A Gift from the Goddess

"Rae...I do believe this guy is alive," Zac said.

The two of us were peering into the cupboard, looking at a very tied up and very terrified looking Noah.

"Yep," I replied.

"Right...right....And, just to make sure we’re on the same page here, you are aware that normally I don’t see this part, right? That I come in afterwards?"

"I’m aware."

At the sound of the conversation, Noah immediately started to squirm and plead to Zac with his eyes, hoping that he would help free him.

Not that it would do him any good.

"So, what's the hold up?" Zac asked, still confused.

"Isn’t this just another Thursday for you? I’ve seen you do worse."

He was right.This really wasn’t that abnormal of a job for me to do.

But I gritted my teeth at his question nevertheless, hating how I had ended up in this situation.

"I...can’t," I said, deflating in defeat.

"I can’t do it."

"You can’t...do it...," Zac repeated slowly.

"And why is it—."

"Look, I just can’t, okay?" I said, cutting him off, irritated at all the questions.

"I’ve tried.I even tried again before you got over here.I can’t do it, I can’t do it, I can’t do it.End of discussion."

"...So why am I here? Just tell your dad that —."

"No."

Of course, Zac would suggest that.He didn’t know about every dark secret my father was hiding, only ever seeing as far as he needed to.

"No, I can’t tell him," I said.

"...And you can’t tell him either."

"Rae, the boss is expecting this guy dead," he said, taking a step back to look at me.

"I’m not really sure what’s going on, but you do realise he’ll find out sooner or later, right? You can’t just keep him locked up in a cupboard forever."

"Okay, fine! Fine...," I sighed in frustration, before slowly locking up to meet his eyes.

"...Then you do it."

Immediately, his face paled.

"What?! Rae, no! No," he blurted out.

"I don’t do that."

"c’mon, Zac," I whined.

"It’s not that different from cleaning up.Both have a lot of blood.I can talk you through it.Here...just grab this dagger like this...and then hold it in your hand facing—."

"Raven, stop!"

I'd been trying to get him to wield the weapon but he immediately held his hands up and stepped away.

"Just...chill," he said.

"I’m not going to kill someone."

"Argh! I spun around and angrily started pacing the room, beginning to get more worried as every second passed.I didn’t understand why this had to be so difficult.It shouldn't be this hard.Any other day, I could have done this job with my eyes closed.Why was I struggling to kill one random man? Who even was this guy? A small brown wallet then caught my attention as it sat on top of a table, and I walked over to inspect it.

look sort of familiar?" I heard Zac

I went

rental shop...a membership to a laundromat? I didn’t even know those

then, finally, I

of looks like

Zac continued.

one from a

the

days ago?" I slowly spun around to look at Zac,

guy’s last name," I

"Noah Kennedy."

to look at

was his connection to him? I’d thought that Miles was an

a fast

to him? But...‘clean up’.That’s

into his disappearance? ...If that were true...then didn’t that

over to Noah and pulled out the cloth

agreed that talking to the future murder victim was possibly the dumbest thing I could ever do...but I felt we were already past the point of

let me go, please," he

anything.Just...don’t

to Miles?" I asked,

for a moment

"What about Miles?"

people not answering my questions plainly.I’d already had my fill

sunk m y dagger into the wall directly next to his head, causing him to jump in

hissed, pulling the

repeat myself

in fear but managed to huff out a ‘yes’, his head quickly bobbing up and

"Howe"

brother," he

closed my eyes and pinched the bridge of my nose, already knowing I was going

was the last time you heard from

bar on Saturday.I think he’s

I swear! I’ve been looking for him but it’s like he’s just disappeared....Is that why you’re here? Does this have something to do

That caught my attention.

‘Business’.

that held my curiosity and yet I knew I

already asked was

investigate my father’s dealings, it was

of

his death sentence today was actually

I asked the question I

business was Miles involved with?" I

"Rae—."

I repeated, interrupting Zac before he

of an idea

all, he was also under the

"Smuggling," Noah answered.

supplies and rare goods

have stopped.No, I *definitely* shouldn’t have wanted to keep going....But I couldn’t

businessman?" I

me as if I were stupid for not

city would be shady enough

Fuck.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

An employee.

been a goddamn

random criminal or a rivaling businessman.He was on the freaking

...I killed an employee*.

been given instructions to bring him in at all? Was he trying to run away or snitch on my father? ...Did

to betray aman as powerful as my father? Someone who would know better than most in this city what going against him entailed? There were too many questions already asked and far

to pause for a moment and stop tunnelling down a thought process that had

what the hell was I going to do about Noah? And I quickly stood back up and stepped away,

wasn’t like the