Not Your Mate Anymore

Sabrina's POV 

It was time to face Xander. I had put it off for so long and he has been nothing but kind to me and I asked for his help. My guilt should not affect him. 

I walk up to his floor and knock on his office door. 

"Enter." He says in his alpha tone. He clearly has no idea it's me. 

I open the door and walk but immediately regret coming in. My neck throbs from where his imprint was as soon as I look in to his eyes. 

I stay strong and close the door. I walk towards him and sit on one of the chairs facing him. Yet again, only a table between us as if it was a line I've drawn that I knew I shouldn't cross. What lies after that line is pure bliss but at the cost of my sanity. 

"Hello Sabrina..." Xander says, breaking the silence as I tried to calm my nerves. I was feeling sort of shy around him, like I was some giddy 12year old with a crush. 

"Alpha." I say in a serious tone, which earns me a chuckle from the alpha himself. 

"Come on Sabrina. You don't have to be formal around me. Especially when it's just us." He says with a twinkle in hid eyes. 

Just us.

Yes he wasn't helping. 

"I know but I feel like I have to." I say to him. 

"I understand. You're still dealing with a lot and that is why I gave you your space and I still think you need more time to deal with all that has happened in your life." Xander says to me. 

He took the words right out of my mouth. That's what I wanted to tell him. 

"Look, I'm not going to beat around the Bush. I like you, I really do and my wolf has taken a liking to you too, hence the imprinting that took place when you challenged him. I want you and I will have you. May not be today or even tomorrow but I will make you mine." He says to me. 

A knock interrupts our honesty hour as a man that looks like Xander but the older version walks in. 

He doesn't even spare me a glance as he throws daggers at his son. 

"Son, I need a moment. It's urgent." The older man says. Xander nods then turns to me, 

"Sabrina, take all the time that you need. I understand." He says to me and I nod then run out of that office before I hear a crippling growl come out of that office. 

Something was up and Xander's older twin was definitely upset. I couldn't stay any longer to listen in as I had school to attend. 

I had finally gotten my money thanks to my tech genius of a brother. I was able to decorate the apartment how I wanted and shop some more, but the best thing about getting my money was buying myself a car.

Obviously not a Ferrari since I've got a baby. 

I walked up to my black Range Rover Velar. I loved this mean machine. I jumped in, put Rihanna on blast and made my way to school. 

I had thought Myrtle would be a friend but after my heat, she has kept her distance and that's fine. Loyalties are everything and I'm just new here. 

I made one friend though. I absolutely adore her as she knows how to make me smile. 

I parked my car and my door was yanked open. 

"Come out. I heard you've snapped back and I wanna be the judge of that young lady." Fiona, my new friend said. 

Being a werewolf comes with a few great advantages. Like when we exercise, our bodies build on muscle quicker. Our wolves also play a role in that. Their added strength pushes our human side to be stronger, leaner and so forth. The stronger the wolf, then the human side will seem fit. 

For males, it is in their muscles. That is why alpha males are generally larger than all the males in the pack. His wolf is the strongest, which helps him bulk up. For us females, we stay lean. Petite but with muscle definition. Werewolves don't come in different forms. Our active lifestyles, the every day training, running in our wolves and that extra fast metabolism, make for fit bodies. 

When I was in human school, the kids were different and everyone had a type. Body wise too. 

Here, your type is either status or attitude or strength. Some have bigger boobs but still, woman are just generally smaller. 

With my pregnancy, the wolf took it upon herself to accelerate the healing process while I exercised post partum. Animals take on mating season very seriously. Athena wants the alpha so she wants us to look good for the alpha come our next heat episode. 

I jumped out of my car and locked it. I was wearing a white spaghetti strap crop top and blue ripped high waisted boyfriend jeans. I paired my look with Adidas X Prada  superstar sneakers. I twirled around for Fiona as we both giggled. 

"I'm impressed girl! Where did the little man come from? There's no evidence." She says to me. We burst out laughing. 

Fiona is a beautiful girl. She has a tiny waist, very small which makes all of us green with envy. She's got her hair braided and up in a bun. She loves her skirts and dresses. You will never catch her in sneakers. 

Maybe only at training. 

We make our way inside to find Jade and her posse standing by my locker.

