Alpha Niall And His Lost Mate

*Book Three In The 'Alpha's Mate Series- Stand Alone Book*

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My Dearest Zoey,

If you're reading this, it means I'm not in your life when you initiated your first shift. I do trust that you're well and happy in a pack with people who love you. That's all I ever wanted for you.

If by now you didn't know, I was a rogue. I ran away from my pack when I was 21 for reasons I wish for you not to worry about.

If your mom ever told you anything about me, I hope she told you that I love you, and that the rogue life was never what I wanted for you. The constant running and looking over my back was never how I wanted you to live. And so, I'm trying my best to get you into a pack.

Maybe the reason why I'm not with you is because my lifestyle got me to the grave, or maybe it's some other reason.

But I want you to know that being a wolf is more than just shifting.

You'll find your mate and live the happy life I always wished for you.

Have my grandpups and make me proud.

I hope you know that I loved your mom. She changed me for the best and gave me the best gift I could ever wish for.

My precious Zoey.

If by some unfortunate incident you learn that my death wasn't natural and was by the hands of someone else, please don't try and avenge me.

I've done a lot of bad things in my life, and I don't want that for you. It's not worth it in the end. So always choose to be good Zoey.

Be good and do good. I know your heart is bigger than mine and your mom's combined. And I have faith that however and whoever you grow up with, teaches you the right way to be a wolf.

You are and will always be the most precious jewel I was given. I want you to remember that and always stay true to yourself. Be happy and live life to the fullest. I will still be with you through every milestone.

Know that you're strong Zoey. You're stronger than you'll ever know. And I hope you use your strength to be the wolf you're destined to be.

I love you my dearest child. My blood will always run through your veins.

Zoey Isabella Boysen.

My love, my heart, the reason for the most joy I've ever known in my life. My baby girl.

Your dad, Reagan. Forever in my heart.

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Tears streamed down my cheeks as I glanced over the letter one more time.

letter was written by my dad before he died. What pained me the most was that he actually had

my dad was. There were no pictures, just stories from my

wanted to know him and to talk to him, to learn so much more about him. This letter was the first thing that made me feel somewhat connected to him,

dad? What really happened to

since we had different dads, and the one person who knew enough

torn. I felt like I didn't know who I was. I want to know more,

human, and my dad was a

strong, and this was before I even shifted. Something about my

to know my truth. I can't live knowing that there's

letter was my

chest and looked up

I'll make you proud. I promise" I

pulled me into a comforting hug, but I winced at

today. Other werewolves shift for the first time when they turn sixteen, but my wolf hadn't awakened in me until

I woke up my sister and ran down to the backyard to get ready. Like my mom, my sister is human too, so she had no idea what

our current Alpha, Luka, helped

painful, but it was worth it. I felt so much stronger and complete.

" I asked through a sniffle as I

wanted me to give it to you on the day

of both my parents in one statement. Though I didn't know my dad, I still felt his absence. And when mom died too, it was like I

with are some

her to

my bun. "I know you have questions, and I really wish I could answer them. But I promise

my face into her shoulder as my head throbbed in pain. "I want to know everything, Victoria. I want to know why everybody is convinced that I'm from a high ranking family because of my scent. I want to know who my dad was, why he left his pack and where his pack really is.

"I know sweetheart "

continued. "I feel like I can't fully know myself until I know who I

letter again. My eyebrows scrunched

asked how he

question for a moment, before meeting my eyes

"Zoey-"

" She was cut off by Ciara as she barged into my room with a huge smile

our Gamma's mate, and Ashley was the Beta's mate. I grew up with them also, and they too

baby girl. I knew you had it in you. Oh and

"What's this? "

you turned sixteen. But since you didn't

opened the box to see a beautiful gold bracelet with a

Ciara. Thank you" I wrapped her in a hug despite my aching muscles, and

bracelet" She informed

confused. Ashley chuckled before

rip apart like your clothes. Instead it transforms into a cute chain collar when you're

know those kinds of things were possible" I mumbled while putting it