Not Your Mate Anymore

Sabrina's POV 

It was time to face Xander. I had put it off for so long and he has been nothing but kind to me and I asked for his help. My guilt should not affect him. 

I walk up to his floor and knock on his office door. 

"Enter." He says in his alpha tone. He clearly has no idea it's me. 

I open the door and walk but immediately regret coming in. My neck throbs from where his imprint was as soon as I look in to his eyes. 

I stay strong and close the door. I walk towards him and sit on one of the chairs facing him. Yet again, only a table between us as if it was a line I've drawn that I knew I shouldn't cross. What lies after that line is pure bliss but at the cost of my sanity. 

"Hello Sabrina..." Xander says, breaking the silence as I tried to calm my nerves. I was feeling sort of shy around him, like I was some giddy 12year old with a crush. 

"Alpha." I say in a serious tone, which earns me a chuckle from the alpha himself. 

"Come on Sabrina. You don't have to be formal around me. Especially when it's just us." He says with a twinkle in hid eyes. 

Just us.

Yes he wasn't helping. 

"I know but I feel like I have to." I say to him. 

"I understand. You're still dealing with a lot and that is why I gave you your space and I still think you need more time to deal with all that has happened in your life." Xander says to me. 

He took the words right out of my mouth. That's what I wanted to tell him. 

"Look, I'm not going to beat around the Bush. I like you, I really do and my wolf has taken a liking to you too, hence the imprinting that took place when you challenged him. I want you and I will have you. May not be today or even tomorrow but I will make you mine." He says to me. 

A knock interrupts our honesty hour as a man that looks like Xander but the older version walks in. 

He doesn't even spare me a glance as he throws daggers at his son. 

"Son, I need a moment. It's urgent." The older man says. Xander nods then turns to me, 

"Sabrina, take all the time that you need. I understand." He says to me and I nod then run out of that office before I hear a crippling growl come out of that office. 

Something was up and Xander's older twin was definitely upset. I couldn't stay any longer to listen in as I had school to attend. 

I had finally gotten my money thanks to my tech genius of a brother. I was able to decorate the apartment how I wanted and shop some more, but the best thing about getting my money was buying myself a car.

Obviously not a Ferrari since I've got a baby. 

I walked up to my black Range Rover Velar. I loved this mean machine. I jumped in, put Rihanna on blast and made my way to school. 

I had thought Myrtle would be a friend but after my heat, she has kept her distance and that's fine. Loyalties are everything and I'm just new here. 

I made one friend though. I absolutely adore her as she knows how to make me smile. 

I parked my car and my door was yanked open. 

"Come out. I heard you've snapped back and I wanna be the judge of that young lady." Fiona, my new friend said. 

Being a werewolf comes with a few great advantages. Like when we exercise, our bodies build on muscle quicker. Our wolves also play a role in that. Their added strength pushes our human side to be stronger, leaner and so forth. The stronger the wolf, then the human side will seem fit. 

For males, it is in their muscles. That is why alpha males are generally larger than all the males in the pack. His wolf is the strongest, which helps him bulk up. For us females, we stay lean. Petite but with muscle definition. Werewolves don't come in different forms. Our active lifestyles, the every day training, running in our wolves and that extra fast metabolism, make for fit bodies. 

When I was in human school, the kids were different and everyone had a type. Body wise too. 

Here, your type is either status or attitude or strength. Some have bigger boobs but still, woman are just generally smaller. 

With my pregnancy, the wolf took it upon herself to accelerate the healing process while I exercised post partum. Animals take on mating season very seriously. Athena wants the alpha so she wants us to look good for the alpha come our next heat episode. 

I jumped out of my car and locked it. I was wearing a white spaghetti strap crop top and blue ripped high waisted boyfriend jeans. I paired my look with Adidas X Prada  superstar sneakers. I twirled around for Fiona as we both giggled. 

"I'm impressed girl! Where did the little man come from? There's no evidence." She says to me. We burst out laughing. 

Fiona is a beautiful girl. She has a tiny waist, very small which makes all of us green with envy. She's got her hair braided and up in a bun. She loves her skirts and dresses. You will never catch her in sneakers. 

