A Gift from the Goddess

Darkness… Darkness, a damp surface and an overwhelming metallic taste greeted me. 

I knew what it was before I even opened my eyes, my last memories immediately reminding me to what had happened. Or, at least, what had happened before I’d lost consciousness. Shaking, I pulled my exhausted body upright to see the damage for myself. … To see the massacre 

And it was a sight that made me want to throw up. 

Bodies laid everywhere around me. Throats torn, claw and bite marks riddling their skin. 

No one had survived. 

No one had survived *me*. 

I’d let it happen again, too weak to stop it. If i’d just regained control sooner, I could have gotten back up to my feet and finished them off, completing the mission per my instructions. But… no, I was a failure. A disappointment. 

A monster. 

The first time something like this had occurred was about four years ago, after my eighteenth birthday. I’d been in a training session with my former tutor, practising during an intense fighting session, when I suddenly felt the sickening change within. ‘Former’ tutor being the key word. They hadn’t survived. 

Ever since then, it had felt like a constant battle inside myself. Pushing down the creature lurking below the surface, hoping more than anything that I didn’t lose control again. Because whilst I was used to death in my line of work, the sheer destructive energy of the wolf beast was so unhinged that it was too unpredictable to be of any benefit. It was something I had no power over. 

That… and I was worried about what would happen if anyone ever found out the truth. Saw wiat I truly was. 

And a shudder went down my spine at that very thought. However, right now, I needed to concentrate on damage control. I couldn’t bring Miles back to bir and I knew that I would need to face the punishment of that failure – face *his* punishment. 

But for now… for now I needed to clean up. And there was only one person to call for that. Crawling along the ground, I began searching for the burner phone I’d concealed on my person earlier. I knew it would most likely be wherever my clothes had been torn to shreds but prayed it hadn’t been broken during the lapse. Thankfully, I managed to find it after some unpleasant digging *Hello?” sung an overly positive volce on the other side, picking up after only two rings. I wisud at trvlr greeting, finding it so out of place given the grim scene surrounding me. 

“Zac,” I replied. My voice was completely serious, hoping he’d pick up on the less than subtle hint. 

that you,

got a level five situation at the construction site on

what? A level fi—,”

See you

phone, slumping myself back against a pile of building materials, too

now, I would need to

before a van finally pulled up on the scene, a lanky young man with

one look at the mess around me, his face instantly paled.

Gross,” he

you’ve left such

his van and opened it up to retrieve what he needed. The first item being gloves which he promptly equipped. Zac was

line of work. Before long, he was operating closely with our own company, treating us

time as one of our own employees. Though somehow, in those years of us seeing each other, Zac had wrongly begun to assume we were much closer than we were. That this

was meant to be brought in alive,” he added, grabbing more equipment.

effort of making it look like an animal

was

too touchy right now. Instead, I

to do it while naked?” he continued, still

then I feel bad for anyone you sleep

I didn’t have the patience for his questions anymore and wanted to

you bring me some clothes?” I asked, still not addressing his last

talk and turned back to the van to retrieve

them on, hating how they clung to me uncomfortably. All I could think

feint offense, a hand over his heart. But I just muttered a ‘thanks’ and left towards where I’d parked a car earlier in the day.

walked a few feet that I