Alpha Ace and his Undercover Mate

"Awe someone had an accident."

Asia giggled as I lifted her from her highchair to get her cleaned up.

"Oh that's okay Roxy, I can do it" Lilly said nonchalantly.

"It's really not a problem Lilly. Before I turned sixteen, I used to volunteer at one of the pack's day-cares. I don't mind a little poop"

Lilly giggled at my statement as she followed me to the closest room. "You don't really talk about your life much. How was it back at home? "

I sighed as I contemplated answering or not. I can't always blow her off. She'll surely get suspicious.

"It was quite average. I didn't have this much mushiness like what you guys have here" She giggled at my choice of words, but I could see that her curiosity was piqued.

"Aiden and I lost our mom a few weeks after we were born, and we didn't actually have a normal childhood or teen-age years. It was always work and school"

"Oh my Roxy I'm so sorry" She whispered with a sad voice , but I simply smiled and brushed it off.

"Don't be. Sometimes I would long for a feeling of having a mother and a normal childhood, but since I don't know what it actually feels like, it doesn't hurt as much as you think it does"

She looked like she didn't know what to say or how to say it, so I just laughed at her expression.

"See that what you're feeling right now, forget it" I pinned Asia's shorts and placed her in Lilly's hand. "I'm fine with the way I grew up. Don't feel sorry for me"

"I just can't imagine-"

"I know. But really it's okay" I smiled when Asia leaned against her shoulder while her eyes drooped. "I just always hoped that one day when I'm a mom, I'll give my baby the life I never had"

She was quiet for a while, so I turned to see what she was doing. Her eyes were filled with tears as she regarded me weirdly. I grew uncomfortable under her gaze, since I had no clue what she was thinking.

"You know, Ace is your mate for a reason. I don't know everything about you and how your relationship will go, but I know for sure that the happiness you desire deep down under that tough shell of yours, you'll find it with him"

And deep down even though it seemed so far fetched right now, I hoped she was right.

***

"Yes! It's Friday! " Aiden exclaimed when Zack dismissed us.

I had to admit, as much as we were already fully trained, getting up everyday to spend hours with Zack was physically draining--even when I'm not doing anything but 'observe'.

The end of yet another week has arrived, and I was still nowhere in my endeavours to save my pack and my mateship. I decided to give talking to Ace another shot. I've known him for three weeks, so I was sure I could hit a nerve if I tried hard enough.

I had to. In a week, we'll be required to give a report to dad, and the information that Aiden and I have collected so far would be enough for dad to start making his plans. He's not the man for waiting after all.

around Ace's pack in my free time, and I've come across a few of my pack members. They all were

about Ace being my mate, so they had no sense of comfort talking to me without fearing

cruel to them? Why won't any of them speak to

flowers for me that day. She had a shawl over her

with a frown. She didn't smell like someone from my pack, so why

at Aiden, who was watching me curiously. I was about to head back to him, but

would she leave my favourite flowers here and run away

was that?" Aiden asked as he

don't know," I answered truthfully. "But

you gonna talk to Ace? " He asked in an accusing tone.

don't worry Aiden, I wont blow

 gasped with hurt as

they don't

by me" I tried to dig myself out

the only other she-wolf in the house,

"So what's your point?"

stopped me just before we entered the back door. "My point is, no one else in the house

I mumbled as I

immediately filled my senses, making me whip my head in his direction. He was already beaming at me as he strode in

whispered as he buried his face in my

"I missed you too."

Aiden said through a cough which made me

tell him all about it in

already see

"Um Ace? "

"Hhmm? "

to you about something upstairs? " He brought his face

eyes searched mine. I

to have someone care so deeply for me. "I just wanna talk to you about something. I'll go

mumbled against my lips as he left

on my bed when I entered. His eyes met mine when the bathroom door clicked. I saw as they slowly moved down my body and darkened with desire by

of his gaze made my insides burn, and I pressed my thighs together as the warmth reached my core. He slowly licked his lips as he took steady steps towards me,

and sexy you are?" His voice was

when his hands gently gripped my

"Then I'll show you."

rough but steady kiss, expressing just how much he wanted me. I let him stay in control of the kiss, since my mind was too

so that my head was tilted up, giving him better access as he ravished my lips with his. I yelped in shock when he lifted me and wrapped my legs around his waist, but he rejoined our lips in the split of a

was straddling him. His tongue swept over my bottom lip

the times we've kissed have never been like this, but I would