting in as she screamed in pain and dragged her out of the school building. People followed

and called in the alpha.

smart as it wouldn't work on me. I obliged as I let Jade go

and handed it to me. I quickly

just attacked me alpha. I did nothing wrong. This monster just attacked me in

Athena was fuming. This girl threatened

I was too scared. I'm wasting time here while Myrtle

and show him what

speaking in hushed tones. Probably wondering what I was doing to their alpha. I let go

lie to me." Xander

shifts uncomfortably. She looks at me then

son if Sabrina didn't stay away from you." Fiona said.

and besides, I'm right here. How was I going to hurt him?"

to get to my apartment. I need to see with my own eyes that my son is ok and

The alpha nods.

I run through the woods and straight to the packhouse.

back. I walked up the stairs naked and thank the goddess I didn't bump in to

blood pooling around her and Myrtle trying to get to Adrastos

turned as she heard the door burst open and

again to get to my son but she couldn't and I pushed her away from my son. I pushed her with so much force that her back hit the wall

gave him 10 kisses as I walked to my bedroom to put some clothes on. I threw on a black rock band shirt and some skinny jeans. I walked out with Adrastos in my arms and walked to where Dorothy was. I knelt down to heal her and it worked.

then she saw me and the baby

as the door was already open. He took in his surroundings and saw an unconscious Myrtle.

He asked and I nodded. He turned to face Dorothy..

with a silver knife that was laced with wolfsbane." Dorothy

walks in and carries out

You included Sabrina." Xander says. He turns and

Sabrina. She said you had sent her here to get your phone because you forgot it. I told her to wait at the door while I looked for it. Your son must've sensed the danger

hand gently and looked in her head to see if

She's not lying. 

ok Dorothy. We have a pack meeting to go to." I say and I walked out with my son, swearing to never let

was standing on the podium with his older look alike, who might probably be his father. A beautiful woman standing next to the

room pretty quickly except for

itself in taking care of the young and helpless. So pack, you tell me. What do we do when a pack member that is old enough to know pack rules, goes ahead to try and kill a

looking around and whispering. They were confused.

come ask me for permission to challenge that person to

climbs up the podium and stands next

I give you permission to challenge Sabrina to the death." Xander said and Jade's mouth hung open as she stared

She will finally get to teach that

both fight her. Since you both want to cause her harm. There is no submission. You asked for this

watch this challenge. Like I said to Jade, there will be no submission. It is to the death.

entered the apartment. I

as she was

I nodded. 

Are you half witch and half wolf?" She asked and I chuckled.

Oh if only. 

I'm all wolf inside." I say. She shakes her in

read my mind.. " she says and I nod.

The moon goddess blessed me with a few gifts but I'm all wolf. You'll get a chance to

field where people were gathering around. Right in the center was Xander with Jade and Myrtle.

I say and Jade turns back to

and we all

Myrtle go to Sabrina's apartment and try to hurt her son. You should not be talking about fairness. As Lycans, we aren't sneaky.

and Lucas

for a fight. Let us not waste any more time and get

to us and checked for any weapons. It is highly unlikely that a wolf will use weapons during a fight but sneak attacks have happened before. Once he was satisfied that we were all clean of any weapons, he then nodded at Xander, who turned to look

will fight in wolf form. That way I know your wolves will fight to live. Now, get ready to fight." Xander said and we all took a

wolves. I followed soon after and shifted in to mine. Athena wanted blood and she was

us as I circled around the two girls. I could feel the fear coming from them and it was satisfying.

was stupid really. Dumb to think they would've lived to see the next day if they'd succeeded in laying a scratch on my baby. I was definitely going to

that I should've killed him and I won't