A Gift from the Goddess

Darkness… Darkness, a damp surface and an overwhelming metallic taste greeted me. 

I knew what it was before I even opened my eyes, my last memories immediately reminding me to what had happened. Or, at least, what had happened before I’d lost consciousness. Shaking, I pulled my exhausted body upright to see the damage for myself. … To see the massacre 

And it was a sight that made me want to throw up. 

Bodies laid everywhere around me. Throats torn, claw and bite marks riddling their skin. 

No one had survived. 

No one had survived *me*. 

I’d let it happen again, too weak to stop it. If i’d just regained control sooner, I could have gotten back up to my feet and finished them off, completing the mission per my instructions. But… no, I was a failure. A disappointment. 

A monster. 

The first time something like this had occurred was about four years ago, after my eighteenth birthday. I’d been in a training session with my former tutor, practising during an intense fighting session, when I suddenly felt the sickening change within. ‘Former’ tutor being the key word. They hadn’t survived. 

Ever since then, it had felt like a constant battle inside myself. Pushing down the creature lurking below the surface, hoping more than anything that I didn’t lose control again. Because whilst I was used to death in my line of work, the sheer destructive energy of the wolf beast was so unhinged that it was too unpredictable to be of any benefit. It was something I had no power over. 

That… and I was worried about what would happen if anyone ever found out the truth. Saw wiat I truly was. 

And a shudder went down my spine at that very thought. However, right now, I needed to concentrate on damage control. I couldn’t bring Miles back to bir and I knew that I would need to face the punishment of that failure – face *his* punishment. 

But for now… for now I needed to clean up. And there was only one person to call for that. Crawling along the ground, I began searching for the burner phone I’d concealed on my person earlier. I knew it would most likely be wherever my clothes had been torn to shreds but prayed it hadn’t been broken during the lapse. Thankfully, I managed to find it after some unpleasant digging *Hello?” sung an overly positive volce on the other side, picking up after only two rings. I wisud at trvlr greeting, finding it so out of place given the grim scene surrounding me. 

“Zac,” I replied. My voice was completely serious, hoping he’d pick up on the less than subtle hint. 

you, girl?” Sigh.

at the construction site on

what? A level

you

phone, slumping myself back against a pile of building

I would need to wait.

a van finally pulled up on the scene, a lanky young man with blonde hair getting out from the driver’s seat to assess his

after taking only one look at the

Rae… Gross,”

a while since you’ve left such a gory scene behind and

he needed. The first

specialized in crime scenes, and naturally we’d crossed paths with one another given my line of work. Before long, he was operating closely with our own company, treating us with a customer priority regardless

was eventually brought in full time as one of our own employees. Though somehow, in those years of us seeing each other, Zac had wrongly begun to assume we were much closer than we were. That this was more than a working relationship and,

this one was meant to be

to the effort of making it

was one.

didn’t reply, the subject still too touchy right now. Instead,

do it while naked?”

kind of weird kink then I feel

with the conversation, I stood up and began walking towards him. I didn’t

me some clothes?” I asked, still not addressing his last

talk and turned back to

you.” I quickly grabbed the clothes and started pulling them on, hating how they clung to me uncomfortably. All I could think about was how badly I wanted a shower, hoping to wash away at least some of

cold with me,” he sighed dramatically in feint offense, a hand over his heart. But I just muttered a ‘thanks’ and left towards where I’d parked a car earlier in the day. The

I left, but it was as I’d walked a few feet that I suddenly heard him abruptly stop, almost as if pausing in thought. “Oh… and Raven?” he