A Gift from the Goddess

Chapter 108

Bonus Chapter – The Chrysalis of a Killer 

This bonus chapter follows the moment Arla committed herself to Aleric in the old timeline. The first leap that led her down her dark past.

AUTHOR NOTE:

This chapter shows where it all started, a nice way to compare to where they ended up. This is the old timeline’s version of Aleric (as we all know), and this is also a version of Aria never seen before either. All of this is way, wayyy in the past. Years before the book even began.

The importance of this chapter is that it shows the moment Aria fully committed herself to Aleric and began her road to becoming the person she eventually became. This is Aria before her guilt, her regret, before Aleric‘s truly harsh treatment and, most importantly, before she was brought back to life the first time. Just a child who didn‘t understand why her mate didn‘t love her; confused as to what she needs to do in order to fulfil the role everyone expects of her. Someone who still has hope that things will work out. 

*Thump, thump*... 

My heart. I could hear it pounding loudly in my chest, screaming at me to reconsider. To walk away and not enter through the doors in front of me. 

*Thump, thump... thump, thump... thump, thump*... 

I looked down at the tray in my hand, reviewing the amount of preparation I‘d put into organising this. It was a small gesture and yet I was hopeful that he would acknowledge my effort.

Really, it had been Sophie‘s idea. She‘d suggested that I find out what he enjoyed… what he liked to eat, drink... what he did for his hobbies. She told me to find ways that showed him I was at least trying to put effort into our relationship. 

‘*“‘You need to be bolder, braver,” *‘ she had said to me. “‘*He‘s never going to love you if you don’t prove to him why he should.”*” 

*“But we‘re mates...,‘*‘ I argued, confused by her suggestion. ‘*“‘I thought... I thought that meant that he would feel the same way as me.“‘*‘ 

She then looked at me with her sad eyes, a sight that was slowly becoming more and more common over these last few months, and sighed. “*“This man is an Alpha, Aria, and predicted t 

o become the most powerful one at that. You were fated to help him achieve that goal. So… help him.“* 

…But it was so much easier said than done.

Aleric and I had been mates for over a year now but I still struggled with how to properly show him how I felt. He was cold, unreadable, imposing… impossible to understand. And yet I loved him. Loved his quiet, unquestionable aura, his strength... the way he made my body shiver when he was close. It‘s just that he didn’t see me that way… yet.

…So what do you give a man who already has everything? 

What do you do so that he‘ll maybe look at you with the affection you so badly crave?

A tray of treats and tea delivered to his office? Would he even want to be bothered right now? 

He normally allocated time for me in his schedule for… mate things. Unfortunately, today wasn’t one of those days. He would probably be spending the night with Thea again since she normally kept his bed warm during the week. 

Soon, though. Soon she would be leaving. Everyone had told me so. ‘A mistress can‘t compete with a mate,‘they all said. ‘He‘ll get bored of her eventually.’ 

But I hated waiting... and I wanted to see him even if it wasn‘t one of my designated days. Being around him made my wolf happier and made me feel better too. Would it be possible to help him see that I could do everything Thea could? ...That I could make him happy if he just gave me a chance?

‘I shouldn‘t do this,‘I thought, quickly talking myself out of it. ‘I‘m only going to annoy him.‘ 

But my wolf whined inside, wanting to see her mate. She was too greedy sometimes, too demanding. Didn’t she see the way he looked at us? How much he didn‘t want us around? 

I sighed, caving to her pining. 

‘Fine.’

Taking a deep breath, I extended my hand... and hesitantly knocked on the office door. 

A moment of silence instantly followed, something that dragged on for what felt like an eternity. Was he ignoring me? Was I wrong in thinking he was even here right now? 

But no, I could smell he was in there. I‘d followed his scent all the way from his quarters this morning until it lead me to the general office downstairs. He was in there, I was sure.

“...Who is it?” his voice then called out from the other side. 

‘I should turn back. It‘s not too late. I can just apologise and leave quickly...‘ 

“Umm... sorry! I didn‘t–.” 

“...Come in, Ariadne.” to the 

hottest The Chrysalis tits Killer 

Too late.

The only thing stopping my hands from violently shaking was knowing that if I dropped this tray outside his front office, that it would be even scarier than going in to face him. I needed t o keep my composure or all of this was going to be so much worse.

As best I could with one hand, I maneuvered the door open, twisting the handle, and lightly pushed it ajar.

…And instantly regretted intruding.

Aleric sat at his desk, documents sprawled everywhere, and was accompanied by three Elders.

They were in a meeting... and I‘d just interrupted. 

One of the Elders I recognised immediately as Elder Luke. How could I not know who he was? Inside the pack vault, I‘d avidly read all of his political strategies from the last five years and immensely enjoyed the way he tackled a lot of the major issues surrounding pack relations. He was a genius in his field and I held nothing but respect for him. 

Though it was a little strange I hadn‘t realised Aleric was in a meeting. For whatever reason, I hadn‘t noticed the extra scents that lead through the door. Maybe I was just too focused on just the one very intoxicating one of my mate.

