Alpha Asher By Jane Doe

Chapter 217

It was all a blur up until the moment my feet. hit the polished tile floors of the towns Hospital.

Breyona steadying me as I screamed, the air melting from between my fingers, replaced with shadow and night, was vacant from my memory.

“Room 232…” A faceless woman in cheery, rainbow scrubs said to Breyona.

I blinked and we were down the hall. The second time and a set of elevator doors were closing, a third and we were in another hall, approaching an open doorway where the scents of my friends and family poured from within.

Every step we took was another chance to get ahold of myself, to control the ragged breaths that slid past my lips.

It wouldn’t have mattered. I wasn’t sure even Asher himself could put together the broken shards of my heart, not when I stepped into the room and saw her.

The woman on the hospital bed, frail and much too thin, couldn’t have been my grandma.

This couldn’t be the same woman that put her entire heart and soul into every pastry she baked to the point where she had the entire town hooked on her desserts. 1

Grandma’s face wasn’t this lumpy, this misshapen or speckled with black and blue splotches like deadly flowers blooming beneath the skin. This wasn’t the woman who would spend all morning baking, dancing to a tune only she could hear while the cottage filled with the mouthwatering scent of cinnamon and baked apples.

This had to be some kind of sick joke.

I told myself this over and over again, but her scent-the scent I’d memorized over the long year I’d lived with her, said otherwise.

The only solace, and the only thing keeping me together, was the steady beep from the heartrate monitor at her bedside.

I scanned the room to find Breyona, but instead spotted Mason, Clara, and Holly.

Clara was rubbing Mason’s back in slow, soothing circles, her grief-stricken eyes on where grandma laid in bed. Even the witch, who had somehow become a part of this pack, cared for grandma. Mason’s hazel eyes were bright with tears, the green specks so much brighter when he cried without abandon. His lips were moving, saying something, but I couldn’t make out the words. Holly was rigid, carved from stone as her attention darted back and forth between grandma and I, unable to settle on one thing.

Chris appeared in the doorway, charging over to grandma’s bedside, his mouth moving but nothing emerged.

I found Breyona standing off to the side, her hand against her lips to muffle the sobs that wracked her chest.

“Where is my dad?” I asked her.

“He’s downstairs…” She whispered, her voice teetering on the edge of a sob. “… identifying the body.”

Again, I blinked and was elsewhere, standing in a dimly lit hallway on the bottom floor of the Hospital. 2

The Morgue.

As the placards above the doors increased in number, I slowed my pace. For the life of me, I couldn’t remember which room Breyona said to go to, but it didn’t matter in the end.

There were windows along the walls that allowed you to see inside, and that was how I found my dad.

No one noticed when the door creaked open, and I stepped inside. Only Flora and the

Pathologist on duty registered my presence, but not my dad.

his head was bowed, and his shoulders quaked with the weight of his grief as he cried

Sean. 20

annoying big brother, reduced to nothing more

it’s shroud of darkness was unlike

this hard, hadn’t tore a hole through my chest so large that already I could feel it

to look at him, at his pale skin. or at the massive gashes covering

is your fault. This is

It’s then I realize

sight of him, it made

a beacon of strength, a warrior even though his prime had long passed, was torn to absolute shreds. There was no strength in his glossy eyes, no ferocity on his tear-stained face. Only age lines, grief,

to speak, tried so hard but

knows it’s your fault. He knows.

gut- wrenching sob, slamming his hand on the surface of the metal table hard enough to

flowery sundresses and dancing to whimsical music, wrapped her dainty arms around my father and held him-held the man who had slaughtered enemies, won wars, and lived to tell the tale. She held the man five times her size as he broke, doing all she

skin and see for myself. The truth was right in front of my face, but I couldn’t accept it-not until I grazed his cheek and

cold,

was real. Sean was

dad. I’m so so sorry.” I whispered, clenching my fists so hard that my muscles cramped and spasmed,

Dad, if I started

his head snapped up and

Promise me-promise me you will, Lola.” He said

with heady magic flooding my body was a response to his plea. It

I promised him, unable to say

I left, the same thought played in my head on repeat, slashing

Dad doesn’t know.

doesn’t know that it was

Asher killed Sean.

visit my grandma one last time before hunting down the witch that attacked them. There was no plan forming in my head, but one way or another I would

attacked. I’m-I’m so

you mean Sean didn’t make it?

for you, and when I stopped by your house and you weren’t there, I figured I’d check Asher’s parents. Claire and Killian weren’t home, and neither was your dad, but your grandma’s car was still in

there, the front door was wide open. Sean was already…and your grandma, she was on the floor. Before she

“Who was it, Breyona?”

“Asher…it was Asher.”

body for myself, I wished

hospital room, nothing had changed. Well, except for

awake, her eyes open and scanning the room before finding

extracted herself from Mason and spoke softly. It took a great deal of my attention to understand the

but I told you I was going to try a little

so I figured I’d give it a try. I think I

word I fought tears, but

see that the woman in the hospital bed was my grandma. She had the same long, flowing hair tinged with silver streaks and a face full of a lifetime of joy. That joy had been dimmed immensely, but this was still the woman I knew

going to step outside and let you talk.” Mason murmured; his

like a gentle wave cresting, crashing along the sandy shore

now,’ I told them. There would be time to cry, but only after I found the