Alpha’s Regret-My Luna Has A Son

Macey POV 

The following morning, I woke to a pinch in my neck.I had hardly slept all night as I fought the urge, yet m y attempts to stay awake were unsuccessful, exhaustion eventually taking me.

"shh, my love, it is just a sedative," Carter murmured as he pulled the syringe from my neck.

My fingertips touched the spot.He had handcuffed me to him during the night.

I had tried to shift out of my restraints, yet he pounced on me before I even made i t a step from the bed.

Which earned me the handcuffs for my efforts.He had also drugged me the moment h e wrestled me back into the restraints.

I had cursed myself all night.I should have held out longer, earned his trust.

All night I had stared at the ceiling completely paralyzed.

Panic coursed through me as he stabbed me again, this time.

"It’s just precaution.This won’t paralyze you completely, just stop you from shifting mostly and is more of a muscle relaxant.My father’s invention, shitty man, but a smart one," he says.

There was so much I could say about his father’s intelligence, or lack thereof.

Yet I held my tongue.

Carter waited for the drug to start taking effect, watching me as he got changed as my limbs became heavy, yet I still had feeling in them.

He sets a bucket by the bed and my brows furrow.

"In case you need to use the bathroom.It should start to wear off just before I get back," he says.

I growled a t him, disgusted that he would even think I would use it.If that fucker thinks I am using that, he is surely mistaken.I would rather shit my pants and watch him clean me with no working water here.

Pay back for keeping me locked up like a dog.

"I know it isn’t ideal, but just in case.I won’t be long."

My tongue feels thick in my mouth, soI smile a t him, cursing him to the goddess.

He leans over the bed as if he sees nothing wrong with the entire scenario and pecks my lips.

I hate how the bond reacts to his affections.

The goddess really fucked up when she created us.

No matter how vile and despicable our mates are, our bonds flourished got excited from any form of attention.

is when I meet her in the afterlife, I have few choice words for her about

I have always

to be able to choose their own destiny and who they allow

no! We shun them and are punished with death unless you're an

a crock of

goddess be a feminist? She is a woman,

because tonight we complete the mate bond," he tells me,

head away from him and

but if not

forcing his aura out to show

sometimes it is better to give

well, he just

find a way out of these restraints, I

difficult, yet I could move, so that was something as I rolled off the bed and hit the floor with a

was harder than it looked, or maybe

up, managing to prop myself up

I felt so heavy and my body tingled like it had pins and needles.I glanced

here or army crawl? I would be lucky to make it off the porch.I stare

and that took way too much effort

back on the bedside table, the angle making me stare off at the ceiling and

mind wanders to Taylor wondering what she is doing, gosh I missed

Everly or Zoe who tucked her in last night

by as I stared at the roof when

he would be back soon and I was no closer to escaping and

be questioning my

would never

to myself

body

slipped down my

go home, back to my daughter and back to my idiot boyfriend who thinks I don’t want him because he had a

man, what use is his leg to me? I didn’t

eyes kept going

senses coming to

wondered how much time

longer did I have left? I wasn't sure, but

every bit of strength I had, I

feeling made each step agony, my muscles locking

mantle to hold myself up.I reach one arm up and tug on the antlers, trying to unhook the damn

the weight, and it crashed to the ground with a

I

it back up there? I was getting more movement, but nowhere