Alpha Niall And His Lost Mate

*Book Three In The 'Alpha's Mate Series- Stand Alone Book*

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My Dearest Zoey,

If you're reading this, it means I'm not in your life when you initiated your first shift. I do trust that you're well and happy in a pack with people who love you. That's all I ever wanted for you.

If by now you didn't know, I was a rogue. I ran away from my pack when I was 21 for reasons I wish for you not to worry about.

If your mom ever told you anything about me, I hope she told you that I love you, and that the rogue life was never what I wanted for you. The constant running and looking over my back was never how I wanted you to live. And so, I'm trying my best to get you into a pack.

Maybe the reason why I'm not with you is because my lifestyle got me to the grave, or maybe it's some other reason.

But I want you to know that being a wolf is more than just shifting.

You'll find your mate and live the happy life I always wished for you.

Have my grandpups and make me proud.

I hope you know that I loved your mom. She changed me for the best and gave me the best gift I could ever wish for.

My precious Zoey.

If by some unfortunate incident you learn that my death wasn't natural and was by the hands of someone else, please don't try and avenge me.

I've done a lot of bad things in my life, and I don't want that for you. It's not worth it in the end. So always choose to be good Zoey.

Be good and do good. I know your heart is bigger than mine and your mom's combined. And I have faith that however and whoever you grow up with, teaches you the right way to be a wolf.

You are and will always be the most precious jewel I was given. I want you to remember that and always stay true to yourself. Be happy and live life to the fullest. I will still be with you through every milestone.

Know that you're strong Zoey. You're stronger than you'll ever know. And I hope you use your strength to be the wolf you're destined to be.

I love you my dearest child. My blood will always run through your veins.

Zoey Isabella Boysen.

My love, my heart, the reason for the most joy I've ever known in my life. My baby girl.

Your dad, Reagan. Forever in my heart.

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Tears streamed down my cheeks as I glanced over the letter one more time.

dad before he died. What pained me the most was that he actually had a feeling

who my dad was. There were no pictures, just stories from my mom about how he

talk to him, to learn so much more about him. This letter was the first thing

was my dad? What really happened

one person who knew enough about him, died seven years ago along with his

like I didn't know who I was. I want to know more, to

I always knew that I was different. My mom was a human, and my dad was a werewolf. But I've always known that

too strong, and this was before I even shifted. Something about my life story isn't adding up. And this letter

truth. I can't live knowing that there's

was

my chest and

proud. I promise" I whispered, as my

a comforting hug, but I winced at the pain that

time today. Other werewolves shift for the first time when they turn sixteen, but my wolf hadn't awakened in me until this

get ready. Like my mom, my sister is human too, so she had no idea what to do

Luka, helped me every step

I felt so much stronger and complete. That is, until

asked through a sniffle

it to me when you were six. She wanted me to give it to you on the day of your first shift. That's

know my dad, I still felt his absence. And when mom died too, it was like I lost them

short on love. The people that I live with are some of the most loving wolves I know. Dad would've

would he want her to wait until I

sighed and tucked one of my curls back into my bun. "I know you have questions, and I really wish I could

her shoulder as my head throbbed in pain. "I want to know everything, Victoria. I want to know why everybody is convinced that I'm from a high ranking family because of my scent. I want

"I know sweetheart "

feel like I can't fully know myself until

My eyebrows scrunched as I read over a

asked how he died. Do

at my question for a moment, before meeting my eyes with a

"Zoey-"

barged into my room with a huge

was our Gamma's mate, and Ashley was the Beta's mate. I grew up with them also, and they too treated me like

you. Oh

"What's this? "

little something I got for you when you turned sixteen. But since you didn't shift, I assumed I'd give it

to see a beautiful gold bracelet with a wolf shaped pendant on it, and

in a hug despite my aching muscles, and pulled

shifters bracelet"

confused. Ashley chuckled

that you can shift with it and it won't rip apart like your clothes. Instead it

those kinds of things were possible" I mumbled while putting it