Mates with Alpha Maddox

***WARNING, this chapter contains MATURE CONTENT. So DON'T read unless you are 18 just read until the 3 dots then skip it until the other 3 dots, I know some of you youngsters will read anyways but just make sure to be mature about everything and don't make fun of it. Like at all cause well I don't have any experience in this so yeah...enjoy***

Jayda's POV

Maddox and I have been home for about a week and we have never been better.

We have had some little arguments but nothing too bad.

I had completely avoided my dad, I needed time to figure out how I would handle the whole situation, I wanted to confront him about not telling me about Jayson but I just didn't know how to do it without ending up crying.

I have texted with Ian and he has told me that his mate still isn't falling for him. Poor him, he will have a hard time getting her to fall for him. She is really hard headed.

Now that I am done recapping everything that has happened, I am going to tell you the problem at hand.

I want Maddox.

I can't control myself, well I can because I have been controlling myself but I don't want to anymore.

I just want to rip his clothes off and have my wicked way with him. Now, Maddox either has an amazing self control or I am not sexy enough for him because not once has he mentioned sex.

We just haven't talked about it. We have talked about many things but sex is not one of them.

I mean its not like I have to bring it up but well... I am a girl, I shouldn't be the one to bring sex up.

Right at this moment I was laying in bed with Maddox, we were both cuddling while watching 'The Wedding Ringer' and instead of thinking how funny Kevin Hart is I was thinking of how hot Maddox looks shirtless.

I try to concentrate on the movie but somehow my eyes drift to Maddox's abs yet again.

I am thirsty as fuck. I swear all I can think about is Maddox's...genitals? Gahh I just made it weird.

Seriously, I wonder what Maddox would say if he could hear what I was thinking. He would surely never look at me the same way.

I start giving myself a pep talk. Today is the day. I will make love with Maddox even if its the last thing I do. I am his mate, its only normal that we do the dirty, so I shouldn't be afraid to ask for it. Right?

Yes!

Okay, Jayda. Do it.

to make a bold move and put my hand on

instantly tenses and from the corner of my eyes I see him openly stare at where my hand

happening and pretend to

at me and coughs. I completely pretend I don't feel his gaze on me and feel his breath quicken. (We are still cuddling) I can feel the tension rolling off of him. He really

my palm and desire pools in my

his throat. "I- I umm, I am umm soda" he says quickly unwrapping his arms from around me. His eyes are dark with desire, And I can bet mine

grab hold of his hand, stopping him from

have sex" I say, looking at

asks,

to have sex

you don't know what you are talking about. You don't need to feel pressured I can and will wait until you are

am fucking ready! I want this, I need this. I need

his hand so he

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the bed while he straddles me and

if he is putting all of his love

slightly. "Are

knock my hands on his hair pulling his

hands pulled some more at

traveled from my lips, down my jaw and to my neck leaving a hot

softly making Maddox groan and suck harder on

between my legs but

my shirt is off he starts kissing the valley between my breasts before taking off my simple black bra, his eyes never leave mine as he grabs one of my nipples and puts it inside his mouth. I moan

this feels great, why

painfully slow from my lips,

and kisses my hip bones then

nips and kisses at my thigh then he goes to my