Alpha’s Regret-My Luna Has A Son

Macey POV 

The following morning, I woke to a pinch in my neck.I had hardly slept all night as I fought the urge, yet m y attempts to stay awake were unsuccessful, exhaustion eventually taking me.

"shh, my love, it is just a sedative," Carter murmured as he pulled the syringe from my neck.

My fingertips touched the spot.He had handcuffed me to him during the night.

I had tried to shift out of my restraints, yet he pounced on me before I even made i t a step from the bed.

Which earned me the handcuffs for my efforts.He had also drugged me the moment h e wrestled me back into the restraints.

I had cursed myself all night.I should have held out longer, earned his trust.

All night I had stared at the ceiling completely paralyzed.

Panic coursed through me as he stabbed me again, this time.

"It’s just precaution.This won’t paralyze you completely, just stop you from shifting mostly and is more of a muscle relaxant.My father’s invention, shitty man, but a smart one," he says.

There was so much I could say about his father’s intelligence, or lack thereof.

Yet I held my tongue.

Carter waited for the drug to start taking effect, watching me as he got changed as my limbs became heavy, yet I still had feeling in them.

He sets a bucket by the bed and my brows furrow.

"In case you need to use the bathroom.It should start to wear off just before I get back," he says.

I growled a t him, disgusted that he would even think I would use it.If that fucker thinks I am using that, he is surely mistaken.I would rather shit my pants and watch him clean me with no working water here.

Pay back for keeping me locked up like a dog.

"I know it isn’t ideal, but just in case.I won’t be long."

My tongue feels thick in my mouth, soI smile a t him, cursing him to the goddess.

He leans over the bed as if he sees nothing wrong with the entire scenario and pecks my lips.

I hate how the bond reacts to his affections.

The goddess really fucked up when she created us.

No matter how vile and despicable our mates are, our bonds flourished got excited from any form of attention.

I meet her in the afterlife, I have few choice words

always

lucky they are to be able to choose their own destiny and who they allow in

with death

a crock of shit

Moon Goddess! Shouldn’t the goddess be a feminist? She is a woman, after

to rest because tonight we complete the mate bond," he tells me,

head away from him and

you willingly accept that, but if not I will make you submit,"

out to show he is perfectly capable of

sometimes it is better to give in," he

well, he just solidified it

can’t find a way out of these restraints, I

found even lifting my head difficult, yet I could move, so that was something as I rolled off the bed and hit

was harder than it looked, or maybe it was because I felt like dead

on the ground, I tried to sit up,

I felt so heavy and my body tingled like it had pins and needles.I glanced around the room, yet even

here or army crawl? I would be lucky to make it off the porch.I stare at the plastic bucket before growling

bucket skidded across the floor by the fire and that took way too

resting my head back on the bedside table, the angle making me

wondering what she is doing, gosh I missed

she had for breakfast, wondering whether it was Everly or Zoe who

I stared at the roof when my eyes moved

if the poor creature suffered.I was running out of time and he would be back soon and I was no closer to escaping and I had

would be

know I would never

to hold out a little longer, I thought to myself when

entire body

tear slipped down my

and back to my idiot boyfriend who thinks

of a man, what use is his leg to me? I didn’t

for some reason, my eyes kept going

my senses coming to me after my little pity

how much time I wasted being

longer did I have left? I wasn't sure, but

every bit of strength I had, I pulled

better though the pins and needles feeling made each step agony, my muscles locking

mantle to hold myself up.I reach one arm

to the ground with a loud a bang.I collapse

I got

I get it back up there? I was getting more movement,