Alpha’s Regret-My Luna Has A Son

Macey POV 

The following morning, I woke to a pinch in my neck.I had hardly slept all night as I fought the urge, yet m y attempts to stay awake were unsuccessful, exhaustion eventually taking me.

"shh, my love, it is just a sedative," Carter murmured as he pulled the syringe from my neck.

My fingertips touched the spot.He had handcuffed me to him during the night.

I had tried to shift out of my restraints, yet he pounced on me before I even made i t a step from the bed.

Which earned me the handcuffs for my efforts.He had also drugged me the moment h e wrestled me back into the restraints.

I had cursed myself all night.I should have held out longer, earned his trust.

All night I had stared at the ceiling completely paralyzed.

Panic coursed through me as he stabbed me again, this time.

"It’s just precaution.This won’t paralyze you completely, just stop you from shifting mostly and is more of a muscle relaxant.My father’s invention, shitty man, but a smart one," he says.

There was so much I could say about his father’s intelligence, or lack thereof.

Yet I held my tongue.

Carter waited for the drug to start taking effect, watching me as he got changed as my limbs became heavy, yet I still had feeling in them.

He sets a bucket by the bed and my brows furrow.

"In case you need to use the bathroom.It should start to wear off just before I get back," he says.

I growled a t him, disgusted that he would even think I would use it.If that fucker thinks I am using that, he is surely mistaken.I would rather shit my pants and watch him clean me with no working water here.

Pay back for keeping me locked up like a dog.

"I know it isn’t ideal, but just in case.I won’t be long."

My tongue feels thick in my mouth, soI smile a t him, cursing him to the goddess.

He leans over the bed as if he sees nothing wrong with the entire scenario and pecks my lips.

I hate how the bond reacts to his affections.

The goddess really fucked up when she created us.

No matter how vile and despicable our mates are, our bonds flourished got excited from any form of attention.

in the afterlife, I have few choice words for her about this

always been envious about

be able to choose their own destiny and who they allow

We shun them and are punished with death unless you're an Alpha and

of shit

Moon Goddess! Shouldn’t the goddess be a feminist? She is a woman, after

away, so try to rest because tonight we complete the mate bond," he tells me, brushing his

turn my head away from him and

mate bond, Macey.I would prefer if you willingly accept that, but if

growls at me, forcing his aura out to show

sometimes it is better to give in," he says before

just solidified it

out of these restraints, I

; Whatever he gave me worked pretty quickly. I found even lifting my head difficult, yet I could move, so that was something as I rolled off the bed and hit the floor with a hard thump and I

than it looked, or maybe

up, managing to prop

like it had pins and

nothing here that would break the thick chain, and then what? Should I try to roll my way out of here or army crawl? I would be lucky to make it off the porch.I stare at the plastic

the floor by the fire and that took way too much effort for such a

back on the bedside table, the angle making me stare off at the

Taylor wondering what she is doing, gosh

for breakfast, wondering whether it was Everly or Zoe who tucked her

roof when

he would be back

would be

know I would

longer, I thought to myself when Carter’s words came back

entire body

tear slipped down

to go home, back to my daughter and back to my idiot boyfriend who thinks I don’t want him because he had

leg to me? I didn’t care for his leg, only his damn

some reason, my eyes kept going back to those hideous

blink, my senses coming to me after my little

lip, I wondered how much time I

longer did I have left? I wasn't sure, but I had to

every bit of strength I

a little better though the pins and needles feeling made each

stagger to the fireplace, gripping the mantle to hold myself up.I reach one arm up and tug on the

and it crashed to the ground with a loud a bang.I collapse o

now I got

I get it back up there? I was