Alpha Dom and His Human Surrogate

Chapter 39 – The Truth Comes Out

Ella

I can’t explain it, but for some reason Sinclair’s tender care upsets me more than if he was angry. It’s taken me a while to come back to myself –as the fog of my shock wore off and the utter safety and security of being with Sinclair thawed my frozen senses, I found my emotions slowly returning. Just not the ones I expected.

Do I want him to be angry? I wonder. Why? Because it somehow hurts me that he doesn’t seem to care that I defied him? Because I feel badly for breaking his rules and want to see that they weren’t all for show? Because I’m so angry with myself for what happened tonight, and I feel like I deserve to be punished?

I don’t have the answers to these questions, though on some level I suspect all my theories have a kernel of truth. Either way, I find myself picking an argument, rather than letting him comfort me.

Sinclair sighs, though he still doesn’t release me entirely. “I didn’t want to worry you.” He explains, his handsome features a hard mask. “There’s only been one so far, and you know I’ve been worried about your stress levels.”

“Is that why you were called away the other day?” I inquire, his sudden disappearance from the kitchen making more sense now.

“Yes.” He confirms, “It was horrible honestly. Almost a dozen dead in broad daylight and twice as many injured. They didn’t smell like the same wolves who were in the alley with you tonight, but I’m sure they were hired by the same person.”

“The prince?” I guess , shifting my hold on the ice pack as my fingers gradually go numb.

“That’s right.” Sinclair nods. “I’ve been searching for them ever since, but I think he’s probably protecting them.”

bloodlust I feel. It must be my maternal instincts responding to the threat against

and tear them to absolute pieces.” He snarls, letting out more of

such a macabre idea. Frankly I’m amazed I can smile about anything so soon after the attack, even if it is a

“poor, vicious, darling.” He croons, resting his forehead

it terrible that I wish them harm?” I whisper, gazing into his green eyes, mere

himself now, “you really are becoming more like

is growing, but it really feels like he doesn’t approve of my humanity – as if he wants me to be

his hands but careful to avoid touching my bruise, he prompts, “Would you like to tell me why you

at him from beneath my lashes, “Am I in a

it worries me when he goes stoic and unreadable. His anger I can handle, his grim contemplation makes

surroundings. “I needed to feel human again, just for a little while. And I thought it would be fine since we were sticking to

out without guards, you promised me you wouldn’t do this again and you broke your word at the very first opportunity.” I can see his temper flaring now, flashing in his eyes as we finally address the events which led

“And I’ve turned my entire life upside down, given up my entire identity to support it.

night to yourself.” Sinclair agreed, “but

“I shouldn’t have to have babysitters just to go to the park or the grocery store. I don’t know how anyone can live with those

Dominic confesses, “I don’t like having to drag around half a dozen people with me either, but

push down off the counter, shaking my head as I stride past him. “I don’t think you realize just how much you’re asking of me – or how difficult this is. A month ago I led a completely different existence and now everything

this isn’t how you wanted to have your baby – but it isn’t exactly what I wanted either. I always imagined I would share the experience with my mate and that we’d be a family forever. I never imagined contracts and custody and fake relationships.” Ouch. It’s completely true, and yet the statement cuts me to the core. “So we can make the best of our situation, or we can let it divide us. Now, I for one, think we

I murmur, tears springing to my eyes. I need to get out of here before I start to cry. “And I think we’ll get there. But right now I just need