Chapter 4 – Desperation
Ella
My hands are shaking as I dial Kate’s number. Have I ever been this angry? If I have I certainly can’t remember it now.
“Hello?” Kate answers almost immediately, using a sickly sweet tone that screams of fakeness.
“Kate?” I state bluntly. “Are you with Mike right now?”
There’s a pregnant pause on the other end of the line, before she weakly responds, “What? Of course not.”
“Come off it Kate, do you really think I don’t know about your sh it?” I demand. “I’m not a complete idiot.”
“Ella listen–” She begins, obviously gearing up to give me some sort of excuse.
“No, I don’t even care about your little affair anymore – but I need to talk to him right now.” I declare fiercely.
There’s another pause, and then Kate’s voice drops its innocent tone. “You don’t care?” She repeats, sounding truly shocked. “ You know I’m already pregnant?”
particular piece of news. I clench my hands into fists, feeling so furious I think I might actually break the phone with my tight grip,
ask sharply, “because a man who’s so afraid of responsibility
no, but he loves me, he would never –” She
I cut her off. “At least he said he did. It’s amazing how charming he can be, considering what a bas ta rd he truly
objects, “He just didn’t tell you about it because he didn’t want you
He’s as much a stock broker as I am
got money, he lavishes it on me all the
took out in my name!” I
“What?” She squeaks.
he’s completely bankrupted me. I’m calling the police and if I were you, I’d check your own credit rating immediately, because I’d be willing to
she repeats weakly, “you’re wrong, it’s different
help it. “And frankly I don’t really care what happens to you Kate, but if you’re really pregnant then your baby deserves
crying, not giving her a chance to respond. Why did I buy his lies about looking for work for so long? He crushed me little by little, all the while pretending to be
won’t ever let myself be fooled that
but first I’ve got to try and salvage what’s left of my life. I have to go to the police and see if I can resolve these financial issues… I can’t have a baby if I’m bankrupt, and I can only pray
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can do about this.” The police officer breaks this news to me about as gently as he might smash an ant beneath his boot. “I’ll
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