A Gift from the Goddess

Chapter 64

Chapter Sixty–Four 

In the past timeline, I was sixteen when I first realised I had feelings for Aleric, eighteen when I knew I was in love with him. 

All my life I‘d grown up believing that he would be mine one day, hoping I would make him proud. I was groomed, controlled, and moulded to become the perfect Luna from the moment I was born. 

I remembered my first shift, how it felt once I saw him with the mate bond connecting us. It was like the air around him shimmered, beckoning me forward, demanding that I gravitate around him. If I focused enough, I could even still recall how his skin felt on mine; like tiny sparks of pleasure wherever it touched. So strong, an incredible leader, and capable of feats in battle no one else had accomplished. Those were the good memories of Aleric I‘d buried. 

So why was my mind surfacing this now? Maybe I was trying to justify to myself that at one point in my life I‘d wanted this. That the old Aria would have revelled in this moment. To wear an Alpha‘s mark was regarded as the highest point of honour any female could achieve in a pack. So what did I want now? 1 

... Did my wants even matter anymore? What choice was there if it was this or war? 

Though, if there was anyone else in the room whose desires should have been taken into consideration, they were standing by Tytus‘s side... looking furious. 

Aleric‘s eyes held that same glint in them that I‘d seen right before he‘d killed people in the past. The look of cold fury you didn‘t want to find yourself the subject of. 

“No,” was all he said to Tytus, his voice like ice. 

Several people around me flinched and I couldn‘t blame them for feeling that way. If you weren‘t used to seeing Aleric like this, it could be a scary sight to behold the first time. And from what I’d seen of him in this life, it was rare to see him like this now. 

But rather than flinch, a combination of mixed feelings swelled inside me instead. I didn‘t want him to mark me, sure, but a small remnant inside me stung at hearing the same rejection from him again that I‘d repeatedly heard in the past. 

“No, I‘m not doing that,” Aleric continued. 

“Alec, I‘m not asking you,” Tytus replied flatly. 

“I should have a choice–.” 

“You did have a choice,” Tytus interrupted. “You chose to help Aria cover this up for the last few months. You didn‘t think I realised that already?” 

The two stared at each other with such silent hostility that the lower ranks in the room shifted uncomfortably under the pressure. It was like a tangible air of enmity filled the room around us. 

Finally, Aleric broke first, turning his face to the side in frustration, his teeth gritted. 

It was submission. 

Without further argument, I watched as he then walked towards me, eyes cast down, every step making uncertainty churn inside me the closer he came. 

What was he feeling right now? Anger? Frustration? No... this felt like something else. 

He finally met my eyes when he stood only a few feet away and I saw something unexpected as ! searched for my answers. His face softened immediately from the ice that had been there only moments earlier... and instead he looked ashamed, embarrassed... guilty even. 

Chapter Sixty full 

And as he halted in place, I looked back as stoically as I could, II wasn‘t going to make it easier for either of us if I betrayed how I felt at that moment. How terrified I was of lying myself to the future of uncertainty i‘d tried so hard to avoid. But, without a word, 1 silently gatlieved my loose hair up in my hand and brushed it to the side, giving him clear access to the area ho‘d need, 

If this was the price of saving thousands of lives, of saving Cai, then so be it, 

I‘d always imagined growing up that this moment would be special, more intimate, i queas all of that could have been disregarded and I would have just selled for someone who actually wanted to mark me Maybe I should have found someone from the Winter Mist to do il months ago. Aller all, it wasn‘t like Tytus could un–mark me and a person from this pack wouldn‘t cause a war like Coi would have 

that we had changed. Perhaps he still didn‘t want me in that way this time around, but maybe the friendship wo‘d forged over the last few years would prevail enough to ensure it wasn‘t a repeat of

sorry,” I whispered when he finally stood next to

wished the Goddess had given me an ability to read minds rather than the cursed vision atrocity she‘d bestowed instead. How I so badly wanted

moved in. I could feel his warm breath along my neck and my body reacted, tensingu p in anticipation of what was about to happen

He must have realised I‘d been

he feel my body trembling? Hear my heart racing? Surely he‘d have lo since he was so close, courtesy of his enhanced senses. Or maybe he was too preoccupied with the task at hand, focusing on bringing his wolf forward enough

my eyes shut, knowing what was about to happen

...But nothing came. 

trust me?” he whispered, barely audible even to

without the many eyes of the ranked council watching, expecting this marking to be happening. Where would I even

could reply, I felt him

suppose it doesn‘t matter,” he whispered. “You‘re probably going to resent me either

away from me and I caught sight of how dark his eyes were, proof of how close he‘d beent o

age yet Youre asking me to

eyes. “Alec,

this time. “I‘m not

sight. If I didn‘t know any better, I would have thought Alenc was planning to take this as far as challenging him. Was this

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out; what felt almost like an intrusion to the display occurring in front of

was Elder Luke.

derived from our beast side. I feel as though we would be ignoring the obvious here if we went ahead with this, noting that Aria having no wolf yet is a possible risk. I don‘t intend to tell you the best course of action here, of course, but it would be wise to keep in mind that this would be unknown territory, even

never been so relieved in my life to hear that I might have just died moments earlier. It was enough to almost make my legs give out from under me. I knew this man

words. And this was probably what worried

on ensuring I was contained. In his head, it was probably still worth the risk or he‘d kill me anyway to guarantee

“If we need to call for a doctor then so be it, but I don‘t see any other way apart from completely chaining her up... and we all

as a direct insult to the Goddess. I wasn‘t sure if hearing his concern about

of something else,” Aleric said. “Even if it means keeping her in silver handcuffs, I‘m sure there is

words had been said in over–exaggeration, not to be taken literally,

up. I recognised them as Elder Nathaniel who typically was a voice of opposition for me. “What if we applied the same principle as silver cuffs, but adapted it to a more mobile and practical form?

work,” Tytus replied in

a step forward. “Wait...

hand grabbed mine to get me to stop speaking

want to collar me like a

ear. “Do

worse than being marked?

bit my tongue and turned away, pulling my hand out of his grip forcefully.

me but I refused to

hated this idea?

have

wounds near it, I would think the whole thing is harmless enough. No one here can deny that it would be the most effective way of containing

continued silence in the room was only more proof that everyone was actually considering this, that

did know of how best to argue back but considered this to actually be the only viable alternative to the marking. Was this mercy or a slow torture i n his mind?

a collar fashioned for Aria immediately.” His eyes then narrowed towards me. “Not too loose though. I don‘t want there to be room for any...

to Cai. It looked as though he was

be the case in the future. Upon Aria‘s eighteenth

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