A Graduation Gift

Rufus had hardly entered the room when Amanda suddenly threw herself against his chest, too impatient to wait.

"You're finally here, Rufus!" she exclaimed while hugging Rufus tightly, her eyes closed and mouth curled into a happy smile.

Her face was scarlet all over.

"What's wrong with you? Are you okay? Hold on, I'm calling a doctor for you!" Rufus added his eyebrows furrowed in concern.

He managed to grab Amanda's arms and pushed away a bit.

He noticed that there was something wrong with her, but couldn't find out exactly what.

As far as he observed, Amanda was standing right in front of him, alive and kicking, which was weird that she didn't feel very well at the same time.

"Rufus, my heart is hurting…it's broken…" Amanda murmured.

Her eyes started to tear up as she looked at him pleadingly.

Her heart was in pain as if a sword stabbed it, when she saw how Cassandra and Rufus looked at each other's eyes so lovingly moments ago.

"Stop this, Amanda. I love Cassandra and she loves me. We'll get married soon," Rufus patiently explained.

The finality in his voice only added more pain to Amanda's wounded heart. She gasped to catch her breath.

"Why not me, Rufus? I don't see what's so special about her! It should've been me!"

Amanda refused to back down and accept his explanation. Tears were streaming down her cheeks at this point.

"She's so special to me, Amanda. You're a great girl, but I love her now and I just can't see a life without her. Don't you understand?"

Rufus knew that he needed to end this now, and if he showed the slightest note of hesitation, it would only make matters worse. Amanda had to accept the truth, that Rufus had no spare love for any other woman, only Cassandra.

"Rufus, I can't bring myself to listen to you right now. You know I'm ailing right now. Can't you at least pretend to make me feel better?"

Amanda raised her head a little to look into Rufus's eyes. Her mouth forced a sad smile.

"No, Amanda. This ends now. I won't lie to you even if you're sick,"

Rufus responded harshly. Deep in his heart, he was reluctant to admit the truth to her now, since she wasn't all that well; however his mind told him that he'd better end her expectations for her to move forward.

At that same moment, along the corridor, Cassandra was walking towards the room where Rufus and Amanda were in, which was at the end of the hallway. The soft carpet on the floor absorbed the sounds of her footsteps.

She passed one room after another.

After a few minutes, the room was finally in front of her. She could hear a conversation on the other side.

Two people were talking, one was Rufus and the other was apparently Amanda.

You're hurting me!

was wracked with sobs as she said the words, which

sorry, Amanda. I'm sure you'll find someone better in the

a girl, especially if she was wailing right in

you so close together. It's killing me softly. How

stood incredibly still as their voice came through the

where Cassandra was standing, he was apparently holding Amanda

flood within her and almost consume

was suddenly a blur, and all she could hear was a constant ringing in her ears. Their

that. She's my girlfriend and I need to take care of her! That's what a boyfriend does. Since she's with me, I won't let her down!" Rufus

looked like a helpless, unruly child

mean anything at all to you?" Amanda

eyes bloodshot from

hard about what to say so she would stop.

the best moments I ever

both happy and regrettable for everyone.

was bittersweet, accompanying him through the difficult

that what he said could bring closure to Amanda. So whenever she thought of her first love in the future,

What Rufus said stunned her. She retreated a few

say that the time he spent with Amanda was the best of his life? Amanda must've been perfect in Rufus's eyes.

the world—her status, identity, talent, and she was even as pretty as a fairy that could only

like this would be perfect in everyone's eyes

a responsibility that he needed taking care of, ' Cassandra thought.

wanted. It was preposterous of him to think that she couldn't live without him. Cassandra held her chin high, but was unable to smile for

moved like she was on autopilot until she reached the hotel exit. Walking out to let the fresh air hit her, Cassandra woke up from her daze and took

the rest of your life, Cassandra? Can't you see

sure that he can give you want you want?

disturbed by the crisp and

would play piano in front of everyone tonight! What a pleasant

had no idea why she was

of the piano. He learned how to

turned her head in a sidelong glance to see how Cassandra would react while she herself was apparently lost in her memories with her arms folded across

I bet the both of them are regretting that they should have fought hard for themselves. I guess that the older you are, the more you miss the youthful days. Being the first love is like being on top of a unclimbable hill that not

fixated on Cassandra, waiting for

Her eyes were empty and

faint smile that seemed to be isolated

fit. Amanda was Rufus's first love and she even taught him how to

know Rufus, which made her feel so

thing that could happen to anyone. It's engraved on people's hearts; no matter how deeply you love later in your life, it can never compare with the first love. It'll haunt you

air to her lungs. She got a grip on her emotions since she didn't want

think you're right. I'll take your advice. I've come to realize that Rufus and I are truly different, and I'll

rumors around her, endure the Tang Family's abuse, and bear all the bad things that had nothing to do with him.