A Gift from the Goddess

"Rae...I do believe this guy is alive," Zac said.

The two of us were peering into the cupboard, looking at a very tied up and very terrified looking Noah.

"Yep," I replied.

"Right...right....And, just to make sure we’re on the same page here, you are aware that normally I don’t see this part, right? That I come in afterwards?"

"I’m aware."

At the sound of the conversation, Noah immediately started to squirm and plead to Zac with his eyes, hoping that he would help free him.

Not that it would do him any good.

"So, what's the hold up?" Zac asked, still confused.

"Isn’t this just another Thursday for you? I’ve seen you do worse."

He was right.This really wasn’t that abnormal of a job for me to do.

But I gritted my teeth at his question nevertheless, hating how I had ended up in this situation.

"I...can’t," I said, deflating in defeat.

"I can’t do it."

"You can’t...do it...," Zac repeated slowly.

"And why is it—."

"Look, I just can’t, okay?" I said, cutting him off, irritated at all the questions.

"I’ve tried.I even tried again before you got over here.I can’t do it, I can’t do it, I can’t do it.End of discussion."

"...So why am I here? Just tell your dad that —."

"No."

Of course, Zac would suggest that.He didn’t know about every dark secret my father was hiding, only ever seeing as far as he needed to.

"No, I can’t tell him," I said.

"...And you can’t tell him either."

"Rae, the boss is expecting this guy dead," he said, taking a step back to look at me.

"I’m not really sure what’s going on, but you do realise he’ll find out sooner or later, right? You can’t just keep him locked up in a cupboard forever."

"Okay, fine! Fine...," I sighed in frustration, before slowly locking up to meet his eyes.

"...Then you do it."

Immediately, his face paled.

"What?! Rae, no! No," he blurted out.

"I don’t do that."

"c’mon, Zac," I whined.

"It’s not that different from cleaning up.Both have a lot of blood.I can talk you through it.Here...just grab this dagger like this...and then hold it in your hand facing—."

"Raven, stop!"

I'd been trying to get him to wield the weapon but he immediately held his hands up and stepped away.

"Just...chill," he said.

"I’m not going to kill someone."

"Argh! I spun around and angrily started pacing the room, beginning to get more worried as every second passed.I didn’t understand why this had to be so difficult.It shouldn't be this hard.Any other day, I could have done this job with my eyes closed.Why was I struggling to kill one random man? Who even was this guy? A small brown wallet then caught my attention as it sat on top of a table, and I walked over to inspect it.

doesn’t this guy look sort of familiar?" I heard Zac

him as I went

one...a rental shop...a membership to a laundromat? I didn’t

finally, I found his driver’s

sort of looks like

Zac continued.

from a

I said, reading the name

few days ago?" I slowly spun around to look at Zac, my mind now

is this guy’s last

"Noah Kennedy."

then turned to look at the

him? I’d thought that Miles was an underground

to pull a fast one

have acquired problematic documents relating to him? But...‘clean up’.That’s how this

digging into his disappearance? ...If that were true...then didn’t that mean Noah’s death sentence today was because of me? Because

to Noah and pulled out the cloth I’d stuffed into his

I would have agreed that talking to the future murder victim was possibly the dumbest thing I could ever do...but I felt we were already past

me go, please," he immediately started

do anything.Just...don’t

I asked,

blanked for a moment before becoming

"What about Miles?"

the mood for people not answering my questions plainly.I’d already had my

crouched down to his eye level and sunk m y dagger into the wall directly next to his head,

questions," I hissed, pulling the knife

repeat myself for the last

huff out a ‘yes’, his head quickly bobbing

"Howe"

m-my brother," he

and pinched the bridge of my nose, already knowing I was

last time you heard from

bar on Saturday.I

where he is, I swear! I’ve been looking for him but it’s like he’s just disappeared....Is that why you’re

That caught my attention.

‘Business’.

was something that held my curiosity and yet

I had already asked

investigate my father’s dealings, it was just to carry out

of me

not his death sentence today was

I asked the question I knew I shouldn’t

was Miles involved with?"

"Rae—."

repeated, interrupting Zac before he

know how bad of an idea

all, he was also under the same orders to not pry

"Smuggling," Noah answered.

town.Gets in supplies and rare goods from all over.The

I *definitely* shouldn’t have wanted to

I

as if

Reid, of course.Who else in this city would be shady enough

Fuck.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

An employee.

been a

some random criminal or a rivaling businessman.He was

...I killed an employee*.

to run away or snitch on my father? ...Did he find out something he shouldn’t

could make someone want to betray aman as powerful as my father? Someone who would know better than most in this city what going against him entailed? There were too many questions already asked and far too many answers

moment and stop tunnelling down a thought

I going to do about Noah? And I quickly stood back up and stepped

wasn’t like the jobs I’d had