A Gift from the Goddess

1... 2... 3… In… and out. 

I sat outside in the fresh air amongst the trees, breathing carefully as I focused on clearing my mind. I‘d been working on these techniques over the last two weeks, and it was coming along nicely. Or at least, it seemed that way. How well it held up when it came time to actually use it, I couldn‘t be sure. 

However, I‘d definitely been getting better. Creating distance had seemed to have worked a little since every day that passed, I felt her presence a tiny bit less. Almost enough to make me wonder if it was possible to just wait it all out until I was completely free of her. The only thing was that, unfortunately, at the rate I was going, that might be maybe months or even years away. Something we probably didn‘t have time for, much to my disappointment. Settling for just strengthening my mind would need to be enough in the meantime. 

But... there were also some downsides to my improvement too.... 

I got up from the ground and brushed myself off, walking back towards the cottage. It wasn‘t that I didn‘t like going there, but I‘d be lying if I said it hadn‘t been getting... difficult. 

Upon entering, I immediately took off my shoes by the front door and was about to shout out that I‘d returned, but something caught my attention before I could do so. 

There, laying on the couch, I saw that Aleric had fallen asleep and was looking so peaceful. 

What I wouldn‘t give to walk over, curl up next to him... feel his warmth around me… taste his lips against mine. 

I quickly shook my head, pushing away that idea as far back as possible. These thoughts were becoming more frequent these days the more I regained control of myself. Similar to the negative emotions Thea had instilled inside me, my own natural ones were causing me issues of my own now. 

...Not that it probably mattered anyway. 

Over the two weeks that had already passed, I couldn‘t help but notice how it seemed almost as if Aleric was avoiding me. He would sit and chat for only small periods of time before abruptly leaving, either to his bedroom or on another patrol. Truthfully, it was starting to feel a little lonely. 

And whilst I had promised myself not to get romantically involved with him, it didn‘t seem to stop me from thinking about him that way. A part of me was craving his attention, even if that was only a little bit. Hell, even some proper eye contact once in a while would have been nice. 

‘Yet it seemed stupid to think he was trying to get away from me... right? I was surely just overthinking 

things, even if he did literally leave mid-conversation a few days ago... and start eating in his room more often... or rarely initiate conversation unless he had to.... 

I sighed and sat on the armchair opposite the couch, watching him. 

What the hell was I going to do about this? It was making my training more difficult with all these added uncertainties in my head. 

Giving in and confessing seemed selfish... especially when these days it seemed like he didn‘t really want anything to do with me. Did he miss home maybe? Resent me for having to play babysitter? If I did tell him the truth and I got what I wanted, would it just be a reaction from the mate bond opposed to what he actually wanted? That was the main question I‘d been asking myself for weeks now. One that still weighed heavily on me. 

...But then, what was one more selfish deed in the pile of things I‘d already done in this life? If it was just 

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one final time to do something I knew I shouldn‘t... when it would feel so, so good... surely that would be okay, right? 

I‘d accidentally seen him just after he‘d had a shower the other day, catching a glimpse of his chest before he‘d tugged on a shirt. It was times like that which made it difficult to do the right thing. Especially when I could still recall how he felt pressed against me, how perfectly I fit there.... 

“...Why are you staring at me?” he suddenly grumbled out, eyes still closed. It caught me off guard enough to make me jump in surprise. 

My chest began racing as if I‘d been caught doing something I shouldn‘t, even though I‘d just been sitting there silently the entire time. 

“1–... I um, I just got back from... uhm training,” I stuttered out, my cheeks burning. 

He sat up and started rubbing his eyes with one hand, ending each movement by pinching the bridge of his nose. It seemed like he really had been fairly deep asleep if he was acting this tired. 

“...And what are you doing now?” he asked, still not looking at me. 

Was it actually all in my head when it seemed so apparent that he was annoyed at me? Had I done something since coming here to piss him off maybe? 

“I‘m... ah, I‘m sitting here?” 

He nodded his head quietly. “Alright, I‘ll go on another patrol before dinner then.” 

And with that, he got up and headed to the door. 

“W–wait, you just woke up. You don‘t need to rush out yet. You seem tired.” 

He didn‘t turn around or respond in any way though as he started putting his shoes on. Odd since I would have thought that he‘d prefer to shift for a patrol. Something he wouldn‘t need shoes for. 

