#Chapter 421 – Thanks, but No Thanks

Ella

I’m quite tired when evening approaches in the refugee camp and Cora comes to my side, placing a hand on my back and telling me that we should probably head home. I sigh, looking around, knowing that I can do more but…

“I get it, Ells,” she says, looking around with me. “But there’s only so much we can do. And you’re a queen and a mom as much as a healer now. You’ve got to find a balance.”

“Is it normal to feel guilty?” I ask my sister, who has been working to heal people for much longer than I have. ” When you prioritize yourself, and other things, even though you know you can help people who are suffering?”

“It is,” Cora says with a little sigh. ”

But you, my big-hearted sister, probably feel it more keenly than most.

“Yeah,” I say, glancing over at Hank. ” He, for instance, compartmentalizes well.”

“Don’t count Hank out,” she says softly, shaking her head. “He’s got a big heart too. Maybe just…hides it better.”

I turn my head a little, considering him, considering her point. And then my heart aches for him again as I think of how disappointed he was when Cora left him for her mate – because as much as he loved her, we know now that he never stood a chance. Cora and Roger were written in the stars.

But is there someone out there for Hank too?

I hope, quite desperately, that there is. He’s so good, and he deserves that, like the rest of us.

“Ready, Luna?” Conner asks, coming over and bringing my baby with him, who reaches for me with his little grasping hands.

“Sure am!” I say, taking my baby and cuddling him close. Cora laughs and leans in as well, fussing over Rafe and I can see thinking about her own little baby, who will be here so much sooner than she realizes. Together, we start to walk out of the tent, but as I turn I hear a little voice calling me back.

calls, and I turn and laugh to see little Benny running

and wrapping him in a hug as he runs over. “How are you feeling,

as he adjusts a set of glasses

say, turning Rafe a little so Benny can see him better. “What do you think

honestly charmed. “He’s not fat, he’s a baby! They’re supposed to be chubby so that

on Rafe. ” This one’s gonna

laugh again, harder this time as Cora crouches down next to us. “Who are you?” Benny

Benny narrows his eyes at her. ”

she replies, her eyebrows going up. “Does my reputation

me laugh again, “but she told me she has a human sister,” he continues, nodding towards me.

“But I’m going to have a baby soon,” she says, her hand settling on her

up now. Then he takes a moment to

little with the force of it so that

grinning at Benny, as delighted as I am. “I guess

by his side and offering her hand. “You know you’re not supposed to sneak out

The sincere disbelief and frustration in this kid set me off laughing again and Benny turns to grin at me. He takes Isabel’s hand, though. ” I don’t feel sick at all, since the lady came yesterday!” he protests, pointing at me. “I should be allowed to go

he mentions his mother again, but I

Isabel says, grinning down at him and giving me a wink. ” Maybe

nods and consents to be led back to

up with Cora,

surprise to see a big grin on her face as she watches the little boy get tucked back into

“Really?” I ask.

full of life, ready to question everything even though the world has delt him a tough hand. He’s got Ella Reina vibes

purse my lips together, trying not to let my sincere pleasure show on my face at the compliment. Because even if Cora meant it as a compliment for Benny…well, he’s just so damn cute, and vivid, and determined that

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