A Graduation Gift

Chapter 74 The Smile In Distress Is The Bitterest

So can you tell me what kind of animal is a deer?

The encyclopedia says, The deer is an even-toed ungulate. They are mammals that belonged to the Cervidae family. Typical characteristics among deers include long, powerful legs, a diminutive tail, and etc. The males tend to be larger than the females, generally, and in most species, only males possess antlers. There is a wide diversity of deers and according to legends, those deers pulling Santa Claus' sleigh are called elks.

He was beginning to entertain the idea that Cassandra was more like a deer, and he found it interesting. Yet he was at a loss of words to comment.

On the back of his mind, he searched for images of the deer he had seen and looked at Cassandra at the same time. Doing so made his perception even stronger, indeed Cassandra resembled a deer—a graceful and elegant one.

Drowned by the noise of the bustling crowd, he raised his voice and shouted out to Cassandra, "See you later! Miss Deer!"

Without turning back, Cassandra placed her hands on her head, imitating the antlers of a deer.

Her silly respond caused him to draw a sweet smile. Looking down at the business card, he couldn't help but keep on repeating her name on his mind, "Cassandra Qin, Cassandra..."

Cassandra, on the other hand, didn't look back, as her tears had begun to streak down her delicate face.

She didn't like the idea of crying in front of a stranger. The tears came so suddenly and so unexpected that all she wanted was to be somewhere far from that place.

Having such a shallow tears, she cried at the thought of the deer. She had once watched a documentary about deers.

In the documentary, deer usually inhabited the vast forest.

As beautiful and mild as they were, they were timid but alert at all times.

Poaching the deer's coat had endangered majority of its species. In order to get the deer's beautiful fur, poachers exerted a variety of extremely brutal means.

The most brutal one was to take advantage of the deer's kindness.

The poachers would first hunt a fawn or a baby deer so as to lure the adult deer they wanted to kill. The fawn would serve as the bait to catch the bigger deer.

The deer would be allowed to come near the fawn before finally shot to death.

Cassandra closed her eyes to stop the tears from falling, yet the tears won't stop.

Her heart sympathized the deer. Just like a helpless deer, she was set up by her own sister.

The fawn this time was so dear to her that the moment she caught sight of it, she immediately drew near. She had no idea that there were poachers lurking around the corner waiting to shoot her.

Yet for the deer, its death would be simpler. Whilst on Cassandra's case it was more complicated. The fawns laid in front of her gave her no choice. They all lead to certain death.

She had no options - she was forced to live with Grace Zhang in the small town when she was young; sadly when she grew into a lovely lady, she had to marry Lionel who she didn't love, and become unexpectedly attached to Rufus in an affair, and worst of all, be deeply hurt by Cloris, her own sister.

Why on earth would all the betrayal and misery happen to her? What had she done to deserve all these?

sea wind kept her company over the whole span of her childhood. Whenever she dreamed of that place, she could always smell the salty

back to that place. For her, Grace's death was not just a loss of a second mother or a friend, it was a loss of a

fate had been so

I do to free myself from all these

she had no idea that she was being followed by Rufus.

conversation with the stranger, and her bitter tears covering her face as she was plodding

sorry for her. He didn't want to see her in

wanted to run to catch up with her and give her a big, warm, and reassuring hug. He wanted to be with her and walk with her in the bitter

was so sad that she couldn't hold her tears despite the inquisitive gaze of the

the snowflakes that drifted down profusely

the first snow of the winter. It has

and everyone was hurrying to where they were going

the chilling wind, a pair of young lovers seated themselves comfortably on a bench by the tree. The girl squeezed her body into the loose overcoat of the boy, only showing her face.

this is amazing!"

girl's excitement. 'Snow and winter are not fun! It

odd. But why? Why a part of me envy them despite being so

she noticed the snow was falling heavier, she looked

either unavailable or occupied every time she hailed

bus instead. She thought, 'It would be more warm and convenient,

towards the bus station. The dense crowd and the confusing signs

But what stopped her was the question on her mind that she could not find a suitable

house of the Qin family? No way, she had been married off, and she wasn't supposed to return to

cottage she had lived

of the Tang family? Oh! The confusion took its toll upon her, she felt her heart... was twisted with

what to do, just sat on the bench at the

just drift away with the buses, she wished

of the song was faintly borne along with the busy bus station. She had heard it before, yet this time

title. It was called 'Contentment' by

wind. The stars in the sky laugh at people

I love your smiles, how will I collect and have them? If someone but me makes you happy, could it

it will pray for you. When your back

ought to. I have a career, I needn't worry about having three meals a day or being cold without something to wear. Why do I have to cross the line, to be complicated

melody, and fresh new tears kissed her pale

less cold. She wept while

what the song is saying is true - the smile in distress is

I just end that now? My complicated affair with Rufus has caused so much trouble already.

to my life? I have

smile faded. She buried her face in her hands

and she could feel

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