Maybe only at training. 

We make our way inside to find Jade and her posse standing by my locker.

Just great. 

I ask looking at

him and then you come in and snatch him away. I don't care that you're stronger, I

not have mentioned but I keep getting Jade glares and confrontations now and then. I guess

I push her out of the way to open my locker. As I'm gathering my books,

You know Myrtle is with him right now. She's just waiting on my word." Jade said and

by the neck and threw her body on to the opposite lockers. I was so angry that I

Athena was large.

Jade got up quickly and tried to run but I blocked her

and fell on her butt cheeks. I grabbed her by her leg, biting in as she screamed in pain and dragged her out of the

too and called in the alpha. There he was waiting with his arms

me. He didn't use his alpha tone which was smart as it wouldn't work on me. I obliged

it

I did nothing wrong. This monster just attacked me in

shifted but Athena was fuming. This girl threatened Adrastos. She had to

couldn't speak. I was too scared. I'm wasting time here while Myrtle is with my son. Who knows if Jade has already told

grab Xander's hand and show

was doing to their alpha. I let go

don't lie to me." Xander says now in his

looks at me then at Jade.

to harm Sabrina's son if Sabrina didn't stay away from

lie! I never said that and besides, I'm right here. How was I going to hurt him?"

I need to get to my apartment. I need to see with my own eyes that my

The alpha nods.

the woods and straight to the packhouse. How was

to the house and shifted back. I walked up the stairs naked and thank the goddess I didn't bump in to anyone.

floor with blood pooling around her and

the door burst open

her, she tried once again to get to my son but she couldn't and I pushed her away from my son. I pushed her

put some clothes on. I threw on a black rock band shirt and some skinny jeans. I walked out with Adrastos in my arms and walked to

say something but then she saw me

the door was already

is true then?" He asked and

that was laced with

walks in and

Sabrina." Xander says. He turns and walks out as I look back

forgot it. I told her to wait at the door while I looked for it. Your son must've sensed the danger and immediately, a blue thing appeared around him just before I turned

and looked in her head to see if

She's not lying. 

have a pack meeting to go to." I say and I walked out with my son, swearing to never let

podium with his older look alike, who might probably be his father. A beautiful woman standing next to the

and that quietened the room pretty quickly except for the cooing my son was doing.

are wolves. A strong lycan pack that prides itself in taking care of the young and helpless. So pack, you tell me. What do we do when a pack member that

started looking around and whispering. They were

babies. If you hate the parent so much then come ask me for permission to challenge that person

climbs up the podium and

challenge Sabrina to the death." Xander said and Jade's mouth hung open as she stared at Xander.

will finally get to teach that girl never to threaten

her harm. There is no submission. You asked for this challenge, I'm giving it to you. " Xander said to Jade. Then turned to look at the rest of

we will all watch this challenge. Like I said to Jade, there will be no submission. It is to the death. Now, to the field!" Xander said and people started

we entered the apartment. I needed to change first

can I ask?" Dorothy said as she was standing

I nodded. 

mind? Are you

Oh if only. 

I'm all wolf inside." I say. She shakes

to read my mind.. " she says and I nod.

but I'm all wolf. You'll get a chance to see a glimpse of those gifts today. Come on." I say walking out of my room and

walked until we reached an open field where people were gathering around. Right in the center was Xander with Jade and Myrtle. They seemed to

account." I say and Jade turns back to

we all know it.

son. You should not be talking about fairness. As Lycans, we aren't sneaky. If you despise Sabrina, you take her on. You

us and Lucas quieted the pack.

while since we all gathered here for a fight. Let us not

wolf will use weapons during a fight but sneak attacks have happened before. Once he was satisfied that we were all clean of

know your wolves will fight to live. Now, get

and shifted in to mine. Athena wanted blood and she was ready to

the fear coming from them and it was satisfying. In battle they knew what I was capable of and yet they wanted to harm my son.

Dumb to think they would've lived to see the next day if they'd succeeded in laying a scratch on my baby. I was definitely going to

is that I should've killed him and I