Alpha Niall And His Lost Mate

He said yes.

Yes for crying out loud!

Gosh I never thought one word could've caused such turmoil within me. Normally the word 'yes' is associated with good news or requests, but right now it just made my stomach churn.

I knew it was probably unnecessary that I was upset about it, given that it was before we even knew we were mates. But the thought of it happening just made me sick.

And to make it all worse, that bitc- I mean girl felt like she had the right to be jealous. He's MY mate.

I felt anger build up in me even more by the second, and as much as I wanted to walk out and find somewhere else to go, I had an urge to know more. God knows why.

"What did you guys do?" I muttered through clenched teeth as I balled my fists tightly.

He looked utterly petrified at the situation, and I knew he wished he hadn't let that one slip.

"I promise you, I've never slept with her" He rushed out, and I visibly relaxed. "We did....other things, but I had enough respect for myself and my mate, and her and hers to keep it pure. I would've never wanted to take something from another man what is rightfully his"

"But you did anyway," I shot back. "You may not be her first in that way, but you were her first everything else. And she yours"

He sighed, looking down. "I know. But she had the biggest crush on me since we were kids, and I guess I kinda liked her too.... For a while" He added quickly. " When she shifted and realized that I wasn't her mate, she got all sad and I guess because we both were teenagers of different sexes, things tended to get out of control" He explained, and I scoffed with a dramatic eye roll.

"But I cut things off with her when I turned seventeen. It was just a messed up year. I'm really sorry Zoey. I don't know why I did it but I was young and curious. I knew I told you that I always suspected that you were my mate and hence I should've waited. But once I shifted for the first time and everything became heightened, it was hard not to give in. I really am sorry if this hurts you or makes you uncomfortable " He added, but it barely calmed me down.

I knew I had no right to resent him for his past actions. As long as we were unaware of our mateship, I couldn't hold him responsible for being 'adventurous'. But I was hurt, and I wouldn't hide it.

"Okay" I mumbled as I turned to leave. "I think I'll take a guest room for tonight if you don't mind"

For a while there was silence, but I didn't want to turn around.

Eventually he sighed, stepping ahead of me and showing me to the room across from his. Without a word or a look back, I entered the room and gently closed the door behind me.

I just got here and already I felt sad.

I knew this wouldn't be easy, and I knew we had to work things out, but I guess it would have to wait until I cooled down.

Just like my sister, I had a temper that could light a whole forest on fire. Don't let her sweet and calm demeanour fool you into being rude or disrespectful to her. She will end you.

And so would I.

That was the main reason why I requested to stay in a separate room for now. I knew that if I stayed and listened to him trying to explain or make it better, I would erupt and say things that will hurt us both in the end.

I knew it was weird, but I recovered from my moods alone where I can't hurt anybody or cause anymore trouble.

For now, I just needed to accept what is. But I had no idea how I was gonna be cool around Asia, knowing that she still obviously has feelings for my mate. Hell, I didn't even know how I was gonna get through dinner.

The tension alone will be enough to choke me to death.

***

was the drive here?" Niall's mom asked in an attempt to initiate

talking to Niall. I didn't even sit beside him, but regretted

being here, and the awkwardness among us

was sleeping for almost all of

Though I'm sure my son's company would've been great" She laughed,

threw Asia a glare when I heard her

I continue to get more of your

you to feel very much at home here. We

simply nodded as I continued

utter a word since we got here, but I could feel his piercing gaze on me. His stare wasn't the only one

voice called, and I was shocked that it came from

plastered on her lips as she stared at me. I, on the other hand, don't do fake. So I showed her my uninterested bored

birthday. How

it has to do with my mom being

again, and my grip

it doesn't

have the wolf gene, which I got from my dad, I am a full bred wolf.

and it took everything in me

looking directly at her to tell her

means you're not

I barely pushed my chair back and attempted to get up. But Jared,

were pleading rather than demanding. But nonetheless, it hurt

me all this time, and he chose to talk when

talk to me but not her?" I asked harshly, and he looked slightly

for someone who is going to be the Alpha female. Not to mention the fact that you're half wolf

shot back, and this time I managed to stand.

sorry Ace and Roxy. Thanks for the beautiful meal. Excuse me" I

astonished by my outburst nor did they seem to disapprove of my reaction, which I was

my way to the stairs in hopes to get to my room before Niall caught up to me. He came after me when I ran out of the kitchen.

call after me once I reached the floor that our rooms were on. I continued to move swiftly,

should I?" I semi-shouted as I spun around to face him. "Why don't you go comfort your little princess and

me mentioning her as his princess. This was the exact reason why I don't talk when

my

she was the one attacking me! I know you guys are close from like baby days and

your side Zoey. I just didn't want

and her to work, tell her to stay the hell out of my path!" And

grabbed my phone as I searched for Victoria's number quickly.

you to call me as soon as you arrived and it's now six in the evening!" She scolded as soon

it here" I mumbled lowly, and I wished I had her to hold

asked, her before

to have some family bond with her that makes him loyal to her and

You're rambling" She highlighted. I sometimes ramble when I feel pressured. "And you have to give things time sweetheart. You've only been there what, a few hours? You can't judge how the rest of your stay will be

what if it doesn't?"