A Gift from the Goddess

Chapter Twenty-Four “Caius… Knight...?” I could hear myself ask in a strained voice. I hadn’t heard that name in an incredibly long time.

I’d tried so hard to forget it.

“Are you okay? You suddenly look really pale again. Are you still too weak from before?”

I couldn’t hear him. Emotions were overcoming me. Guilt, shame, disbelief… regret.

Caius Knight, future Alpha of the Silver Lake pack, had risen to power after his father had been killed; or, more accurately, once he had been killed by Aleric. It was debatably one of the craziest political moves Aleric had ever done during his Alpha reign. It started with Caius’ father, Tobias, who had managed to lead his pack up the ranks until their power was arguably on par with the Winter Mist. As such, negotiations were required to amend the terms of the alliance. Tobias came to our territory for a meeting with the intention of continuing the friendship between us… and he returned home without a head inside a body bag instead. I still never found out why Aleriç had decided to act independently and without good reason to incite a war, but a war is what he indeed started. The only possible reasoning for his actions, that I ever managed to come up with, was that it had only been a few months since Aleric had become Alpha. He was wild with his newfound power and even the Elders were struggling to reign him in at that time. He seemed to be on a warpath and was determined to become the strongest pack in the country, refusing to listen to anyone who tried to stop him. So, when Caius inevitably rose to power in place of his father, it became a battle between two new bloodthirsty Alphas, of which had two of the largest packs under their command. Both of them half-crazed for their own reasons, and both of them fighting for what they believed in.

The battle went on for many months without any one side gaining the upper hand over the other. Both of the packs appeared to be evenly matched and the morale of the people was waning. It looked as though the two would kill each other from exhaustion before any would emerge victorious.

The Elders, in particular, were becoming more concerned as they weren’t able to think of any new ideas to win the war. They could clearly see the questionable flaws in what Aleric was doing but were helpless to stop him.

…Which is where I came in.

Aleric and I had been officially mated for just over a year by this point and I was madly in love with him. I would have done anything for him. One of the Elders called on me during a strategy meeting to give my opinion on the matter, feeling as though they were finally at rock bottom. I remember how Aleric had stared me down with an intense burning hatred the entire time I was in that room. I had thought it was just because he didn’t think I was good enough. …And so, I told them. I gave them a detailed play-by-play on exactly how they could win the war with minimal

sold my soul just in the hopes Aleric would begin to love me. He gave me a single nod of acknowledgement once the war had been won and the Silver Lake pack were no more; including the death of their Alpha, Caius Knight. It

words in my head as if they were a mantra in my mind to justify why I should keep going. Three years later, when there was finally

real hope of us being together. I was young and naive. Brilliant when it came to plans and war, but terrible when it had come

the people I’d killed stopped haunting me every day. In reality, the names were only a fraction of the true number of lives that died because of me, I just never had the chance to learn the names of the innocent unranked who were caught up in the crossfire. And whether it was a blessing or a curse, I never saw the faces of those names that would come to me late at night. I had always worked from the confines of the

a long journey of horrible mistakes. A name that I had long since hidden away. And by some

punish me for my previous blind faith, then I

he called out

He‘d only retaliated due t o an injustice that had been started by Aleric… and one that I had ended with his death. “I’m so sorry…” I whispered. “What...? ‘Sorry? What for?” he asked confused. “For not feeling well? You don’t need

but I flinched away. “Aria? Talk to me. Are you about to pass out or

just… I-I can’t.” “That’s it,” he said and moved towards me. “I‘m taking you to the hospital right now.” “No! Don’t touch me.” I moved my body but

that’s when

was transported away. No longer was

of a forest that surrounded the open space, making it almost feel like an arena. However, unlike last time, I found I was able to move. And so, I began to

dread quickly hit my heart as I realised what I might be seeing. I approached slowly, having to force myself to keep moving. Because I needed to see, to confirm that it was what I thought it was, but every part of me wanted to turn back with every step I took, I could

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