Mates with Alpha Maddox

***WARNING, this chapter contains MATURE CONTENT. So DON'T read unless you are 18 just read until the 3 dots then skip it until the other 3 dots, I know some of you youngsters will read anyways but just make sure to be mature about everything and don't make fun of it. Like at all cause well I don't have any experience in this so yeah...enjoy***

Jayda's POV

Maddox and I have been home for about a week and we have never been better.

We have had some little arguments but nothing too bad.

I had completely avoided my dad, I needed time to figure out how I would handle the whole situation, I wanted to confront him about not telling me about Jayson but I just didn't know how to do it without ending up crying.

I have texted with Ian and he has told me that his mate still isn't falling for him. Poor him, he will have a hard time getting her to fall for him. She is really hard headed.

Now that I am done recapping everything that has happened, I am going to tell you the problem at hand.

I want Maddox.

I can't control myself, well I can because I have been controlling myself but I don't want to anymore.

I just want to rip his clothes off and have my wicked way with him. Now, Maddox either has an amazing self control or I am not sexy enough for him because not once has he mentioned sex.

We just haven't talked about it. We have talked about many things but sex is not one of them.

I mean its not like I have to bring it up but well... I am a girl, I shouldn't be the one to bring sex up.

Right at this moment I was laying in bed with Maddox, we were both cuddling while watching 'The Wedding Ringer' and instead of thinking how funny Kevin Hart is I was thinking of how hot Maddox looks shirtless.

I try to concentrate on the movie but somehow my eyes drift to Maddox's abs yet again.

I am thirsty as fuck. I swear all I can think about is Maddox's...genitals? Gahh I just made it weird.

Seriously, I wonder what Maddox would say if he could hear what I was thinking. He would surely never look at me the same way.

I start giving myself a pep talk. Today is the day. I will make love with Maddox even if its the last thing I do. I am his mate, its only normal that we do the dirty, so I shouldn't be afraid to ask for it. Right?

Yes!

Okay, Jayda. Do it.

move and put my

and from the corner of my eyes I see him openly stare at where my hand is

nothing is happening and pretend to be

completely pretend I don't feel his gaze on me and feel his breath quicken. (We are still cuddling) I can feel the tension rolling off of him. He really

my palm

he says quickly unwrapping his arms

hand, stopping him from

have sex" I say, looking at

ummm what?" Maddox asks,

want to have sex with you" I

don't need to feel pressured I can and will wait until you

need this. I need you" I

at his hand so he comes back to the

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me down on the bed while he straddles me and kisses me

heart swell, its as if he is putting all

pulls away slightly. "Are you

I knock my hands on his hair pulling his head down and

hands pulled some more at his

and to

and suck harder on

try and soothe the ache between my legs but when that doesn't work I start grinding on

full of lust as he slightly pulls away and starts taking of my tank top, after my shirt is off he starts kissing the valley between my breasts before taking off my simple black bra, his eyes never leave mine as he grabs one of my nipples and puts it

me, this feels

beautiful Jayda, I love you" Maddox says as he kisses my lips again. His lips go painfully slow from my lips, down my neck and to my nipples again. After he payed attention to my breasts his mouth slides down

kisses my hip bones then kisses down my pubic area

spreads them apart, he nips and kisses at my thigh then