Just great. 

it now?" I ask

come in and snatch him away. I don't care that you're stronger,

Jade glares and confrontations now and then. I guess someone saw Me go up the alphas floor

try anything. I honestly don't care." I say as I push her out of the

You know Myrtle is with him right now. She's just waiting

angry that I shifted in to

Athena was large.

up quickly and tried to run but I blocked her path. Athena growled at her and

her back on to the lockers and she lost her footing and fell on her butt cheeks. I grabbed her by her leg,

the teachers felt the power too and called in the alpha. There he was

me. He didn't use his alpha tone which was smart as it wouldn't work on me. I obliged as I let Jade go and

and handed it to me. I quickly put it on.

wrong. This monster just attacked me in front of the whole school." Jade said and

was fuming. This girl threatened Adrastos. She had to be killed.

happened Sabrina?" Xander asked and I shook my head. I couldn't speak. I was too scared. I'm wasting time here while Myrtle is with my son. Who knows if Jade has already told

and show him what happened.

was doing to their

happened? And don't lie to me." Xander says now in

uncomfortably. She looks at me then at

threatened to harm Sabrina's son if Sabrina didn't stay away

a lie! I never said that and besides, I'm right here. How was I going

that my son is ok and if I stay here any longer, I

The alpha nods.

I run through the woods and straight to the packhouse. How was

house and shifted back. I walked up the stairs naked and thank the goddess

more like barged in to find Dorothy on the floor with blood pooling around her and Myrtle trying to get to Adrastos but he had that protection orb

heard the door burst open

away from my son. I pushed her with so much force that her back hit the wall

to my son's bassinet and we locked eyes as he let the orb down. I picked him up and gave him 10 kisses as I walked to my bedroom to put some clothes on. I threw on a black rock band shirt and some skinny jeans. I

to say something but then she saw me and the baby and

the door was already open. He took in his surroundings and

asked and I nodded.

stabbed me with a silver knife that was laced with wolfsbane." Dorothy said.

in and carries out Myrtle.

meeting in 5min. You included Sabrina." Xander says. He turns

the door while I looked for it. Your son must've sensed the danger and immediately, a

looked in her head to see if what she's

She's not lying. 

my son, swearing to never let him out of my sight. We walked to the meeting hall to see more people coming

on the podium with his older look alike, who might probably be his father. A beautiful woman standing next to the older man. His

hand and that quietened the room pretty quickly except for the cooing my son was

taking care of the young and helpless. So pack, you tell me. What do we do when a pack member that is old enough to know pack rules, goes ahead to try and kill a baby?" Xander asked.

started looking around and whispering. They were confused.

ask me for permission to challenge that person

up the podium and stands

Sabrina to the death." Xander said and Jade's mouth hung open as she stared at

was happy. She will finally get to teach that girl never to

cause her harm. There is no submission. You asked for this challenge, I'm giving it to you. " Xander said to Jade. Then turned to look at the rest

Like I said to Jade, there will be no submission. It is to the death. Now, to the field!" Xander said and people

the apartment. I needed to change first before going in for the

said as she was standing in my room.

I nodded. 

do that thing with my mind? Are you half witch

Oh if only. 

inside." I say. She shakes

mind.. " she

moon goddess blessed me with a few gifts but I'm all wolf. You'll get a chance to see a glimpse of those gifts today. Come on." I say walking out of my room

was Xander with Jade and Myrtle. They seemed to be deep in conversation but it

I say and Jade

can't do this! She obviously has more strength and we all know it. It isn't a fair fight."

fight when you had Myrtle go to Sabrina's apartment and try to hurt her son. You should not be talking about fairness. As Lycans, we aren't sneaky. If you despise Sabrina, you take her on. You should know this already." Xander

moved away from us and

fight. Let us not waste any more time and

that a wolf will use weapons during a fight but sneak attacks have happened before. Once he was satisfied that we were all clean of any weapons, he then nodded at Xander, who turned to look at us.

I know your wolves will fight to live. Now, get ready to fight." Xander said and we all

facing me. They took their clothes off and shifted in to their wolves. I followed soon after and shifted in to mine. Athena wanted blood and she was ready to rip

feel the fear coming from them and it was satisfying. In battle

stupid really. Dumb to think they would've lived to see the next day if they'd succeeded in laying a scratch on my baby. I was definitely

alive is that I should've killed him and I