But his blatant disregard for even acknowledging what I said sparked a mild annoyance of my own, one I‘d purposely been pushing down these last few weeks believing I was just overreacting. Clearly, I wasn‘t making it up if he wouldn‘t even reply to me anymore, 

“Aleric, seriously,” I said, getting up to approach him. “Is something bothering you? Ever since we came here it‘s like you can barely even look at me.” 

Considering everything going on at the moment, I didn‘t exactly expect him to give me any sort of courtesies but at the very least I thought we could hold a conversation. He hadn‘t been acting all that strange when we were still at the Winter Mist. This felt like something more specific to us coming here. 

“Aria, leave it,” he said, still without even turning back. 

But I was tired of this. Tired of living with a brick wall. 

“Aleric.” 

And I grabbed his arm so he was forced to turn around and look at me. A sight that almost made me jump back as I caught a glimpse of his face. 

Or, more accurately, a glimpse of his eyes. 

were dark. Dark enough to tell me that his wolf was threatening

asked, taken aback by

the nook of my neck as he took in my scent. He didn‘t continue to touch me as he did so, but

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growled out. “I‘m trying to respect your space

and I found myself frozen, completely taken off guard by the sudden turn of events. I could feel the warmth coming off his body as he stood so close to me, and it was

like to think that you‘ve helped me to become a much more patient person ...,” he continued in a low voice. “Though you might be pushing my limits a little bit too far now. I don‘t know what‘s going on in your head lately, but I‘m pretty

The mate bond. 

just because

then... didn‘t that mean....

red realising that he‘d been able to sense how much I‘d wanted him

he‘d been running

quietly. “I... I forgot that

out a strained exhale as he took a

can you at least keep it to your own room? Just meet me halfway on that one. That‘s all I‘m

...Cai? 

here. “Why would

made up before we left? I saw you two together under the

a little, confusing the situation. Clearly, he‘d missed the most important part

do love Cai but... we‘re just friends. It didn‘t

you been thinking about?”

feet, realising I‘d now dug my own grave. It

something behind him, literally anything else, too nervous to meet his

things between us had been fixed before I‘d ruined everything,” || answered. “About how you‘re now connected to me regardless of whether you want it or not. How, after everything

at him. “When were you going to let me make that choice? I understand your situation, Aria, really, I do. You feel like you have a responsibility because

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I don‘t–”

excuse because you‘re scared

gaze as all my fears of rejection and guilt flew

despite the absence of the mate bond for me, that there was still a connection between

tell me honestly this time..,” he said, bringing me out of my thoughts.

crossed my mind for a second. In fact, I wanted nothing more than to melt into his touch entirely, to finally give in and

these last few weeks,” he whispered,

but my brain went blank as his proximity sent another

give me the

“Aria.” 

into focus again, looking back up

he

*Thump.* 

words ended up being the last thing

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both been starving as we hungered for

supporting my weight as I clungt o him. With one of my arms around his neck, the other was grabbing at his chest greedily, feeling his body against me. Constantly wanting more... and more... almost as if an insatiable desire was

n that moment. That there was not even a shred of doubt

repeating the words he‘d

so much more than just

take it much longer. I‘d thought about

Now. 

in response, pulling away just enough to look at me with his

that even

hands and, though different, that still held true in this timeline.

doing so. If he wanted me after all of that, and was certain of that

to keep going. I could walk through fire for him a thousand times and it still would not be enough, knowing I was only

was his. Through and through. No matter what life I ended up in, no matter what that

yours,” I breathed

couch; the closest piece of furniture in the vicinity. Clearly,

off,” I demanded, grabbing

small moments of slowing down t o

there was no question that this was my* Aleric. That I was always meant to find my way here, regardless of how it

began placing small kisses all over my body, sending shivers

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and bruises these days that I knew parts of me were not pretty

to ask. An answer that I had

said, his gaze quickly coming back up to lock with

intensity… it was the same way that I‘d come to learn meant he was being completely honest. The same

that fact alone ignited my restlessness once more, no longer

wanted him now. I was done waiting even a second longer.

arcing my body up against him, and hoping he‘d get the

captured my own again with a renewed urgency; his hand that had been tracing me suddenly trailing slowly

small feeling of relief finally being granted