Alpha’s Regret-My Luna Has A Son

Macey POV 

The following morning, I woke to a pinch in my neck.I had hardly slept all night as I fought the urge, yet m y attempts to stay awake were unsuccessful, exhaustion eventually taking me.

"shh, my love, it is just a sedative," Carter murmured as he pulled the syringe from my neck.

My fingertips touched the spot.He had handcuffed me to him during the night.

I had tried to shift out of my restraints, yet he pounced on me before I even made i t a step from the bed.

Which earned me the handcuffs for my efforts.He had also drugged me the moment h e wrestled me back into the restraints.

I had cursed myself all night.I should have held out longer, earned his trust.

All night I had stared at the ceiling completely paralyzed.

Panic coursed through me as he stabbed me again, this time.

"It’s just precaution.This won’t paralyze you completely, just stop you from shifting mostly and is more of a muscle relaxant.My father’s invention, shitty man, but a smart one," he says.

There was so much I could say about his father’s intelligence, or lack thereof.

Yet I held my tongue.

Carter waited for the drug to start taking effect, watching me as he got changed as my limbs became heavy, yet I still had feeling in them.

He sets a bucket by the bed and my brows furrow.

"In case you need to use the bathroom.It should start to wear off just before I get back," he says.

I growled a t him, disgusted that he would even think I would use it.If that fucker thinks I am using that, he is surely mistaken.I would rather shit my pants and watch him clean me with no working water here.

Pay back for keeping me locked up like a dog.

"I know it isn’t ideal, but just in case.I won’t be long."

My tongue feels thick in my mouth, soI smile a t him, cursing him to the goddess.

He leans over the bed as if he sees nothing wrong with the entire scenario and pecks my lips.

I hate how the bond reacts to his affections.

The goddess really fucked up when she created us.

No matter how vile and despicable our mates are, our bonds flourished got excited from any form of attention.

the afterlife, I

thing I have always been envious about with

seriously have no idea how lucky they are to be able to choose their own destiny and who

with death unless you're

crock of shit

up, Moon Goddess! Shouldn’t the goddess be a feminist? She is a

long.There is a town about an hour away, so try to rest because tonight we complete the mate bond," he tells

head away from him

willingly accept that, but if

growls at me, forcing his aura out to show he is perfectly capable of what

sometimes it is better to give in," he says before

just

way out of

then! ; Whatever he gave me worked pretty quickly. I found even lifting my head difficult, yet I could move, so that

harder than it looked, or maybe it was because I felt like dead

sit up,

felt so heavy and my body tingled like it had pins and needles.I glanced around the room, yet

that would break the thick chain, and then what? Should I try to roll my way out of here or army crawl? I would be lucky to make it off the

the fire and that took way too much effort for such a

as I looked around the room before resting my head back on the bedside table, the angle making me stare off at the ceiling

wondering what she is

what she had for breakfast, wondering whether it was Everly or Zoe who tucked her in

when my eyes moved to the huge

of time and he would be back soon and

be questioning my

I would

just need to hold out a little longer, I thought to myself when Carter’s words came back to me about having to

entire body shuddered with

tear slipped down my

my idiot boyfriend who thinks I

his leg to me?

my eyes kept going back to those

blink, my senses coming to

I wondered how much

I wasn't sure, but I

with every bit of strength I had,

legs were feeling a little better though the pins and needles feeling made

myself up.I reach one arm up and

and it crashed to the ground with a loud a bang.I collapse o n

I got it

get it back up there? I was getting more movement, but nowhere