Alpha Niall And His Lost Mate

*Book Three In The 'Alpha's Mate Series- Stand Alone Book*

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My Dearest Zoey,

If you're reading this, it means I'm not in your life when you initiated your first shift. I do trust that you're well and happy in a pack with people who love you. That's all I ever wanted for you.

If by now you didn't know, I was a rogue. I ran away from my pack when I was 21 for reasons I wish for you not to worry about.

If your mom ever told you anything about me, I hope she told you that I love you, and that the rogue life was never what I wanted for you. The constant running and looking over my back was never how I wanted you to live. And so, I'm trying my best to get you into a pack.

Maybe the reason why I'm not with you is because my lifestyle got me to the grave, or maybe it's some other reason.

But I want you to know that being a wolf is more than just shifting.

You'll find your mate and live the happy life I always wished for you.

Have my grandpups and make me proud.

I hope you know that I loved your mom. She changed me for the best and gave me the best gift I could ever wish for.

My precious Zoey.

If by some unfortunate incident you learn that my death wasn't natural and was by the hands of someone else, please don't try and avenge me.

I've done a lot of bad things in my life, and I don't want that for you. It's not worth it in the end. So always choose to be good Zoey.

Be good and do good. I know your heart is bigger than mine and your mom's combined. And I have faith that however and whoever you grow up with, teaches you the right way to be a wolf.

You are and will always be the most precious jewel I was given. I want you to remember that and always stay true to yourself. Be happy and live life to the fullest. I will still be with you through every milestone.

Know that you're strong Zoey. You're stronger than you'll ever know. And I hope you use your strength to be the wolf you're destined to be.

I love you my dearest child. My blood will always run through your veins.

Zoey Isabella Boysen.

My love, my heart, the reason for the most joy I've ever known in my life. My baby girl.

Your dad, Reagan. Forever in my heart.

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Tears streamed down my cheeks as I glanced over the letter one more time.

was written by my dad before he died. What pained me the most was that he actually had a feeling that he would, and so

were no pictures,

so much more about him. This letter was the first thing that made me feel somewhat connected to him, but it also made

dad? What really happened to

dads, and the one person who knew enough about him, died

felt torn. I felt like I didn't know who I was. I want to know more,

I always knew that I was different. My mom was a human, and my dad was a

was way too strong, and this was before I even shifted. Something about my life story isn't adding up. And this letter just made me

live knowing that there's something about my background with missing

letter was

clenched the letter against my chest

dad. I'll make you proud. I promise" I whispered, as my

me into a comforting hug, but I winced at the pain that

for the first time when they

was so excited, that I woke up my sister and ran down to the backyard to get ready. Like my mom, my

mate and our current Alpha, Luka, helped

worth it. I felt so

asked through a

give it to you on the day of your first shift. That's

Though I didn't know my dad, I still felt his absence. And when mom

people that I live with are some of the most loving

to wait until I

had his reasons."She sighed and tucked one of my curls back into my bun. "I know you have questions, and I really wish I could

that I'm from a high ranking family because of my scent. I want to know who my dad was, why he left his

"I know sweetheart "

feel like I can't fully know myself until I know who I really am, you know?

peered at the letter again. My eyebrows scrunched

he

my question for a moment, before meeting my eyes with a certain

"Zoey-"

big bad wolf! " She was cut off by Ciara as she barged into my room with a huge smile on her face and Ashley

mate, and Ashley was the Beta's mate. I grew up with

girl. I knew you had it in you. Oh and happy birthday" She added, handing me a

"What's this? "

little something I got for you when you turned sixteen. But since you didn't shift,

bracelet with a wolf shaped pendant on it, and my birthstone in the

in a hug despite my aching muscles, and pulled away once again to

a shifters bracelet" She

in? " I asked, confused. Ashley chuckled

like your clothes. Instead it transforms into a cute chain collar when you're

know those kinds of things were possible" I mumbled while putting it