Alpha Asher By Jane Doe

Chapter 43

Alpha Asher [by Jane Doe] Chapter 43 – Lola’s P.o.v

Maya’s excitement slowly faded into frustration as Grandma explained the techniques we can use to protect our mind.

“Meditation.” Grandma nodded serenely, “Learn to control your own thoughts and emotions. Keep’s them out of reach.”

“And how long does this take?” I frowned, my mind running through the ways I could do this.

“Awhile.” Grandma frowned, “It’s not an easy process, disciplining your mind.”

“Well.” I sighed, her techniques wouldn’t be useful to me tonight. “Where do I begin?”

 

Grandma explained how to meditate, telling me to picture a glistening oasis. She told me to look into the waters and see my own reflection. It seemed easy enough.

“That’s only the first step.” Grandma chuckled.

 

“The first step?” I huffed, shaking my head.

Fighting I could deal with. Learning to strengthen my body was simple. Strengthening my mind seemed difficult.

I’m impulsive at the best of times. I’m hardly able to control my words let alone my thoughts.

“Second step.” Grandma continued, “Picture a library, stacks of shelves and books as far as the eye can see.”

“Okay.” I drawled the word out, “Books.”

“Let your thoughts fill the books.” Grandma continued, giving me a light smirk. “You can have one book dedicated to Alpha Asher, if need be of course.”

I raised my eyebrow at Grandma and opened my mouth to let loose a snarky remark. She waved me away with her hand, a knowing smile on her face.

“My point is, fill the books with your thoughts and bind them tightly.” Grandma nodded, looking much more serious. “Tuck the books on their shelves and leave them there.”

“That’s it?” I questioned. It seemed far too easy.

“That’s it.” Grandma nodded, “The more you practice, the easier it will get. But I’ll warn you Lola, it’s all too easy for the books to be shredded when you’re first starting out.”

“Got it.” I nodded. How hard could it be to keep my brain books from being touched?

‘Listen to Grandma.’ Maya rolled her eyes, ‘She knows more than us.’

‘So you’ll listen to Grandma and not me?’ I scoffed, ‘Figures.’

‘You get us into trouble.’ Maya pointed out, ‘Grandma doesn’t, and she makes amazing brownies.’

Grandma let me use my old bedroom to practice. She promised to ensure Dad wouldn’t bother me while I practiced.

I laid down on my bedroom floor, positioned in the middle of the room.

Clearing my mind was incredibly difficult, not that I was surprised.

Once my own inner voice quieted, images of Asher and Tristan flashed through my mind.

Asher with his delicious dark hair, tousled to perfection.

Tristan with his light locks and porcelain skin, his swirling blue eyes mischievous.

I forced the images away as best I could, wishing Maya could provide some assistance.

Grandma made it clear that Maya couldn’t help. Whatever mind tricks the Vampire’s used, it suppressed our wolves. Maya would be no use to me if they managed to slip inside my mind.

The oasis in my head was fuzzy at first, the details an annoying haze. As I continued taking steady breaths, the image became clearer.

Crystal blue waters, swaying wheat grass, and the scent of nature in the air.

I imagined myself delving deep within my own head, a library forming around me.

Rows upon rows of empty books lined oak shelves, each cover a different style and color.

I walked the dark halls of my mind, plucking a deep amber book from it’s place on the shelf. The cover was dark, but intertwined with threads of gold.

I thumbed through the rough pages, each one blank and without words.

I figured I’d start with the beginning.

I let my memories of Tyler flow from my mind and into the tightly bound book.

Memories flashed and swirled around me.

Tyler and I running through the pack house, his Mom chasing after us. The time we went to the homecoming dance together. Every memory I had of Tyler pulsed through my mind, filling the pages of the book.

at the book, the pages were full. Messy script depicted each memory I ever had with

the book back on the shelf, and

how long it took me, as time seemed to

after memory. Leather bound books, hard cover books, short books, withered books. Each were as different and

every last one of them. His book was larger than the others, the cover a startling shade of black, flecks of silver embedded into

my handiwork, satisfied with what

opened my eyes, I realized three

was beginning to

my body

had the

filled my head instantly, ‘How did

in my head, my

I replied to her, ‘Every memory

was that easy?’ Maya frowned skeptically, ‘Grandma said it

I shrugged, ‘Maybe it’s

Maya scowled. She didn’t

for dinner, Dad grumbled a ‘hello’

was light, occasionally drifting over

where he is.” Dad frowned, scratching at the stubble

with a beach near by.” I shrugged, the hint of a smile forming on my face. “He always said he’d live

comes back soon.” Dad nodded, but his face

at his last comment, flashing me one of

at him, shooting Grandma an incredulous glance. “What’s so

funny.” Dad shook his head, his eyes glistening with

chuckled as

odor and days old pizza.” Grandma shook her head pitifully,

pie?” Dad’s eyes lit up, and he gave his Mom a

scolded, “You’ve

and I snickered at him, sticking my tongue out in his

Dad.” Grandma

of us. It was also clear he missed Sean, but sometimes people needed to get away. I couldn’t blame Sean when I

pie. The afternoon was exactly what I needed, some carefree time with my family. It helped to

around ten o’clock, slipping down the hallway and into my

leggings and a long sleeve t-shirt.

Asher until he dragged me into his bedroom. The soreness in between

was Maya who reminded

still feel

inhibit me,

you.’ Maya pointed out, ‘He distracts me too. We don’t need distractions

giving my

slowly, and I

to calm my nerves. Each wave of anxiety made

over my emotions. I tried to picture the oasis, calming my mind as best I could. Only when the bookshelves stopped quaking, did I

and Mason’s voice filled my

Breyona sounded

as I can be.’ I nodded, doing my best to keep my nerves

his usual happy tone sounded stressed

‘If Tyler’s still interested in me that way, there’s no way

I had spent years sneaking around his house. My footsteps were light and calculated as I crept down the hallway. I even went as far as to hold

sliding glass door, remembering how the front

make it out?’ Breyona’s

chuckled

‘We need

tried to keep my mind clear as i headed towards the other

the forest. It was getting more difficult to keep my mind clear. Every little sound had me turning on my heel. I was sure Alpha Asher would appear

for my life, or Alpha Asher coming for

came into view. My heart lurched and sped up, my bookshelves shuddering in my

Maya urged

do this.’ Breyona murmured through

entire time.’ Mason nodded, and I could

becoming clearer in

swimming hole, noticing

I had come to relax, to get time away from his duties as future

mysterious and threatening. The usual clear waters were dark, looking like murky ink as it sat still under the

and the minutes ticked

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absent. Not a single cricket chirped. The entire forest was holding

12:00

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