A Gift from the Goddess

Chapter 69

Chapter Sixty–Nine 

‘Reach for it... 

‘Stretch... 

I dug deep within myself, searching where I had felt that familiar energy first stem from. Before it used to always feel like it was just out of arm‘s length, as if only the tip of my fingernail could graze it, but now it felt as though I needed several more appendages just to get anywhere near it. 

But it was there. I had to believe that it hadn‘t just been my imagination. 

Stretch just a little further...‘ 

But then I exhaled quickly in release, panting from the strain it had caused to my body. 

I‘d been sitting on my bed practising ever since arriving back at my guest lodgings. However, since starting over an hour ago, there had been little to show in progress. 

I knew there had to be a trick to this, some sort of internal cue to summon it. Elder Luke had mentioned that this energy was something that could be trained but I was now trying to accomplish it with a severe handicap. So naturally, a part of me was kicking myself for not learning this prior to the collar. 

I threw myself backwards on the bed, laying down in defeat. This was becoming infuriating, not to mention exhausting. How was I meant to practice something if I couldn‘t even begin to grasp it? This 

stupid energy that was a byproduct of my curse. 

Squeezing my eyes shut, I tried again once more, digging as deep as physically possible. 

Grab it already. It‘s there. It‘s literally right there.’ 

Just grab it! 

... And then I felt it. 

My eyes immediately flew open as I felt the energy weakly pulse inside me. 

Just a dim flickering. Not much, but just enough to know it was there. 

‘HOLD IT. 

| gritted my teeth, fighting against all the different forces working against me... the collar, my now weaker body, the pure effort required to just utilise the energy itself... but it wasn‘t enough. 

| exhaled once more in release, heaving at the air around me. 

It was gone. Gone just as quickly as it had shown itself. 

But I couldn‘t discredit the noticeable differences and how they were definitely better when compared to my past experiences. There was no dizziness... no nosebleeds… no nausea. Not yet at least. It was mostly just aching and exhaustion from the attempts. 

What had been the trigger? My frustration? ...Emotion? I supposed that made sense. All the times it had come to me in the past were under circumstances of higher emotional investment. But would knowing that actually make it any easier? 

For now, I just needed to repeat this over and over again until I trained my body to grasp it on will, each time trying to hold it for a few seconds longer. 

And so, even though I knew how much it was probably going to hurt, I smiled at the excruciatingly slow grind ahead of me. 

How naive of me to think that at one point i‘d thoughi squats were bad 

“What the hell happened to you?” Aletic asked the next morning, eyeing off my appearance 

1 yawned but managed to bow my head in greeting per protocol 

“Good morning,” I said sleepily. “I didn‘t get much rest. Sorry for all of the fuss.” 

“I thought you were dead,” he said with all seriousness 

I‘d ended up staying up all night practising, pushing myself to my limit, before finally passing out sometime in the early morning My exhaustion had been so bad though that an attendant had to enter my guest lodgings with a master key after I‘d failed to answer the door. Apparently. Alenc had nearly smashed it down from knocking and had thought something had happened to me 

In actuality, I was just dead to the world sleeping. 

“I‘m sorry,” I repeated, though this time trying to make it sound more genuine. 

He sighed but his shoulders didn‘t relax. “It‘s fine. Grab your stuff and let‘s get going.” 

I wondered whether this had scared him off from ever bringing me with him again but I went back inside t o pack without questioning it. Truthfully, I wasn‘t even sure if I ever wanted to go to another meeting like this again but knew it was best not to push my luck whilst he was like this. I could tell that what I‘d done had really struck a nerve with him. 

seemed to have settled down a little since the morning but my sleepless

I eventually drifted

called out to

didn‘t want to move, my eyelids heavy with

get up,” it repeated. “We‘re here.”

forced myself awake to see Aleric in the car beside

said, unbuckling his seatbelt and getting

followed behind him, my moves sluggish. Though part of my reluctance siemmed from weighing up whether it would be better to

questions that I didn‘t care to answer. Instead, I

I went back in there? Would I

the door off sceptically. I felt sick inside just thinking about

me and placed a hand on my

first thing in the morning. Hopefully, he won‘t care whether you remain in the Luna quarters and

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probably

And yet they held more weight over me than I‘d ever dare to admit aloud. Why was it that this place continued to drain me more than anything else these days? Ironically, it felt as though the quarters were

‘I am not her

the door open then and took a second to take

as far back as I

summon the literal authority of a goddamn Goddess, then there was

to get stronger. And it had

of that, I could also prevent an apocalypse in the process. It was just baby steps. Should

tone dismissing him. “I‘ll

should insist on staying or not, but

hand on the door. “Have a

around so often and I‘ll start

just one very

to one another since back when I was still a Beta heir. This trip had been a nice reminder of what it felt like to speak freely again. Though not entirely free. Not as freely as I

not going there.‘

bag down by the door, walking towards

my past self, had been right about, it was that getting involved with someone romantically had ended up being a mistake. I‘d been broken already once and had stupidly dragged myself back into that pit of pain willingly. Just for a touch, a glance, a glimpse into what it would feel like

I whispered to the mirror on the wall, my eyes narrowing. “I‘m telling you that you were right. At

but I wasn‘t under any false pretence. Even though my make–up covered up the worst of m y exhaustion,

of exhaustion, I knew it was time to train. No good wasting

was fully aware that I would still remain weak no matter how much I worked out. But even a strong human was

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to continue with the harder of the two. The one that drained me more than just physically

into my bed, I continued the training I had started the night before, slowly holding the energy inside me for longer periods of time. And whilst it may have only been a few seconds, I

sometime after dark. I‘d had two nights of minimal sleep and my body was already overworked thanks to the new discovery

with barely any strength left inside... I

by the sound of my front door clicking open, a creak groaning out a

to check the time via

the morning. Why would anyone be here this

out of bed and threw a robe over my nightgown. If this was an attendant then they were about to have hell

I called out.

Silence. 

“...Aleric...?” 

of someone‘s footsteps greeted me.

bad. This

they would be able to see me easily

What were

was no way I‘d be fast enough. Hide? Nope, they probably could see me right now anyway. Order them to stand down? No, that option was way too risky

Aleric was in his room, he would be able to hear me and get

quickly inhaled as much

“ALE–.” 

shut, a wall of muscle encircling around my body. He‘d appeared from thin air; my senses

but I knew it was pointless. By even werewolf standards, this guy was built impossibly large. Maybe even larger than some of our pack‘s best warriors. And right now I didn‘t

was

tape quickly replaced his hand, binding my mouth from making any further attempts to call for help. There was nothing I could do, nowhere I

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without any

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