Alpha Niall And His Lost Mate

He said yes.

Yes for crying out loud!

Gosh I never thought one word could've caused such turmoil within me. Normally the word 'yes' is associated with good news or requests, but right now it just made my stomach churn.

I knew it was probably unnecessary that I was upset about it, given that it was before we even knew we were mates. But the thought of it happening just made me sick.

And to make it all worse, that bitc- I mean girl felt like she had the right to be jealous. He's MY mate.

I felt anger build up in me even more by the second, and as much as I wanted to walk out and find somewhere else to go, I had an urge to know more. God knows why.

"What did you guys do?" I muttered through clenched teeth as I balled my fists tightly.

He looked utterly petrified at the situation, and I knew he wished he hadn't let that one slip.

"I promise you, I've never slept with her" He rushed out, and I visibly relaxed. "We did....other things, but I had enough respect for myself and my mate, and her and hers to keep it pure. I would've never wanted to take something from another man what is rightfully his"

"But you did anyway," I shot back. "You may not be her first in that way, but you were her first everything else. And she yours"

He sighed, looking down. "I know. But she had the biggest crush on me since we were kids, and I guess I kinda liked her too.... For a while" He added quickly. " When she shifted and realized that I wasn't her mate, she got all sad and I guess because we both were teenagers of different sexes, things tended to get out of control" He explained, and I scoffed with a dramatic eye roll.

"But I cut things off with her when I turned seventeen. It was just a messed up year. I'm really sorry Zoey. I don't know why I did it but I was young and curious. I knew I told you that I always suspected that you were my mate and hence I should've waited. But once I shifted for the first time and everything became heightened, it was hard not to give in. I really am sorry if this hurts you or makes you uncomfortable " He added, but it barely calmed me down.

I knew I had no right to resent him for his past actions. As long as we were unaware of our mateship, I couldn't hold him responsible for being 'adventurous'. But I was hurt, and I wouldn't hide it.

"Okay" I mumbled as I turned to leave. "I think I'll take a guest room for tonight if you don't mind"

For a while there was silence, but I didn't want to turn around.

Eventually he sighed, stepping ahead of me and showing me to the room across from his. Without a word or a look back, I entered the room and gently closed the door behind me.

I just got here and already I felt sad.

I knew this wouldn't be easy, and I knew we had to work things out, but I guess it would have to wait until I cooled down.

Just like my sister, I had a temper that could light a whole forest on fire. Don't let her sweet and calm demeanour fool you into being rude or disrespectful to her. She will end you.

And so would I.

That was the main reason why I requested to stay in a separate room for now. I knew that if I stayed and listened to him trying to explain or make it better, I would erupt and say things that will hurt us both in the end.

I knew it was weird, but I recovered from my moods alone where I can't hurt anybody or cause anymore trouble.

For now, I just needed to accept what is. But I had no idea how I was gonna be cool around Asia, knowing that she still obviously has feelings for my mate. Hell, I didn't even know how I was gonna get through dinner.

The tension alone will be enough to choke me to death.

***

was the drive here?" Niall's mom asked in an attempt

even sit beside him, but regretted it

still very much upset with me being here, and the awkwardness among us was evident to everyone else. It sorta made

for almost all of it

drive is almost dreadful. Though I'm sure my son's company would've been great" She laughed, and I chuckled

glare when I heard her scoff,

delicious Roxy. I dont think I'll ever miss home if I continue to get more of your food" I joked, deciding to ignore the

you like it. I want you to feel very much at home

simply nodded as I continued to eat the delicious

to utter a word since we got here, but I could feel his piercing gaze on me. His stare

and I was shocked that it

her lips as she stared at me. I, on the other hand, don't do fake. So I showed her my uninterested

you shifted for the first time a couple days ago on your 18th birthday. How could that be?" She faked curiosity

with my mom being human" I

asked again, and my grip on the fork got tighter as my irritation

knew it doesn't

dragged slowly. "Once I have the wolf gene, which I got from my dad,

and it took everything in me not to sail the fork right in her eye. Because

tell her to drop it. But

it means you're not

barely pushed my

that his eyes were pleading rather than demanding. But nonetheless, it hurt me so I shot

literally here picking on me all this time, and he chose to

her?" I asked harshly, and he

Not to mention the fact

perfect qualities of a Beta" I shot back, and this time I

and Roxy. Thanks for the beautiful meal. Excuse me" I quickly apologized and headed

outburst nor did

stairs in hopes to get to my room before Niall caught up to me. He came after me when I ran out of the kitchen. But I knew that if I was angry then, it was far worse now. So talking

him call after me once I reached the floor that our rooms were on. I continued to move swiftly, not wanting

why should I?" I semi-shouted as I spun around to face him. "Why don't you

princess. This was the exact reason why I

not my princess

surely stood up for her when she was the one attacking me! I know you guys are close from like baby days and stuff but I'm your mate Niall. You're

Zoey. I just didn't want you

relationship between me and her to work, tell her to stay the

to the bed and grabbed my phone as I searched for Victoria's number quickly. Luckily, she picked up at the

soon as you arrived and it's now six in the evening!" She scolded as soon as she picked up.

don't like it here" I mumbled lowly, and I wished I had

She asked, her before irritation

I can put up with Asia. She hates me and I don't like her either. Niall seems to have some family bond with her that makes him loyal to her and Jared is fine but I don't know if he will take her side too and Roxy is great and her cooking is spectacular

sister cut me off. " You're rambling" She highlighted. I sometimes ramble when I feel pressured. "And you have to give things time sweetheart. You've only been there what, a few hours? You can't judge how the rest of your stay will be like. People don't always start off on the right foot, but you have to

if it doesn't?"