A Gift from the Goddess

Chapter Eighty Five 

Nebunang inside my head was enough to eventually snap me out of the vision and I fell to the ground, We the pain subsided. 

What i‘d just wen was indescribable. 

And not just seen but felt. I‘d felt what they had; what both Thea and Selene had gone through. Their pain, 

43s a universe spanning far beyond my limited knowledge, a timeline as old as time itself. 

And it has now been burned into my brain. 

Sene had been right. Only describing this story wouldn‘t have been enough. What I‘d just experienced gave me angrer understanding than just simply being told. 

that cont meanl accepted what this meant for me. For all of us. Something she was probably electing me to be lenient on given her status. 

* We don‘t mean anything ” I whispered to myself, still somewhat in a daze. “We‘re just... fodder. Pawns. Foot solders for you.” 

I locked back up sharply and met her eyes. She was staring at me with caution, taking in my manner. And sve probably was right to do so. 

This is why you didn‘t tell me earlier. Why you kept everything a secret,” I said, my voice slowly becoming stronger you knew that if I knew the truth, the real truth, that I would have immediately declined to come back We‘re not stopping a war to protect *us“, we‘re fighting it purely because of you. Because of your own selfish actions that began all of this. *We* didn‘t do anything to Thea. *We* didn‘t hurt her, betray her or even ask to be reborn with her powers. *You* made that decision. *You* put us in the front Ene to face your mother so you wouldn‘t have to take responsibility for your actions. And once we‘re cone Thea will just continue with her original mission for revenge. All because you couldn‘t accept losing something you loved again. Just like when your brother died. Tell me, Selene, how many more of my kind need to ce because you couldn‘t accept that fact?” 

My mentioning of her brother must have been a sore spot as I could feel the pressure start to exude off of . her, a nerve apparently now struck. 

Wy child, let us not forget–.” 

“But we‘re not,’ I interjected, shakily getting back up to my feet. “Your children, that is. Not really. We‘re bor of Thea‘s powers. She is, by technical definition, our so–called ‘Great Mother‘. Her powers gave us new life and we carry her blood. You are merely a surrogate, at best.” 

you carry a piece of me directly,” she argued, a tone of anger now obvious in her voice. “However you want to look at it for the others, that is your choice. But I, personally, gave you this new life. How dare you acı ungrateful.” 

And were the others grateful too?” I asked. “The ones who came before me? Because I know I‘m not the first one you have ‘blessed‘ with your mark. What happened to the other Saints, Selene? Did they die for you too? 

Her eyes narrowed, clearly not happy with the change in topic. 

* ..Were they descendants as well?” I prompted when she still hadn‘t replied. “From the other two lines that died? Are they gone now because of your actions?” 

Finally, she spoke, her voice low with the undertone of warning. 

“...They were.. mistakes. 

Mistakes? What did that mean? That they made a mistake... or that she regretted marking them? 

...What had she done to them if she thought that way? 

What would you do with something that failed to do its job?‘ The voice inside whispered. We were created only to benefit her, an organic tool to keep her mother trapped on the mortal plane. What do you think she‘ll do to us if we aren‘t useful?‘ 

She wasn‘t wrong but I wasn‘t sure what I could do about it. 

‘Think for a second,‘ the voice continued. ‘When she gave us a piece of herself, she was weakened, remember? She told us she was. Just as Thea was broken into pieces, she, too, broke off a piece of herself for us. What do you think she‘s going to do once Thea is gone?‘ 

And suddenly I realised what she was implying. 

‘If we truly want to survive this then... 

… Then I needed to be wary of Selene too. 

‘Not just wary,‘ the voice corrected. ‘There is little chance she‘ll let you keep that piece of her once we‘ve removed her biggest threat. She‘ll want it back – she‘ll want to become whole again. And who‘s to say what is even keeping us alive right now? What if that piece is the only thing sustaining us? We were meant to be dead. We don‘t even belong in this timeline.‘ 

...She was saying that Thea wasn‘t our only enemy. 

