Alpha Dom and His Human Surrogate

Chapter 39 – The Truth Comes Out

Ella

I can’t explain it, but for some reason Sinclair’s tender care upsets me more than if he was angry. It’s taken me a while to come back to myself –as the fog of my shock wore off and the utter safety and security of being with Sinclair thawed my frozen senses, I found my emotions slowly returning. Just not the ones I expected.

Do I want him to be angry? I wonder. Why? Because it somehow hurts me that he doesn’t seem to care that I defied him? Because I feel badly for breaking his rules and want to see that they weren’t all for show? Because I’m so angry with myself for what happened tonight, and I feel like I deserve to be punished?

I don’t have the answers to these questions, though on some level I suspect all my theories have a kernel of truth. Either way, I find myself picking an argument, rather than letting him comfort me.

Sinclair sighs, though he still doesn’t release me entirely. “I didn’t want to worry you.” He explains, his handsome features a hard mask. “There’s only been one so far, and you know I’ve been worried about your stress levels.”

“Is that why you were called away the other day?” I inquire, his sudden disappearance from the kitchen making more sense now.

“Yes.” He confirms, “It was horrible honestly. Almost a dozen dead in broad daylight and twice as many injured. They didn’t smell like the same wolves who were in the alley with you tonight, but I’m sure they were hired by the same person.”

“The prince?” I guess , shifting my hold on the ice pack as my fingers gradually go numb.

“That’s right.” Sinclair nods. “I’ve been searching for them ever since, but I think he’s probably protecting them.”

threat against my pup – I’ve never wished anyone dead

hunt them down and tear them to absolute pieces.”

if it is a somber grin. Either way the stretch of my lips pulls

darling.” He croons, resting his forehead

I whisper, gazing into his green eyes, mere

course not.” Sinclair promises, smiling himself now, “you really

pup is growing, but it really feels like he doesn’t approve of my humanity – as if he wants me to be a wolf and

to avoid touching my bruise, he prompts, “Would you like to tell me why you snuck out tonight – after everything

from beneath my lashes, “Am I

it worries me when he goes stoic and unreadable.

this.” I share, gesturing to our surroundings. “I needed to feel human again, just for a little while. And I thought it would be fine since

for you to be out without guards, you promised me you wouldn’t do this again and you broke your word at the very first opportunity.” I can see his temper flaring now, flashing in his eyes as we finally address the events which led up to

my entire life upside down, given up my entire

yourself.” Sinclair agreed, “but if you’re going to be out in the city, you

foot out the front door!” I burst out. “I shouldn’t have to have babysitters just

people with me either, but

stride past him. “I don’t think you realize just how much you’re asking of me – or how difficult this is. A month ago I led a completely different existence

Sinclair insists, “And I know this isn’t how you wanted to have your baby – but it isn’t exactly what I wanted either. I always imagined I would share the experience with my mate and that we’d be a family forever. I never imagined contracts and custody and fake relationships.” Ouch. It’s completely true, and yet the statement

to my eyes. I need to get out of here before I start to cry. “And I think we’ll get there. But right now I just