Alpha’s Regret-My Luna Has A Son

Macey POV 

The following morning, I woke to a pinch in my neck.I had hardly slept all night as I fought the urge, yet m y attempts to stay awake were unsuccessful, exhaustion eventually taking me.

"shh, my love, it is just a sedative," Carter murmured as he pulled the syringe from my neck.

My fingertips touched the spot.He had handcuffed me to him during the night.

I had tried to shift out of my restraints, yet he pounced on me before I even made i t a step from the bed.

Which earned me the handcuffs for my efforts.He had also drugged me the moment h e wrestled me back into the restraints.

I had cursed myself all night.I should have held out longer, earned his trust.

All night I had stared at the ceiling completely paralyzed.

Panic coursed through me as he stabbed me again, this time.

"It’s just precaution.This won’t paralyze you completely, just stop you from shifting mostly and is more of a muscle relaxant.My father’s invention, shitty man, but a smart one," he says.

There was so much I could say about his father’s intelligence, or lack thereof.

Yet I held my tongue.

Carter waited for the drug to start taking effect, watching me as he got changed as my limbs became heavy, yet I still had feeling in them.

He sets a bucket by the bed and my brows furrow.

"In case you need to use the bathroom.It should start to wear off just before I get back," he says.

I growled a t him, disgusted that he would even think I would use it.If that fucker thinks I am using that, he is surely mistaken.I would rather shit my pants and watch him clean me with no working water here.

Pay back for keeping me locked up like a dog.

"I know it isn’t ideal, but just in case.I won’t be long."

My tongue feels thick in my mouth, soI smile a t him, cursing him to the goddess.

He leans over the bed as if he sees nothing wrong with the entire scenario and pecks my lips.

I hate how the bond reacts to his affections.

The goddess really fucked up when she created us.

No matter how vile and despicable our mates are, our bonds flourished got excited from any form of attention.

I meet her in the afterlife, I have few choice words

have always been

seriously have no idea how lucky they are to be able to choose their own destiny

We shun them and are punished with death unless you're an Alpha and pack

a crock of shit

really fucked that up, Moon Goddess! Shouldn’t the goddess be a feminist? She is a woman,

long.There is a town about an hour away, so try to rest because tonight we complete the mate bond," he tells me, brushing his knuckles down

my head away from

Macey.I would prefer if you willingly accept that, but if not I will make you submit," he says, and I turn back

aura out to show he is

it is better to give in,"

just

a way out of these restraints, I am

he gave me worked pretty quickly. I found even lifting my head difficult, yet I could move, so that was something as I rolled off the bed and hit the

than it looked, or maybe it was

ground, I tried to sit up, managing to prop myself up against the

tingled like it had pins and needles.I glanced around the

the thick chain, and then what? Should I try to roll my way out of here or army crawl? I would be lucky to make it off the

bucket skidded across the floor by the fire and that took way too much effort

back on the bedside table, the angle making me stare off at the ceiling

wondering what she is doing, gosh

Everly or Zoe who tucked her in last night and kissed

I stared at the roof when my eyes moved to the huge antlers

would be back soon and

be questioning my

I would

to myself when Carter’s words came back

body

tear slipped

back to my daughter and back to my idiot boyfriend who thinks I don’t want him because he had a bad

of a man, what use is his leg to me? I

reason, my eyes kept

blink, my senses coming to me after my little pity

my lip, I wondered how much time I wasted being a

have left? I wasn't

bit of strength I had, I pulled myself to my

and needles feeling made each step agony, my muscles locking

hold myself up.I reach one arm up and

I wasn’t expecting the weight, and it crashed to the ground with a loud

I got

get it back up there? I was