‘At the end of the day, it‘s you or her,‘ the voice said. 

But what was I meant to do? Kill Selene? That was insane. She was a Goddess. 

So is Thea‘ 

But I couldn‘t kill her. I wasn‘t strong enough for something like that. Thea was at least weaker. 

‘Do you honestly think you‘ll get a better chance than right now? Or do you want to wait until she comes back to rip that piece out of you? After we‘ve done her dirty work and we‘re tired from fighting against a different Goddess? What do you have to lose by trying?‘ 

disagree per se

either way. You need to act now!‘

But 

‘DO IT NOW 

if acting on reflex from her

is the enemy

hand came swiftly up,

the

for her throat...

is the enemy.‘

the

the

“KNEEL!” Selene roared. 

to my knees before her, crushed under the command.

too slow. Just one second away

t or not, we probably weren‘t going to survive this ordeal to grow old one day. She‘d made it clear that we were created to fulfil only

eve 

even the rocks and dirt were vibrating from the pressure radiating off her. And her eyes… her eyes were now ablaze, blindingly bright like silver

Ur 

ra 

just barely drawing blood… I saw where I‘d

she really was part mortal now and capable of bleeding. It may have been caused by the tiniest of pieces missing from

given you everything, and yet you act this way?” she said furiously. “No, forget it. I have grown tired of this. You now have had more help than what any of the others

the forest, the ground still trembling as she left. It was a testament to what a

least, an *almost*

chuckle started to bubble in my chest, building more and more until it became full laughter. Almost hysterical as the adrenaline pumped through me from accepting my new fate. Something that caught Selene‘s attention enough for her

and down,

from the very beginning that such a thing was

frown only deepened as she took in my words, her

thin air, just like she‘d

than just that, more than just a

saw something else

behind the surface, but it had been visible enough.

a moment... I‘d seen Selene show

Like I wasn‘t sure why I was trying.

long ago I‘d been prepared to die... then felt relieved when I‘d lived. Now, after being shown the cold truth of my world from Selene, nothing felt as though it mattered anymore. I‘d

was like I was just waiting

Chapter Eighty–Five 

myself for and yet having to suddenly acknowledge that made things feel so... pointless. Because the chances of killing not one, but two Goddesses were extremely low. That was just the brutal reality whether I liked it or

that didn‘t hold the appeal it used to.

we were just disposable objects. All of us. Uust so long as Selene survived. And stopping Thea would help them... but

for just the rest of my species. For even the ones who hurt me, betrayed me,

the majority of packs were still doing in

mattered was the results? Just as Selene had said, we were all children in this universe with our naive perspectives. But, unlike everyone else, I‘d been enlightened now. I knew that they didn‘t truly know what was in their best interest because

had helped me to see too; my other self. She‘d shown me how all of these niceties to avoid war were pointless when none of these

just make them all kneel before

given me a higher understanding of how all of this worked; probably more so than even all the Elders combined. It was clear to me how we‘d built a hierarchical system in our society based around those varying levels

I held more power than any other

from commanding loyalty and respect from the other packs. To force them into a submission that would ultimately be for the better good.

the

would there need to be war when I had the alliance, and more, completely back under my command within the month? Starting a war with the Winter Mist now would be only a death wish

on Cai though; Iris having helped to secure an inside source to notify me should Thea ever return there. I even sent Elder Luke to visit him and assist with his ailment. Because whilst I still didn‘t trust him, it didn‘t mean that I wanted her to retrieve her powers back from him either. She might not be able to physically hurt him but who knew what her level

knew Thea‘s name, knew she was public enemy number one. And, without any further arguments from opposing forces, she quickly became the

one single goal; to find

a voice called out, making me look up from my desk.

an urgency to it

what could make a man like Elder Luke worried but I‘d be lying if said it didn‘t

work together over the past month, something admired about

is it?” I asked, straightening

to calm himself but

“He‘s demanding to