…A mate whose cold eyes were now glaring at me, piercing the small ounce of confidence I‘d tried to muster up before coming in here. 

The air was tense, serious, the sort of atmosphere you wouldn‘t normally want to intrude on. They were all huddled around where Aleric sat, their eyes now all on me expectantly to explain why I had interrupted.

want?” Aleric

quickly looked down at my hands to where I held

umm...,” I stuttered.

‘Pathetic.’ 

properly now. Was this really

towards him, willing myself to at least get through to the end of this interaction with a shred of my dignity left. I was a

everything,“I continued, finally meeting his cold eyes. “I just... I thought you

preparations of dites 

back at me, his face completely unreadable. Almost as if waiting for me to get to

myself… apologies, if it‘s not to your liking.”

to look at Aleric, waiting to see what his reaction would be. It wasn’t often Aleric and I interacted in public so their curiosity was probably piqued. Though I was sure they already

let go of the papers from

You can leave it on the table here,” he said, pointing to an empty space on

little at his approval. He hadn‘t instantly rejected the idea... but that could

walked over to leave the tray where he instructed, doing my best not to cause any

I couldn’t stop my eyes as they naturally

and field reports littered the area before him, filling the space so much I was surprised there had

for months, I knew that much. After Aleric had killed Alpha Tobias, the world seemingly descended into

I had been hiding something from Aleric this entire time too. It was wrong, I

couldn‘t help it. 

wasn‘t technically a ranked member... more so Aleric had expressly forbidden me from going in

Luna was a prepared one. And so I had

any Luna should have to, but it was a responsibility placed on me nevertheless. Somewhere along the line, I even started learning about how intricate political

become. 

focused enough, it was like I could see it all playing out in my head. See how moving people in certain ways would lead to correlated outcomes, anticipating what they may

was proving to

list of

could play out but was waiting to see which side would move next. Would Aleric end up winning the next battle? Or would their new Alpha, Caius,

was Aleric didn‘t like it when I left the packhouse for too long but there wasn’t much else to do in terms of entertainment. Looking over the war documents had become a hobby

was dragged out of my thoughts

had reached out to grab something on top of the desk and accidentally brushed

small gasp escaped

every other time, a euphoric rush shivered through

Aleric said, verbally dismissing me when I stood

a step backwards to leave, not wanting to tarnish the small positive experience

Chrysalis, right?” Elder Luke then chimed in, cutting off my final

looked over at him confused, unsure why he was asking

before, Luna,” he said, taking a step forward to extend his hand. “My

back at me

rude if I declined his

quickly looked back over at Elder Luke and accepted his hand, shaking it within mine.

quietly. “You have accomplished a great deal in such a short

  • He chuckled and pulled away, his eyes holding a glint of deep intelligence that made me wonder what vast knowledge he was hiding. I was sure there was so much more he could tell m e than just what I’d read in the reports.

he said humbly. “Though I

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that you‘re familiar with my history, do 1 mean

inside of my cheek, sceptical as to whether I should confess. Aleric had always made it clear that I wasn’t meant to be involved with anything like this. My job

and events within the pack... not politics.

really,” I said softly, taking another step back towards the door. “I should probably be going now though. I‘ve already taken

he insisted, reaching down to hand me

and map he‘d given me; two documents I was already familiar with, yet were

rumours that our Luna is as intelligent and well versed as she is beautiful,” he

his way of getting me to feel more comfortable and open up that I had been sneaking i n the vault? Did Aleric set him up for this? To get my

issues they were facing, but knew that my opinion wouldn‘t matter anyway. My suggestions were just silly fantasies of a young Luna, not that of

would a girl like me know about war?” I nervously replied, handing him back the documents. “I‘m no

Lake for so long now that I was looking forward to picking your brain on the matter. To

sadly

academic conversation relating to the current affairs of the pack. But instead,

think too highly of her,” Aleric muttered quietly behind me. “All she knows is books. She

instantly stopped me in my tracks just as my hand rested on the door handle, stinging as if he

he really saw me? Useless?

care about was winning this war, to continue climbing in power. Why was it that it felt as though, between his work and Thea, there just wasn‘t any room for

thought came to

states that is filter

myself useful to him, help him get what he so desperately wanted… then would he finally

off my ideas. I had no real life experience with any of this. All of my theories were just based

to be bokler, braver,”* Sophie’s words then echoed in my head.”*”He’s never going to love you if you

what she

would

the door once more and spun back around to face the group, doing

eyes slowly filling with disdain. I could tell that he wanted me to

show him that I could help him, that I could add value. That I was worth his

cast aside my anxiety

part of her plan.

his other half, his mate. My role was to help him achieve greatness and succeed. It was what the Elders

for me to do was to just do it.

there was something I noticed when

group and held my hand out to Elder Luke to retrieve the documents back.

strength alone. You need to think more

Aleric growled in caution, angry at

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