A Gift from the Goddess

"Rae...I do believe this guy is alive," Zac said.

The two of us were peering into the cupboard, looking at a very tied up and very terrified looking Noah.

"Yep," I replied.

"Right...right....And, just to make sure we’re on the same page here, you are aware that normally I don’t see this part, right? That I come in afterwards?"

"I’m aware."

At the sound of the conversation, Noah immediately started to squirm and plead to Zac with his eyes, hoping that he would help free him.

Not that it would do him any good.

"So, what's the hold up?" Zac asked, still confused.

"Isn’t this just another Thursday for you? I’ve seen you do worse."

He was right.This really wasn’t that abnormal of a job for me to do.

But I gritted my teeth at his question nevertheless, hating how I had ended up in this situation.

"I...can’t," I said, deflating in defeat.

"I can’t do it."

"You can’t...do it...," Zac repeated slowly.

"And why is it—."

"Look, I just can’t, okay?" I said, cutting him off, irritated at all the questions.

"I’ve tried.I even tried again before you got over here.I can’t do it, I can’t do it, I can’t do it.End of discussion."

"...So why am I here? Just tell your dad that —."

"No."

Of course, Zac would suggest that.He didn’t know about every dark secret my father was hiding, only ever seeing as far as he needed to.

"No, I can’t tell him," I said.

"...And you can’t tell him either."

"Rae, the boss is expecting this guy dead," he said, taking a step back to look at me.

"I’m not really sure what’s going on, but you do realise he’ll find out sooner or later, right? You can’t just keep him locked up in a cupboard forever."

"Okay, fine! Fine...," I sighed in frustration, before slowly locking up to meet his eyes.

"...Then you do it."

Immediately, his face paled.

"What?! Rae, no! No," he blurted out.

"I don’t do that."

"c’mon, Zac," I whined.

"It’s not that different from cleaning up.Both have a lot of blood.I can talk you through it.Here...just grab this dagger like this...and then hold it in your hand facing—."

"Raven, stop!"

I'd been trying to get him to wield the weapon but he immediately held his hands up and stepped away.

"Just...chill," he said.

"I’m not going to kill someone."

"Argh! I spun around and angrily started pacing the room, beginning to get more worried as every second passed.I didn’t understand why this had to be so difficult.It shouldn't be this hard.Any other day, I could have done this job with my eyes closed.Why was I struggling to kill one random man? Who even was this guy? A small brown wallet then caught my attention as it sat on top of a table, and I walked over to inspect it.

guy look sort of

I ignored him as I went

membership to a laundromat? I didn’t

I

looks like

Zac continued.

from a few days

said, reading the

days ago?" I slowly spun around to look at Zac, my mind now racing with

guy’s last name," I

"Noah Kennedy."

to look at the man tied up in the

Miles was an underground businessman

who'd tried to pull a fast one

have acquired problematic documents relating to him? But...‘clean

he was digging into his disappearance? ...If that were true...then didn’t that mean

out the cloth I’d stuffed into

to the future murder victim was possibly the dumbest thing I could

let me go, please," he

anything.Just...don’t kill

I asked,

a moment before

"What about Miles?"

mood for people not answering my questions plainly.I’d already had my fill of that from

and sunk m y dagger into the wall directly next to his head, causing him to jump

questions," I hissed, pulling the knife back out to point

myself

fear but managed to huff out a ‘yes’, his head quickly

"Howe"

brother," he

of my nose, already knowing I was

the last time you heard

showed up at the bar on

for him but it’s like he’s just disappeared....Is that why you’re here? Does this have something

That caught my attention.

‘Business’.

curiosity and

questions I had already asked was

father’s dealings, it was just to carry

part of me wanted

his death

I asked the question I knew I shouldn’t

Miles involved with?" I

"Rae—."

I repeated, interrupting Zac before he could

an idea this was, just as I

under the same orders to

"Smuggling," Noah answered.

wealthy businessman in town.Gets in supplies and rare goods from all over.The best at what he does, in my

I *definitely* shouldn’t have wanted

businessman?" I

as if I were stupid for

of course.Who else in this city would be

Fuck.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

An employee.

been a goddamn

criminal or a rivaling

...I killed an employee*.

bring him in at all? Was he trying to run away or snitch on my father? ...Did he find out something he shouldn’t have? And

harmful, then what could make someone want to betray aman as powerful as my father? Someone who would know better than most in this city what going against him entailed? There

stop tunnelling

with a very important ‘what’; As in, what the hell was I going to do about Noah? And I quickly stood back up and stepped

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