Alpha Niall And His Lost Mate

He said yes.

Yes for crying out loud!

Gosh I never thought one word could've caused such turmoil within me. Normally the word 'yes' is associated with good news or requests, but right now it just made my stomach churn.

I knew it was probably unnecessary that I was upset about it, given that it was before we even knew we were mates. But the thought of it happening just made me sick.

And to make it all worse, that bitc- I mean girl felt like she had the right to be jealous. He's MY mate.

I felt anger build up in me even more by the second, and as much as I wanted to walk out and find somewhere else to go, I had an urge to know more. God knows why.

"What did you guys do?" I muttered through clenched teeth as I balled my fists tightly.

He looked utterly petrified at the situation, and I knew he wished he hadn't let that one slip.

"I promise you, I've never slept with her" He rushed out, and I visibly relaxed. "We did....other things, but I had enough respect for myself and my mate, and her and hers to keep it pure. I would've never wanted to take something from another man what is rightfully his"

"But you did anyway," I shot back. "You may not be her first in that way, but you were her first everything else. And she yours"

He sighed, looking down. "I know. But she had the biggest crush on me since we were kids, and I guess I kinda liked her too.... For a while" He added quickly. " When she shifted and realized that I wasn't her mate, she got all sad and I guess because we both were teenagers of different sexes, things tended to get out of control" He explained, and I scoffed with a dramatic eye roll.

"But I cut things off with her when I turned seventeen. It was just a messed up year. I'm really sorry Zoey. I don't know why I did it but I was young and curious. I knew I told you that I always suspected that you were my mate and hence I should've waited. But once I shifted for the first time and everything became heightened, it was hard not to give in. I really am sorry if this hurts you or makes you uncomfortable " He added, but it barely calmed me down.

I knew I had no right to resent him for his past actions. As long as we were unaware of our mateship, I couldn't hold him responsible for being 'adventurous'. But I was hurt, and I wouldn't hide it.

"Okay" I mumbled as I turned to leave. "I think I'll take a guest room for tonight if you don't mind"

For a while there was silence, but I didn't want to turn around.

Eventually he sighed, stepping ahead of me and showing me to the room across from his. Without a word or a look back, I entered the room and gently closed the door behind me.

I just got here and already I felt sad.

I knew this wouldn't be easy, and I knew we had to work things out, but I guess it would have to wait until I cooled down.

Just like my sister, I had a temper that could light a whole forest on fire. Don't let her sweet and calm demeanour fool you into being rude or disrespectful to her. She will end you.

And so would I.

That was the main reason why I requested to stay in a separate room for now. I knew that if I stayed and listened to him trying to explain or make it better, I would erupt and say things that will hurt us both in the end.

I knew it was weird, but I recovered from my moods alone where I can't hurt anybody or cause anymore trouble.

For now, I just needed to accept what is. But I had no idea how I was gonna be cool around Asia, knowing that she still obviously has feelings for my mate. Hell, I didn't even know how I was gonna get through dinner.

The tension alone will be enough to choke me to death.

***

Niall's mom asked in an attempt

and I was still not talking to Niall. I didn't even sit beside him,

me being here, and the awkwardness among us

guess. I was sleeping for almost all of

the right choice dear. The six hour drive is almost dreadful. Though I'm sure my son's company would've been great" She laughed,

when I heard her scoff,

if I continue to get more of your food" I joked, deciding to ignore

you like it. I want you to feel very much at

simply nodded as I continued to eat

got here, but I could feel his piercing gaze on me. His stare wasn't the only one on me though. I really wondered if she didn't know that she has a mate

called, and I was shocked that

on her lips as she stared at me. I, on the other hand, don't do fake. So

ago on your 18th birthday. How could that

it has to do with my mom being human" I answered in a bored tone

does that make you half wolf?" She asked again, and my grip

knew it

I got from my dad, I am a

shift late?" She pushed, and it took everything in me not to sail the fork right in her eye. Because

Know" I gritted out, this time looking directly at her to tell her to drop it. But the stupid girl didn't seem to get

you're

barely pushed my chair

rather than demanding. But nonetheless, it hurt me so I shot him an unbelievable

chose to talk when I actually answered the bitch? Yea there I finally said

her?" I asked harshly, and

Not to mention the fact that you're half

qualities of a Beta" I shot back, and this time I managed to stand. The look on her face

for the beautiful meal. Excuse me" I quickly apologized and

outburst nor did they seem to disapprove of my reaction,

I ran out of the kitchen. But I knew that if I

reached the floor that our rooms were on. I continued to move swiftly, not wanting him

I spun around to face him. "Why don't you go comfort your

mentioning her as his princess. This was the exact reason why I don't talk when I'm angry. I say

my

know you guys are close from like baby days and stuff

on your side Zoey. I just didn't want you to

at keeping my mouth shut. So if you want this Luna-Beta relationship between me and her to work,

bed and grabbed my phone as I searched for

to call me as soon as you arrived and it's now six in the evening!" She scolded as soon as she picked up. I rolled my

here" I mumbled lowly, and I

what happened sweetheart?" She asked, her before irritation now

with her that makes him loyal to her and Jared is fine but I don't know if he will take her side

been there what, a few hours? You can't judge how the rest of your stay will be like. People don't always start off on the right foot, but you have to know that things will

what if it doesn't?"