A Blood-Like Rain

— Kaden —

I took a careful step in her direction.

She didn’t try to stop me this time.

I took another step, then another.

I could see she was hesitant, so I walked cautiously, but I kept walking.

I think she only processed my proximity when I got within arm’s length. She put a foot back, I stopped. She extended her arms to give me back my bandana. I took it and in the process my skin touched hers.

It was like a lightning bolt of shivers. I didn’t take my hand away. I wasn’t sure I could. I heard her breath caught in her throat, her body sway lightly towards mine. I took one step closer. One long step that got our bodies nearly touching. My hand was still on hers, the bandana forgotten and lying on the grass now.

The moon was rising, it was a bright night tonight, but not bright enough to see within that hood. It was just shadows.

I wanted to ask her a million questions. Her name, to see her face, where did she live? But all those questions crumbled in my mind. It was like trying to hold water in your hands, constantly slipping away. I should use restrains but my body didn’t want to listen to me. I lowered my head barely catching myself in time, barely holding back. But in respond she bent hers back, and it was all the invitation I need.

I lowered my head further and pressed my lips on hers.

I’ve kissed a woman before, I’ve done plenty of things with a woman before, but it felt like, all these years, I had no idea what kissing could really be. There was, at this very moment, and entire universe opening before me.

The only way for me to release my hold on her hand was to wrap my arms around her waist.

She mewled and it was the sweetest little sound I’ve ever heard. I pressed her harder against me and her arms went up over my body to give her fingers access to my hair. Her grip was strong but not painful and she tugged at me to deepen the kiss. Which I willingly obliged.

We were taking short breaths in between caresses. Our lips never truly apart. Our breath intermingling. Our heartbeats deafening.

The intensity was such that it took me a little while to realize something was wrong.

— Elaeya —

My heart was becoming painful, my feet faltered. I was starting to think I was about to be sick. I opened my sense to decipher what was happening to me. That’s when a sound got me out of my head and back into reality.

Steps.

Someone was coming. Someone close.

And suddenly my malaise took a whole new dimension. Was someone doing this to me? Was someone hurting me? Attacking me?

my senses further do detect

close by. Too close. How did it get so close?

clothes, dark hair. The faint dusk light gave me a glimpse of his face. He had a few days old stubble. He was made of hard lines and

moved towards me, looking straight at me with purpose and the pain in my chest

back in

expression, so I couldn’t guess at his intentions, but I feared the worst.

once more and I panicked, raising one hand to tell him to back off. My left. The one for

are you doing to

head to one

the air then get his attention

of black cloth out and went down to grab a small rock. I didn’t understand this gesture. I focused my eyes on him, opening my senses up, but my instincts said nothing. He wrapped the cloth around the pebble, showed it to

More confused than ever,

I refrain from touching it. I didn’t feel any magic, any energies stirring when he

but I turned my focus some. And I got a smell. A

stop myself from

I didn’t understand right away what I was smelling, only that

eyes, like he probably couldn’t see mine, but I know our gaze met. And there was knowledge there. He knew, and

mother wasn’t around, that most wolves valued mates more than anything. Some could go to great lengths to find their mates. That rejections were rarely done. That

for the first time after I was born. That it’s like the world tilts, the axis changes, and now gravity find a new source. Never did those words make any

was coming closer until I could finally see his face properly. His eyes were

scared me. I wanted to bolt but I could barely move my feet. But he stopped moving. I could see he was worried. His expression was hard to read, it was guarded, but I could also see that he didn’t want

Now I understood he was himself a poison far deadlier than anything I could have ingested. All of a sudden, the cloth

to him, but it

never realizing

not my own anymore, and neither was my mind, and as he grew closer—his

thought I had lost my mind, but never so

have been a warning. Something for me to be wary of. Not something to seek. Not something to embrace. Not someone to throw myself at

But not tonight, not anymore. And the

of control, the temptation irresistible.

Like someone drowning in rapids, trying to hold on to the rocks. I needed a rock for my mind. Something to keep

hilt. I didn’t need to see it to know it was that of a sword. And next to it was another weapon, I didn’t need to touch to know either. It was a rifle. He had

focused on that knowledge harder.

was armed and I knew

And I was just there kissing

took me everything to lower my right hand until it lay on his

to gain