Alpha’s Regret-My Luna Has A Son

Everly POV

I came home to Valerian sitting at the dining room table trying to use my laptop; my mood was better now I had gone for a run, but I was exhausted as I untied my laces and slipped my shoes off. The run really zapped my energy, and I had to take the long way around because someone had fixed the hole in the fence; tomorrow, I would have to send someone to open it up again or maybe install a gate, which would be ideal because we can lock it off a night. Zoe was watching TV with the volume low and barely audible. She smiles at me and gives me a nod, turning back to the TV and pretending to be watching it when I know she was really just keeping an eye on Valarian.

Valerian looked up at me, and his cheek was rested on his little hand as he tried to use the laptop. Walking over to him, I run my fingers through his hair before bending down and kissing his forehead before kneeling next to him and looking at the screen.

“What are you trying to do?” I ask him before standing and dragging the chair out beside him. He lets out a breath before looking at me.

“What are trying to do?” I ask him before standing and dragging the chair out beside him. He lets out a breath before looking at me.

“I wanna know who my dad is, why he left us. But I don’t know his last name, and Aunty Zo said to wait for you?” He says . I could tell he had been crying, his eyes were all puffy and red, and he sniffled before plucking a tissue and red, and he sniffled before plucking a tissue from the tissue box and blowing his nose.

He folds up his tissue into a perfectly neat square before placing it in the bin and washing his hands. I turn the laptop toward me before typing Alpha Valen Solace. Images and news articles pop up, and Valerian takes his seat next to me and looks at the screen before looking over at me, and I gesture toward the laptop.

“That’s your father,” I tell him, and he turns back to look at the screen.

“We have the same eyes, ” he says, looking at me. His amber eyes peered up at me, and his lashes were wet from crying. I nod sadly at him.

“Yes, you have his eyes; it’s a genetic trait on the male’s side,” I tell him, and he glances back at the pictures of his father on the screen. Valerian “When I fell pregnant with you, I didn’t know your father was mate, we met at an Alpha meeting, and we were both drinking, and that is when I fell pregnant,”

” So you kissed, and I was created?” I chuckle at his words, and so does Zoe behind me.

“Yep, that pretty much sums it up,” I tell him.

“So if you didn’t know he was your mate, how did we end up Rogue?”

“Because my father kicked me out because he thought I was a rogue whore, and I refused to terminate the pregnancy, I chose to keep you,” I tell him honestly.

“So I am the reason you are a rogue?”

” No, I am. Me being a rogue is not your fault, and I would choose you every time. If I could go back, I would still choose you, your my life, ” he seems to think, and I cup his cheek brushing my thumb over his cheek.

“Why were you at an Alpha meeting?”

“Because I used to be an Alpha, I was next in line to take over my father’s pack, ” His little brows scrunch together.

“So, did you only just find out my dad was your mate?” I sigh before rubbing my eyes and shaking my head.

“I have known for a while. When I first found out I was pregnant, I tried to tell your father, and he didn’t believe me; I then saw him a couple of years later, but your dad was drunk, he didn’t recognize me, and I think he thought I broke into his house, so he kicked me off his territory before I could tell him about you, ” I tell him.

“So you never had a chance to tell him, how long ago?”

“Nearly four years ago now,”

“So you have known all that time, but I heard aunty Macey say that grandma Val died from not being with her mate, that not having your mate can kill you, “

I bite my lip.” you shouldn’t listen to adult conversations,”

” But is it true, did she die because her mate didn’t want her?” I nod sadly, looking away.

“But it won’t happen to me; I have you to live for, I won’t die, Valarian. I have too much to live for, you being the biggest, ” I tell him, and he nods, looking at the screen. He clicks on some photos, making them larger so he could see his father’s features better and the pictures are clearer.

“Am I like him?”

will ever be?” “So he is a bad

think so, well I don’t think it is intentional, I think he is just perceived that way, kind of like how I am perceived to have done something wrong,

saw him in the papers. I thought something was off about him; I always felt funny when I saw his picture,

recognize our own family. It’s inbuilt

know I was his son just

why I can’t let you

a second, and he

you want?” He looks

ok; I think I will go to bed now, ” he says, getting up and taking the laptop with him. He kisses my cheek

“Night, aunty Zo,”

replies, and

asked for the laptop,

fine, Zoe. I should have just told him,” I tell

restaurant fell silent. Glancing

the meat delivery arrives; seeing as the Alpha knob is here, we don’t

approached the counter, and I could feel everyone watching us curiously when he leaned on

an eventful day yesterday with

can pay for Zoe and Macey’s

sure if you go down to the office and explain I am your mate, the fines

they will be,” I spit at him,

told me something very interesting last night, ” He says, and

I am your mate when

“Huh?”

title, did you? ” He smiles, and I glare at him before his words register because

in judgment, ”

because we share it and not just you throwing

wasn’t going to

eyes at him and turn away, only for him to grip my wrist and

restaurant door opened again. My stomach felt like it dropped onto the floor as Beta

pocket, but it was definitely

His words abruptly cut off when he looked up and stared directly at me. Shock crosses his features, and his eyes go wide. He turned his head to the

face lights up, and a smile splits onto his face as he begins walking

me, you remember me, ah its been so long, I sometimes wondered what happened to you, I

be mistaken, ” I try to tell him, trying to get out his firm grip when he

forget a face, a name yes, but a face. You really don’t remember me, the train station, you asked to borrow a lighter than I took you to the Packhouse,” I say nothing, trying to escape him and Valen, who was observing the scene

looked for you but couldn’t find you. I even left a note with the security guards. Gosh, I can’t believe it is

each other?” Valen asks suddenly, and we look at him. I quickly shake my head. My heart was pounding in my chest, and I felt like I was about to

is the rogue girl, the one from the train station. Remember we went looking for

briefly explains before

where did you go? Have you been here all this time, you work here? Oh, and your son. What was his name Valcon, Volcom, gosh her son has the freakiest eyes, like yours. The only person I have seen with the same eyes other than your father, so where is he?”

isn’t a rogue-whore; she hasn’t got a son, ” Valen says, and Marcus looks at him. Marcus groans, holding

you out for

what is going on here,

remember years ago? We went looking for her at the train station. We left her car seat with the train guards, remember?” Marcus says while I just wanted him to shut his

snaps up, and a look of anger crosses his features; his top lip pulls over his teeth

you have a son?