Alpha’s Regret-My Luna Has A Son

Macey POV 

The following morning, I woke to a pinch in my neck.I had hardly slept all night as I fought the urge, yet m y attempts to stay awake were unsuccessful, exhaustion eventually taking me.

"shh, my love, it is just a sedative," Carter murmured as he pulled the syringe from my neck.

My fingertips touched the spot.He had handcuffed me to him during the night.

I had tried to shift out of my restraints, yet he pounced on me before I even made i t a step from the bed.

Which earned me the handcuffs for my efforts.He had also drugged me the moment h e wrestled me back into the restraints.

I had cursed myself all night.I should have held out longer, earned his trust.

All night I had stared at the ceiling completely paralyzed.

Panic coursed through me as he stabbed me again, this time.

"It’s just precaution.This won’t paralyze you completely, just stop you from shifting mostly and is more of a muscle relaxant.My father’s invention, shitty man, but a smart one," he says.

There was so much I could say about his father’s intelligence, or lack thereof.

Yet I held my tongue.

Carter waited for the drug to start taking effect, watching me as he got changed as my limbs became heavy, yet I still had feeling in them.

He sets a bucket by the bed and my brows furrow.

"In case you need to use the bathroom.It should start to wear off just before I get back," he says.

I growled a t him, disgusted that he would even think I would use it.If that fucker thinks I am using that, he is surely mistaken.I would rather shit my pants and watch him clean me with no working water here.

Pay back for keeping me locked up like a dog.

"I know it isn’t ideal, but just in case.I won’t be long."

My tongue feels thick in my mouth, soI smile a t him, cursing him to the goddess.

He leans over the bed as if he sees nothing wrong with the entire scenario and pecks my lips.

I hate how the bond reacts to his affections.

The goddess really fucked up when she created us.

No matter how vile and despicable our mates are, our bonds flourished got excited from any form of attention.

know is when I meet her in the afterlife, I have few choice words for her about this entire

thing I have always been envious

seriously have no idea how lucky they are to be able to choose their own

We shun them and are punished with death unless

crock of shit that

that up, Moon Goddess! Shouldn’t the goddess be a feminist? She is a woman, after all!

a town about an hour away, so try to rest because tonight we complete the mate bond," he tells me,

head away

that, but if not I will make you submit," he says, and

out to show he is perfectly capable of

it is better to give in," he says before walking

well, he just

a way out of these restraints, I am

he is then! ; Whatever he gave me worked pretty quickly. I found even lifting my head difficult, yet I could move, so that was something as I rolled off the bed and hit the floor with a

floor was harder than it looked, or maybe it was because I felt like dead

once on the ground, I tried to sit up, managing to prop

had pins and needles.I glanced around

army crawl? I would be lucky to make it off the porch.I stare at the

across the floor by the fire and that took way too much effort for such

before resting my head back on the bedside table, the angle making me stare off

Taylor wondering what she is doing, gosh I missed

what she had for breakfast, wondering whether it was Everly or Zoe who tucked her in last

I stared at the roof when my eyes moved to the huge

running out of time and he would be back soon and I was no closer to escaping and I had n o idea Kalen and John were looking

girls would be questioning my

I would never

to hold out a little longer, I thought to myself when

body shuddered

tear slipped

go home, back to my daughter and back to my idiot boyfriend who thinks I don’t want him because

use is his leg to me? I didn’t care for his leg, only

for some reason, my eyes kept going back

coming to me after my

much time I wasted being

left? I wasn't sure,

of strength I had, I pulled myself to

feeling

up.I reach one arm up and tug on the antlers, trying to unhook the damn thing from

wasn’t expecting the weight, and it crashed to the ground with a loud a bang.I collapse o n the ground,

I got it

get it back up there? I