Alpha’s Regret-My Luna Has A Son

Everly POV

I came home to Valerian sitting at the dining room table trying to use my laptop; my mood was better now I had gone for a run, but I was exhausted as I untied my laces and slipped my shoes off. The run really zapped my energy, and I had to take the long way around because someone had fixed the hole in the fence; tomorrow, I would have to send someone to open it up again or maybe install a gate, which would be ideal because we can lock it off a night. Zoe was watching TV with the volume low and barely audible. She smiles at me and gives me a nod, turning back to the TV and pretending to be watching it when I know she was really just keeping an eye on Valarian.

Valerian looked up at me, and his cheek was rested on his little hand as he tried to use the laptop. Walking over to him, I run my fingers through his hair before bending down and kissing his forehead before kneeling next to him and looking at the screen.

“What are you trying to do?” I ask him before standing and dragging the chair out beside him. He lets out a breath before looking at me.

“What are trying to do?” I ask him before standing and dragging the chair out beside him. He lets out a breath before looking at me.

“I wanna know who my dad is, why he left us. But I don’t know his last name, and Aunty Zo said to wait for you?” He says . I could tell he had been crying, his eyes were all puffy and red, and he sniffled before plucking a tissue and red, and he sniffled before plucking a tissue from the tissue box and blowing his nose.

He folds up his tissue into a perfectly neat square before placing it in the bin and washing his hands. I turn the laptop toward me before typing Alpha Valen Solace. Images and news articles pop up, and Valerian takes his seat next to me and looks at the screen before looking over at me, and I gesture toward the laptop.

“That’s your father,” I tell him, and he turns back to look at the screen.

“We have the same eyes, ” he says, looking at me. His amber eyes peered up at me, and his lashes were wet from crying. I nod sadly at him.

“Yes, you have his eyes; it’s a genetic trait on the male’s side,” I tell him, and he glances back at the pictures of his father on the screen. Valerian “When I fell pregnant with you, I didn’t know your father was mate, we met at an Alpha meeting, and we were both drinking, and that is when I fell pregnant,”

” So you kissed, and I was created?” I chuckle at his words, and so does Zoe behind me.

“Yep, that pretty much sums it up,” I tell him.

“So if you didn’t know he was your mate, how did we end up Rogue?”

“Because my father kicked me out because he thought I was a rogue whore, and I refused to terminate the pregnancy, I chose to keep you,” I tell him honestly.

“So I am the reason you are a rogue?”

” No, I am. Me being a rogue is not your fault, and I would choose you every time. If I could go back, I would still choose you, your my life, ” he seems to think, and I cup his cheek brushing my thumb over his cheek.

“Why were you at an Alpha meeting?”

“Because I used to be an Alpha, I was next in line to take over my father’s pack, ” His little brows scrunch together.

“So, did you only just find out my dad was your mate?” I sigh before rubbing my eyes and shaking my head.

“I have known for a while. When I first found out I was pregnant, I tried to tell your father, and he didn’t believe me; I then saw him a couple of years later, but your dad was drunk, he didn’t recognize me, and I think he thought I broke into his house, so he kicked me off his territory before I could tell him about you, ” I tell him.

“So you never had a chance to tell him, how long ago?”

“Nearly four years ago now,”

“So you have known all that time, but I heard aunty Macey say that grandma Val died from not being with her mate, that not having your mate can kill you, “

I bite my lip.” you shouldn’t listen to adult conversations,”

” But is it true, did she die because her mate didn’t want her?” I nod sadly, looking away.

“But it won’t happen to me; I have you to live for, I won’t die, Valarian. I have too much to live for, you being the biggest, ” I tell him, and he nods, looking at the screen. He clicks on some photos, making them larger so he could see his father’s features better and the pictures are clearer.

“Am I like him?”

so much better than he will ever be?” “So he is a bad

is just perceived that way, kind of like how I am perceived to have

thought something was off about him; I always felt funny when I saw his picture,

family. It’s inbuilt in us to

he would know I was his son just

can’t let you meet him,” I

Because he will take me from you? ” he asks, and I nod. Valarian seems to think for a second, and he stares at the screen, scrutinizing

print his picture off for you if you want?” He looks

ok; I think I will go to bed now, ” he says, getting up and taking the laptop with him. He kisses my cheek before looking at Zoe, who was

“Night, aunty Zo,”

she replies, and I watch him

sorry he asked for the

Zoe. I should have just told him,” I tell

fell silent. Glancing up from the front counter, I internally groan when Alpha Valen walks

delivery arrives; seeing as the Alpha knob is here, we don’t need any more unexpected disturbances

everyone watching us curiously when

you had an eventful day yesterday with

and you can pay for Zoe

mate, the fines will be dropped, ”

I spit

He says, and my stomach drops. He said he wou1dn’t tell Valen about

mate when it benefits

“Huh?”

smiles, and I glare at him before his words register because I had done that. Heat rushes

in judgment, ” I tell

don’t mind, but if you want to use my title, I would rather it be because we share it and not just you throwing it around when you want to get out of

I won’t do it again, but I wasn’t going to

and turn

get a chance to answer when the restaurant door opened again. My stomach felt like it dropped onto the floor as Beta Marcus walked in. He had his head down and was stuffing a set of keys

back pocket, but

when he looked up and stared directly at me. Shock crosses his features, and his eyes go wide. He turned his head to the side,

face lights up, and a smile splits onto his face as he begins walking over to

long, I sometimes wondered what happened to you, I thought you left the City,” He says, rushing over and enveloping me in a hug. Alpha Valen seems startled and

tell him, trying to get out his firm grip when he sets

train station, you asked to borrow a lighter than I took you to the Packhouse,” I say nothing, trying to escape him and Valen,

note with the security guards. Gosh, I can’t believe it is really you,” Beta Marcus

I quickly shake my head. My

she is the rogue girl, the one from the train station. Remember we went looking

briefly explains before turning

been here all this time, you work here? Oh, and your son. What was his name Valcon, Volcom, gosh her son has the freakiest eyes, like yours. The only person I have seen with the same eyes other than your father, so where is

son, ” Valen says, and Marcus looks

remember? I bitched you out for days about her for

here, ” Valen demands, looking between both of us, and Marcus

train station. We left her car seat with the train guards, remember?” Marcus says while I just wanted him to shut his mouth. We had the entire restaurant’s attention, and Valen

head, and he seems confused before his head suddenly snaps up, and a look

a son?