Alpha Dom and His Human Surrogate
Chapter 54
Chapter 54: Lyd a’s. Ar
Ella
It takes me a minute to understand what must be happening. The only woman I’ve been near tonight, is the stranger in the restroom. So if I smell like Lydia… that must have been her. It’s no wonder she seemed so mysterious and sad. I feel for her immensely. I know what it’s like to try for years on end to get pregnant with a partner, only for them to succeed with someone else.
Of course, Sinclair didn’t do to her what Mike did to me, they’d been in their struggle together- but it must still hurt. In fact, my pregnancy probably proves the problems they had conceiving were with her, which is devastating for any hopeful mother.
“There was a woman in the restroom.” I tell Sinclair hesitantly. “She helped me, held back my hair.
“What did she look like?” He demands urgently.
“Dark hair, blue eyes, tall and willowy.” In fact she was my opposite in just about every way, right down to her perfectly manicured nails and custom designer shoes.
Before I can say any more, Sinclair turns and disappears into the crowd, scanning the feast for signs of his ex. My heart falls, faster and harder than I could have believed possible. I can’t believe how painful it is to see him running after her this way, obviously desperate to find her. One mention of Lydia and I might as well not exist. I feel like
Chapter 54 – Lydia’s Retum
crumpling in on myself, though I don’t have any right to feel jilted. I’ve known the score from the beginning – Sinclair never pretended
otherwise. So why does it hurt so much?
“You should get off your feet.” Henry says kindly, urging me to take my seat. “You still look very pale.” I follow his gesture obediently, not sure how much longer my legs will support me. Sinclair is out of sight now, no doubt chasing down his true mate to convince her to come back to him. I can’t seem to conjure up any words or coherent
thoughts. I’m slowly being crushed beneath the weight of my disappointment.
I’m cursing myself for being so silly, for getting my hopes up when I knew better. It’s obvious now I’ve been lying to myself about my
feelings for Sinclair, or this wouldn’t be so agonizing. At the same time. It’s irrefutable proof that I was right not to get involved with him. I was right to try and protect myself – even though I failed. I can’t imagine how much worse this would be if I’d actually started a relationship with him.
Stop this, the little voice in my head scolds. You’re overreacting, he just went after her, you have no idea what he’s thinking. You’re assuming the worst because you expect to be let down.
remember?
Sinclair is different. She insists. He’s special and he cares about you.
He cares about the pup. I correct her. He’s protective of me for its sake
and he might be grateful to me for carrying it, but I’ll never be a she- wolf. I’ll never be in his league and we both know it.
not your brain. Think of the way he compliments you! You’re more than just a surrogate to him. She presses. And the moment I deliver this baby. I guarantee I’ll cease to warrant his attention. I predict grimly. Just you wait and see. Before my conscience can reply there’s movement in my periphery, and a new voice joins the conversation. “I tried to warn you.” Roger appears as if from nowhere, but he obviously saw
every week though you never pick up the phone. I’d be thrilled to see you any time you like.” I feel a rush of
possible. I hate to think of how badly being rejected by him would sting – no matter how old he gets. Most parents would probably give up after a while, to save themselves the pain if nothing else. It speaks. volumes that Henry has never stopped trying to be in his son’s life, and I’m glad that Sinclair learned how to be a father from him. I might not ever have my feelings for Sinclair returned, but I know my baby will always have his father’s love and protection. That’s certainly more than I could have said for Mike, and more than many women get from theirpartners.
However Roger clearly doesn’t feel any sense of gratitude for his father’s dedication. Instead he turns his nose up in disgust. “You clearly let that injury steal your dignity as well as your mobility. No true Alpha would shamelessly chase after someone who clearly didn’t
want to be around them.”
“No true father would let a bitter child push him away without a fight either.” Henry growls back, showing a glimmer of his former strength. “Like it or not, I will always be there for you even and especially when you don’t want me to be.”
“That’s called smothering.” Roger complains, curling his lip.
“It’s called parenting” Henry counters co olly. “And if I didn’t teach you that well enough then I’m relieved you don’t have pups of your own.”
– men are
“Please don’t fight.” I cut in. I hate disagreements, especially between men. That’s another lesson I learned the hard way dangerous when they lose their tempers. In fact, it’s amazing that I’m not more frightened of Sinclair’s temper- given how intimidating he
Maybe it’s because he’s always so in control, but somehow I know in my heart that he wouldn’t ever raise a hand against me. The more I think about it, the more I realize that I can’t recall ever trusting anyone the way I trust Sinclair. That must be the pup’s influence too, he’s bonded with Sinclair and knows he isn’t a threat, so I don’t fear him
either.
“I’m sorry, Ella.” Henry proclaims swiftly. “You’re right, it’s the holidays, we shouldn’t be arguing like this, especially not in front of
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