A Gift from the Goddess

"Rae...I do believe this guy is alive," Zac said.

The two of us were peering into the cupboard, looking at a very tied up and very terrified looking Noah.

"Yep," I replied.

"Right...right....And, just to make sure we’re on the same page here, you are aware that normally I don’t see this part, right? That I come in afterwards?"

"I’m aware."

At the sound of the conversation, Noah immediately started to squirm and plead to Zac with his eyes, hoping that he would help free him.

Not that it would do him any good.

"So, what's the hold up?" Zac asked, still confused.

"Isn’t this just another Thursday for you? I’ve seen you do worse."

He was right.This really wasn’t that abnormal of a job for me to do.

But I gritted my teeth at his question nevertheless, hating how I had ended up in this situation.

"I...can’t," I said, deflating in defeat.

"I can’t do it."

"You can’t...do it...," Zac repeated slowly.

"And why is it—."

"Look, I just can’t, okay?" I said, cutting him off, irritated at all the questions.

"I’ve tried.I even tried again before you got over here.I can’t do it, I can’t do it, I can’t do it.End of discussion."

"...So why am I here? Just tell your dad that —."

"No."

Of course, Zac would suggest that.He didn’t know about every dark secret my father was hiding, only ever seeing as far as he needed to.

"No, I can’t tell him," I said.

"...And you can’t tell him either."

"Rae, the boss is expecting this guy dead," he said, taking a step back to look at me.

"I’m not really sure what’s going on, but you do realise he’ll find out sooner or later, right? You can’t just keep him locked up in a cupboard forever."

"Okay, fine! Fine...," I sighed in frustration, before slowly locking up to meet his eyes.

"...Then you do it."

Immediately, his face paled.

"What?! Rae, no! No," he blurted out.

"I don’t do that."

"c’mon, Zac," I whined.

"It’s not that different from cleaning up.Both have a lot of blood.I can talk you through it.Here...just grab this dagger like this...and then hold it in your hand facing—."

"Raven, stop!"

I'd been trying to get him to wield the weapon but he immediately held his hands up and stepped away.

"Just...chill," he said.

"I’m not going to kill someone."

"Argh! I spun around and angrily started pacing the room, beginning to get more worried as every second passed.I didn’t understand why this had to be so difficult.It shouldn't be this hard.Any other day, I could have done this job with my eyes closed.Why was I struggling to kill one random man? Who even was this guy? A small brown wallet then caught my attention as it sat on top of a table, and I walked over to inspect it.

doesn’t this guy look sort of familiar?" I heard Zac say

ignored him as I went digging through his

reward one...a rental shop...a membership to a laundromat? I didn’t even

then, finally, I

of looks

Zac continued.

from a

reading the name on

Kennedy.Wasn’t he the guy from the clean-up a few days ago?" I slowly spun around

is this guy’s last name," I

"Noah Kennedy."

we both then turned to look at the man tied up in the

connection to him? I’d thought that Miles was an underground

to pull a fast one

relating to him? But...‘clean up’.That’s how this

he was digging into his disappearance? ...If that were true...then didn’t that mean Noah’s death sentence today

over to Noah and pulled out the cloth

to the future murder victim was possibly the dumbest thing I could ever do...but I felt we were already past the point of

me go, please," he

do anything.Just...don’t kill

I asked, disregarding the

face blanked for a

"What about Miles?"

in the mood for people not answering my questions plainly.I’d already had my fill of that from

level and sunk m y dagger into the

questions," I hissed, pulling the knife back out

me repeat myself for the

but managed to huff out

"Howe"

brother," he

of my nose,

when was the last time

the bar on Saturday.I think he’s missing," he

been looking for him but it’s like he’s just disappeared....Is that why you’re here?

That caught my attention.

‘Business’.

my curiosity and yet I

the questions I had already asked was already way

dealings, it was just to carry out his

a part of me

not his death sentence today

I asked the question I knew I

Miles

"Rae—."

Zac before he could stop

how bad of an idea this

the same orders to not

"Smuggling," Noah answered.

for that wealthy businessman in town.Gets in supplies and rare goods from all over.The best at what he

have stopped there.I knew I should have stopped.No, I *definitely* shouldn’t

I

me as if I were stupid for

course.Who else in this city would be shady enough to need a

Fuck.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

An employee.

been a goddamn

random criminal or a rivaling businessman.He was

...I killed an employee*.

to bring him in at all? Was he trying to run away or snitch on my father? ...Did he find out something he shouldn’t have? And

they were harmful, then what could make someone want to betray aman as powerful as my father? Someone who would know better than most in this city what going against him entailed? There were

and stop tunnelling down a thought process

to do about

the jobs I’d had