Alpha Leo and the Heart of Fire

72. From His Lips AZURA.

His words cut like a knife. I more than anyone regret my time with Judah, but as a careless eighteen–year–old, he seemed to have understood me... I was the misfit, the odd one out, the freak... When I met Judah, it just felt like he didn‘t care about my past. He welcomed me into his arms with empty promises, and I fell for it.

“Azura!” Leo called, but I sped up, heading to our bedroom.

I broke into a run, entering the room, I ran straight to the bathroom. Locking the door, I stepped into the shower, switching it on making sure that my walls were up

“Azura.” I heard him trying the door, and I took a slow breath, wanting to sound normal.

“Yeah?!”

I heard him sigh, “Are you ok?” No, I‘m not “Yes, can a girl shower in peace?” I replied, feeling my emotions ready to spiral.

Everything that was happening was my fault, I get that... but he had tried so hard to make me believe that it wasn‘t my fault, but what he said now... Did he even mean it? Deep down he probably felt that it was my fault.

I kicked off my sneakers, slowly stepping under the cold water of the shower.

“Alright... don‘t take too long. I didn‘t mean what.”

“Like I said, can a girl shower in peace?” This time my voice sounded cold.

“Not when she‘s pissed, when a woman says she‘s fine she isn‘t.” 1

“Wow you‘re really so smart, aren‘t you? Give yourself a pat on the shoulder for figuring that out.” I growled, giving up on hiding my emotions. He didn‘t respond, and I leaned against the shower wall, sliding to the floor fully clothed. My white shirt was stuck to me as the cold water drenched me.

My fault...

Time and time again, I messed up and others got hurt.

I wrapped my arms around my legs, resting my forehead on my knees, feeling my tears on the verge of spilling. The last few days were already so hard... Seeing Kareena in that state, I was racked with guilt.

The run–in with Nikki earlier didn‘t help either…

(FLASHBACK).

I had just purchased some flowers, deciding to stop at the graves on the way back from seeing Kareena. Eric and Jax were with me as Leo wouldn‘t let me wander alone. I looked down at the graves after laying the flowers on them, silently apologising once more.

A shadow fell over me, blocking out the sunlight, and I tilted my head to look at the woman who was standing there.

What are you doing here?!” Nikki shouted, for once she was without makeup, her eyes puffy

and the hatred in them clear.

“Nikki. You are speaking to your Luna.” Jax warned, stepping in front of me defensively.” Leave.”

“This is my sister‘s grave!” She hissed venonjously.

“Nikki –” Eric began.

crouching, placing

think that‘s wise, let‘s get you

Jax frowned as Eric slowly backed off.

can report back to his Alpha.” Nikki said, “The one you stole from

he was always meant to be mine. You were just there, I‘m the one who belongs with him. When will you let that

let out a bitter laugh “Are you for real? You actually care? Or pretending to care! You‘re the reason she‘s dead! Deny it all you want! Everyone knows that the man who killed

ex!”

that even

afraid to have you tossed in prison Nikki!” Jax growled, grabbing

not manhandle a

woman. Take her, Eric, put her in for a day.

killed my baby sister!” She screamed

pack. “Eric. Let her go.” I commanded as Jax looked at me sharply. “Jax... I‘m the future Alpha‘s mate

head clearly pissed when Eric

her, she glanced at both Jax and I,

the floor. “Leo is going

“No, he won‘t because he won‘t

No one is to relay this to him. Am I

at his hands. “I understand that Luna... but she needs to

“I agree.” Jax growled.

shook my head. “Not

(END OF FLASHBACK)

no one... I wish I could heal Leo already. If I wasn‘t pregnant, I would have gone

I turned sharply to see Leo enter, his eyes instantly landing

never knew the new trend was to shower with your clothes on.” He said quietly as he walked over

generation likes to do just in case

me as he stepped into the shower shoes on and all, letting the water drench him. “I‘m sorry, I didn‘t fucking mean it like that.” He said quietly, pressing his head

she wanted to give in to him. It was at times when we were at odds that

said

– refusing to turn towards him. I growled as

his face, one that didn‘t reach his eyes, which were still filled with concern and so many emotions, that I didn‘t want to see. He‘d make me melt.” If you‘re angry, vent. Hit me,

that lousy comeback. “Good to know.” The smirk returned, and I smacked his arm, my hand hitting

Maybe...

down at me, the cold water pouring down over both of us. “What the fuck did you see in Nikki?” I

pull away only for him to cup my face, refusing to allow me to

shook my head. He didn‘t need to prove anything to me. I could tell he wasn‘t lying, and I also knew I would trust him blindly no matter what... I knew, going

Beautiful, yet terrifying too.

so easily, yet here I was, rather than lashing out, I was just...no longer angry. “Damn mate bond.” I muttered, stepping closer and fighting the urge

“You really do resort to violence every fucking time.” “Of course, I

every time I piss you off, you‘re going to call me an old man?” “Yup, and make many more voodoo dolls. Just wait till I get that staple gun...” I glowered at him, trying to

cold water was becoming more noticeable now, but I

mean, he was meant to be smart, wasn‘t he? “Staple gun your dick obviously, give you a few more ladder steps.” I clenched my teeth, trying not to

just wait...” I muttered. To my surprise, he simply chuckled, crashing his lips right down on mine. Rivers of pleasure danced through me, as he claimed my trembling lips in a .

I love you.‘ Came his breathy voice in my mind, making me freeze. His words were echoing in

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