Accidental Surrogate
Accidental Surrogate For Alpha Novel Free -Chapter 93
Ella
Pain.
My first reaction is pain – blistering and hot, like having my body suspended over a pit of flames and slowly roasted. Sinclair won’t need me anymore. I’ll lose him. For all my resistance, I’ve become hopelessly attached to Sinclair, and my feelings for him are far stronger than I’d like to admit. The idea of not having him in my life anymore is so excruciating I can’t even consider the possibility head-on. I want to run and hide from it, to pretend it isn’t real rather than suffer the agony it unleashes.
I breathe through the torment, wondering how much time has passed while I grapple with this news. It feels like hours, but it’s probably only been moments. Once the pain passes, there is only denial. Lydia can’t be pregnant. She and Sinclair attempted to conceive a child for years… one night couldn’t possibly give them success when years of trying resulted in nothing more than broken hearts and a failed marriage. Right?
Of course, it wouldn’t be the strangest thing in the world if they did succeed after all this time. My conscience suggests – and she’s right. How many stories have I heard over the years from well-meaning friends trying to make me feel better about my own infertility struggles? “Just wait, the day you stop trying is the day you’ll conceive.” they’d say, or, “sometimes the stress alone can keep you from succeeding, at some point you just have to let all that go.”
They didn’t realize how hurtful it was, almost like they were blaming my infertility on me wanting it too badly. They also didn’t appreciate that this might be true for some women, but it’s completely false for many others. Some women would never conceive, no matter what they did. Still, they might have been wrong to try and placate me that way, but that doesn’t mean those cases never happen. Maybe a blacked out one night stand was what it took for Lydia and Sinclair to finally make a baby together.
What if Lydia is pregnant? I think hesitantly. What if she and Sinclair finally achieved the thing which had cost them their marriage? Could a child be enough to repair the damage in their relationship? Suddenly I see a future where Sinclair and his mate have a child – while my own pup and I are able to quietly live in the background – no more lies, no more fraud. Completely safe.
Wouldn’t that be better than this? Even if I’m heartbroken over Sinclair, isn’t my baby’s safety more important than anything? Won’t I always be sick with guilt as long as I’m continuing this fraud? Isn’t it right for the pack to have a true Luna?
No! Something feral and ferocious screams up inside me, Sinclair is ours! She can’t have him!
That’s selfish. I realize, hating the truth even as I recognize its weight. It’s selfish to keep him for myself if it’s not right for him, for the pack. This isn’t just about me. It’s about millions of people who need Sinclair to lead them.
barely surfacing from the thoughts attempting to
even know if I slept with her, and even if I did, we tried for years to no
mother will be a she-wolf. That’s everything you’ve been looking for. I have to
know that.” Sinclair digs in his heels, his sharp gaze piercing me. “And you’ll make a
I correct him gently, wanting to slide out of the bed so he can’t use his physical proximity to overpower my senses. “Because no matter what
you saying?” Sinclair inquires, frowning deeply
thing.” I sigh, trying and failing to
it is for me to be making this argument. “Ella, you
Luna.” I remark with a weak shrug. “And with you there to keep her in check, her worse nature wouldn’t ever get
grumbles, sounding every bit as petty and mutinous as
been telling me this arrangement of ours is temporary, and only binding until you find a real mate from
my neck and squeezing me just a bit tighter, as if
and butterflies burst to life in my belly. Is that affection all for me? Is he responding to the baby? How is it we’ve built so much intense intimacy between us,
Dominic. It’s easy for you to say this now, but once he’s here with us, I’m going to go back to being just some
interjects. Sounds to me like you’re just
unease. Now that I don’t want to be separated from him, of course, he sees fit to put some distance between our bodies. He shifts me to face him on the hospital bed, keeping his legs straddled over either side
you weren’t wrong.” I insist, trying not to absorb his compliments. It feels wonderful for him to be speaking this way, but the way I feel doesn’t change the situation we’re in. “Because it’s one thing to deceive the pack and the Alpha council for the greater good – because there is no other option. But Lydia being pregnant would give you another option. An honest option, Dominic.” I clarify, needing him to
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