A Gift from the Goddess

Chapter 121: Book 2 - Chapter 15 

"Raven."

Through the darkness I heard a voice, piercing through the haze.

It sounded urgent.

Someone calling out to me.

"Raven, shift back."

Every now and then I would see snippets.

Just stilled images flashing before me, showing pictures of a living room.

Of a broken table.

Of a boy.

It felt somewhat familiar but I couldn’t place it.

"Raven! —Ah, fuck."

..And pain.

So much pain.

The voice continued to call out to me, pleading with m e to do something...but I wasn’t ready.

No, instead, I rescinded into my mind further to escape.

To try and forget what was happening.

...To pretend everything was okay.

And so, I hid from it all, blocking out the images and voices.

Waiting until, finally, things didn’t hurt so badly.

..Until I was sure the pain had stopped.

".Raven," came the voice again.

Only, this time, recognition finally kicked in.

Kieran.

It was Kieran's voice and...and I’d shifted.Changing into the wolf and...—.

Oh...no, no...Instantly, my eyes flew open...and I found myself contained within his arms, wrapped up in a blanket.

He looked down at me with a face showing signs of exhaustion, his breathing heavy.

And I immediately knew something was wrong.

I wasn’t sure how long had passed but I was back to m y normal self, implying it had been at least a few minutes.

But...there was something else too.

Something I’d come to expect from these lapses.

..I could smell the sickly scent of blood.I squirmed out of his grasp, pushing away just enough to get a good look at him...and there it was.

The source of the smell.

A large gash down the front of his chest.

Blood flowing from it...increasingly becoming worse ...pooling on the ground around us.

And, suddenly, it was as if the whole world tilted.

Everywhere I looked there was blood.

Red painted on every surface, on every piece of furniture, on every wall...curtain...and lamp.

And as I frantically looked around, I felt my breathing quicken, my heart starting to race.

...Just what had I done? This was exactly what I had been afraid of and yet I’d let it happen.

I turned back to Kieran, finding his face now so pale, and I quickly moved my hands to his chest to help stop the bleeding.

Hands that were soaked even up along my forearms already.

"I’m so sorry," I whispered.

"I-I didn't mean to do this." I'd told him that this was dangerous and a bad idea.

Why hadn’t he listened to me?

 "Raven...it’s okay," he replied.

I looked at him incredulously, as if he were insane for not seeing the amount of blood he had lost.

It was a miracle he was even still able to talk.

"N-no...no it’s not okay," I stammered.

"Nothing about this is okay...You’re going to die because of me."

body shaking, feel the tears beginning to form

everything would be fine,

it because I was incapable of being helped? Was I actually a monster?

"Fine’?”

I repeated, my

even have time t o call an

to stop the bleeding but he then grabbed my hands and held

you doing?!" I

"Stop," he ordered.

even a

can you say that?

calm down and look," he

I...I’ve killed you...I-I didn’t

time, forcing me to meet his

"...I said I’m fine."

found that the

stopped

"W-what...? I don’t understand..."

spun my head around to look

a few broken pieces of furniture, the

No blood in sight.

I had seen it so clearly, smelt the

could that all be

to

reluctant at first, still confused by what was happening, but it didn’t take long for me to realise what this meant.I threw my arms around him in relief, no longer caring if my sudden attachment to him was

that mattered was that

That he was safe.

"J-I’m sorry," I cried.

sorry.I fucked

up and gently stroked my hair,

his warmth was helping to calm

"You’re fine," he said.

didn’t do

I did,"

of whether it was minor, you still

that I was still a failure.It didn’t matter if I was

never overcome.Somehow, it felt like I

now; useless to my father, and useless at things that

screw-up to add

didn’t seem

away and held my face so I was forced to look

was your fault," he

"I mean it."

"But I—."

he instantly

breath and repeat after

not my

opened my mouth to protest but he gave

if telling me this exercise

my fault," I finally said

words quietly but he

in approval, he let go of

was...I’ve never seen anything like it," he

don’t know.It’s giving me a weird

you saying there is actually something

with you.But maybe more...something external

any jewellery? Or have anything metallic touching you like a piercing? It’d look something like silver." I thought about

a good idea for me given

"No."

any

becoming increasingly more

stopped for a moment in thought, visibly trying hard to

could tell he

"..What about medications?"

my body

I took for anxiety and post- shifting side effects;

By a doctor.

A professional.

they were a

have though, right? Because

prompted when I still hadn’t

swallowed back the bile in my throat, hoping Kieran

"Yes," I answered.

"Yes. I have medication."

you show

and walked to where I'd left my bag,

a bit of shuffling before I eventually could locate

so quickly, my fingers

said, presenting it

and swiftly took it from me, starting

silently watched as he worked, subconsciously pulling the blanket around me more for

that this really would be ordinary

it was rarely ever that

"These...these are suppressors,"

shock, slowly

used in chemical warfare.I llegal now, of

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