Alpha Niall And His Lost Mate

*Book Three In The 'Alpha's Mate Series- Stand Alone Book*

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My Dearest Zoey,

If you're reading this, it means I'm not in your life when you initiated your first shift. I do trust that you're well and happy in a pack with people who love you. That's all I ever wanted for you.

If by now you didn't know, I was a rogue. I ran away from my pack when I was 21 for reasons I wish for you not to worry about.

If your mom ever told you anything about me, I hope she told you that I love you, and that the rogue life was never what I wanted for you. The constant running and looking over my back was never how I wanted you to live. And so, I'm trying my best to get you into a pack.

Maybe the reason why I'm not with you is because my lifestyle got me to the grave, or maybe it's some other reason.

But I want you to know that being a wolf is more than just shifting.

You'll find your mate and live the happy life I always wished for you.

Have my grandpups and make me proud.

I hope you know that I loved your mom. She changed me for the best and gave me the best gift I could ever wish for.

My precious Zoey.

If by some unfortunate incident you learn that my death wasn't natural and was by the hands of someone else, please don't try and avenge me.

I've done a lot of bad things in my life, and I don't want that for you. It's not worth it in the end. So always choose to be good Zoey.

Be good and do good. I know your heart is bigger than mine and your mom's combined. And I have faith that however and whoever you grow up with, teaches you the right way to be a wolf.

You are and will always be the most precious jewel I was given. I want you to remember that and always stay true to yourself. Be happy and live life to the fullest. I will still be with you through every milestone.

Know that you're strong Zoey. You're stronger than you'll ever know. And I hope you use your strength to be the wolf you're destined to be.

I love you my dearest child. My blood will always run through your veins.

Zoey Isabella Boysen.

My love, my heart, the reason for the most joy I've ever known in my life. My baby girl.

Your dad, Reagan. Forever in my heart.

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Tears streamed down my cheeks as I glanced over the letter one more time.

the most was that he actually had a feeling that he would, and so

pictures, just stories from my mom about how he was when they

wanted to know him and to talk to him, to learn so much more about him. This letter was the first thing that made me feel somewhat connected to him, but it also made me

my dad? What really happened to

never knew him personally since we had different dads, and the one

know who I was.

I was different. My mom was a human, and my dad was a werewolf. But I've always known that

before I even

deserve to know my truth. I can't live knowing that there's something about

was my

against my chest and looked up

proud. I promise" I whispered, as my heart ached

big sister, Victoria, pulled me into a comforting hug, but I

just shifted for the first time today. Other werewolves shift for the first time when they turn sixteen, but my wolf hadn't awakened in me until this morning on my

mom, my sister is human too, so

mate and our current Alpha, Luka, helped me every step

was hella painful, but it was worth it. I felt so much stronger and complete. That is, until Victoria handed me this

did you get this? " I asked through

it to me when you were six. She wanted me to give it

didn't know my dad, I still felt his absence. And when mom died too, it

on love. The people that I live with

want her to

tucked one of my curls back into my bun. "I know you have questions, and I really wish I could answer them. But I promise

shoulder as my head throbbed in pain. "I want to know everything, Victoria. I want to know why everybody is convinced that I'm from a high ranking family because of my scent. I want to know

"I know sweetheart "

know myself

the letter again. My eyebrows scrunched as I read over a

never really asked how he died. Do

tensed at my question for a moment, before meeting my eyes with a

"Zoey-"

cut off by Ciara as she barged into my room with a huge smile on her face and Ashley

Ashley was the Beta's mate. I grew

knew you had it in you. Oh and happy birthday" She added, handing me a

"What's this? "

you when you turned sixteen. But since you didn't shift, I assumed

the box to see a beautiful gold bracelet with a wolf shaped pendant on it, and my

my gosh this is beautiful Ciara. Thank you" I wrapped her in a hug despite my aching muscles, and pulled away once again to admire

bracelet"

confused.

shift with it and it won't rip apart like your clothes. Instead it transforms into a

didn't even know those kinds of things were possible" I mumbled