Have you ever felt like the whole world was on your shoulders? Like the fate of everything depends on the choices you make?

 

Well that was how I felt all night, though I may have over exaggerated a bit.

 

I thought it was a mistake keeping everything from Ace for another day, though Jenna said I should wait.

 

Could I even trust her? There was no reason for me not to, so why not?

 

It only made me want to see my mom sooner to clarify everything. I barely slept last night. I woke up every hour to check the clock. Ace even came to stay with me around 4 a.m when he felt my uncomfortableness, and that was how I caught a few Z's.

 

Now I was on my way to where my mom supposingly lived, and I was feeling all sorts of uneasy.

 

I thought about how I may not like the answers that I get. I thought about what if Ace or someone else finds out where I was. And most of all, I worried about whether or not Jenna was right about the reason why my mom hadn't revealed herself to me. What if she genuinely doesn't want to see me? What if Aiden and I are the real reason why she ended up here?

 

It was all nerve wracking as I trotted down the dirt road that led to a small cozy looking cottage. I stood firm in my spot in front of the door for a few minutes, contemplating if I should leave or not.

 

Eventually, I mustered up the courage to knock once, then twice. There was no answer so I tried another time.

 

I felt both disappointed and relieved, as I wasn't sure if I was ready for this. But time was running out, I had to be brave.

 

After I stood there for another minute or two and there was still no answer, I decided to come back later or tomorrow. Ace took me off 'training duty' due to my pregnancy, so I had more than enough time.

 

But before I could turn around, a voice sounded behind me.

 

"Roxanna?"

 

I froze.

 

'It was her.'

 

Her voice was soft and kind, no hint of annoyance present. But no matter how much I tried, I couldn't move.

 

I heard light footsteps climbing the steps, and my body only grew tenser as if a killer was making his way towards me.

 

A soft hand pressed to my bare shoulder, causing a shiver to run through my spine. She gently turned me around to face her, and my breath hitched when I saw her.

 

my mom. The woman that hung from our walls, and filled our photo albums. She didn't look different in the

 

but

 

eyes, as she used her thumb to wipe away a fallen tear from my eyes.

 

pulled me into a hug, and I slowly hugged her back,

 

alive, unlike what my dad told me all my

 

back so she could look at

 

am sweetheart. I always have

 

tears and pulled her back to me. It felt good being in her

 

then that I noticed that she didn't have the scent of our pack anymore. I pulled back to give

 

in hurt. I

 

and gestured to the door. "Let's go in and we'll talk over some

 

led us to a small dining room. While she was brewing the tea, I took the time to look around the room. Just being in there made

 

gentle smile. I

 

how have you

 

and rested her cup down." I have been fine. And I

 

know where to start. Why did dad

 

of reason. But I'm thinking maybe he didn't want his two kids crossing pack borders to

 

my eyes. "We had to

 

than happy to accept her warmth. I wasn't angry at her, and I wasn't sure

 

have come back? Escaped or

 

so many times, but John kept me as locked up as possible. Then he put a dog collar on me to

 

awful!

 

terrible for doing that! And Jenna made it seem as if

 

" She asked with a little shock. But before I could answer she added, "Of course you did.

 

I smiled at the conversation I had yesterday. I could see why

 

she

 

short everything that I learnt yesterday, hoping that it was the truth and that

 

the hard

 

"I didn't kno-"

 

which made her chuckle lightly and held me closer. I cuddled further into her arms

 

went crazy. I heard it was almost as if he was the one who needed medication. His behaviour only made Jenna more unstable, and as much as I knew John

 

little at her choice of words, despite the seriousness of the

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