Alpha’s Regret-My Luna Has A Son

Macey POV 

The following morning, I woke to a pinch in my neck.I had hardly slept all night as I fought the urge, yet m y attempts to stay awake were unsuccessful, exhaustion eventually taking me.

"shh, my love, it is just a sedative," Carter murmured as he pulled the syringe from my neck.

My fingertips touched the spot.He had handcuffed me to him during the night.

I had tried to shift out of my restraints, yet he pounced on me before I even made i t a step from the bed.

Which earned me the handcuffs for my efforts.He had also drugged me the moment h e wrestled me back into the restraints.

I had cursed myself all night.I should have held out longer, earned his trust.

All night I had stared at the ceiling completely paralyzed.

Panic coursed through me as he stabbed me again, this time.

"It’s just precaution.This won’t paralyze you completely, just stop you from shifting mostly and is more of a muscle relaxant.My father’s invention, shitty man, but a smart one," he says.

There was so much I could say about his father’s intelligence, or lack thereof.

Yet I held my tongue.

Carter waited for the drug to start taking effect, watching me as he got changed as my limbs became heavy, yet I still had feeling in them.

He sets a bucket by the bed and my brows furrow.

"In case you need to use the bathroom.It should start to wear off just before I get back," he says.

I growled a t him, disgusted that he would even think I would use it.If that fucker thinks I am using that, he is surely mistaken.I would rather shit my pants and watch him clean me with no working water here.

Pay back for keeping me locked up like a dog.

"I know it isn’t ideal, but just in case.I won’t be long."

My tongue feels thick in my mouth, soI smile a t him, cursing him to the goddess.

He leans over the bed as if he sees nothing wrong with the entire scenario and pecks my lips.

I hate how the bond reacts to his affections.

The goddess really fucked up when she created us.

No matter how vile and despicable our mates are, our bonds flourished got excited from any form of attention.

when I meet her in the afterlife, I have few

I have always been

lucky they are to be able to choose their own destiny and who they allow in

them and are punished with death unless you're an Alpha and

a crock of shit that

that up, Moon Goddess! Shouldn’t the goddess be a feminist?

be long.There is a town about an hour away, so try to rest because tonight we complete the mate bond," he tells me, brushing his knuckles

away from him and

if not I will make you

growls at me, forcing his aura out to show he is perfectly capable

wisely Macey, sometimes it is better to give in," he says before walking

he just solidified

find a way out of

is then! ; Whatever he gave me worked pretty quickly. I found even lifting my head difficult, yet I could move, so that was something as I rolled off the bed and hit the floor with a

or maybe it was because I

I tried to sit up, managing

and my body tingled like it had pins and needles.I glanced around the room, yet even

here or army crawl? I would be lucky to make it off the porch.I stare at the plastic

that took way too much effort for such

resting my head back on the bedside table, the angle making me stare off at the ceiling and

wondering what she is doing, gosh I missed

or Zoe who tucked her

when my

and if the poor creature suffered.I was running out of time and he would be back soon and I was

girls would be questioning

would

myself when Carter’s words came back to me about

body shuddered with

slipped down my

to my daughter and back to my idiot

me? I didn’t care

my eyes kept going back to those hideous

senses coming to me after

how much time I

much longer did I have left? I

strength I had, I

legs were feeling a little better though the pins and needles feeling made each step agony, my muscles locking up, not wanting to

mantle to hold myself up.I reach one arm up and tug on the antlers, trying to unhook

expecting the weight, and it crashed to the ground with a

I

will I get it back up there? I was getting more movement, but nowhere