Alpha's Nala

Legaxy

Yeah, ouch that I wanted to cry.

But a part of me knew already what he meant about his loyalty, and knowing how important this is for him, I just brush the pain off and tried to look cool.

Still, there's a part of me that wanted to be bitchy, stubborn, and be demanding as possible for explanations. I mean, it is my right to know what I am dealing with.

Not that I wanted to scare the living daylights out of me with the answers I might get, and make myself go crazy about the situation, but I just wanted to prepare myself for the outcome.

I know from the day I was raised by Vampires and Witches that danger lurks everywhere. That every little thing about me screams 'prey' and 'death'. So when I got the chance, I decided to train and learn ways to defend myself, under the courtesy of my strict brothers and overprotective parents, of course.

Nonetheless, at the end of the day, I never get to use any of it because my family — specifically, Seth, keeps on concealing things from me.

I know, even if he doesn't say it, he doesn't believe in me and I guess that's how I get for being human — weak and naive, in my brother's eyes...

Anyway, going back to how valuable loyalty is for Seth and understanding the strict rules bound around that commitment, I quickly change my mind and chose not to argue with him.

I bit my lip, so no further questions are asked. Then, abruptly, I began to think and worry as hell for myself as we started to walk down the pathway leading to the front door of our house.

Seth — calmed now, may have noticed the change of my demeanor that he put his one arm around my shoulder. He then made sure to massage my shoulder blade with his palm — to make me relax, I guess — before finally, letting out a shaky breath; making me think that he was holding it earlier.

“I'm sorry for saying that boo. I didn't mean to...I just want you to... I can't make you...” He trailed off completely.

I bit my lip harder, avoiding my tongue to work.

He didn't continue, instead, he squeezed my shoulder and kept quiet.

I hated this part of him because it always made my body tense up from anticipation; The stroke he does on my shoulder blades did not work one bit.

Even so, I didn't complain and kept my mouth shut. From there, as much as I dread the silence, I patiently waited for him.

A half-minute passed,

Nothing.

Tsk! This again. Yet, as good as I was, I waited.

Then another half passed,

Still no continuation.

now, as both my impatience and anxiety eating

be tasted on my tongue

another soft rub, but this time, it was at the center

actually worked;

He finally muttered close to my ear, “To be honest, I'm struggling right now. I just don't know how to be patient with this and I... I made a royal promise boo. I'm so sorry, I didn't mention it earlier.”

to face him — both my eyes and mouth

other day, he would laugh at me. But no, this was a different day, and all he

seeing

and thinking it was something else, he clenched

his close men, we are the first ones to receive his

immediately felt his discomfort and envisioned his

to do it but, like

means he was hurting

Otherwise, he dies.

could only sigh my

Kuya. I clearly understand what you meant now.” I assured, flashing Seth

my big

a sudden, he hugged me — oh so

He whispered through my hair, “Though, before anything else, promise me 2 things first...”

I nod for him

then

wait, but I promise you boo, it will be worth every

nod on

got what I meant and began again, “Lastly, and for once, keep your lips sealed regarding this issue around Mom and Dad. I know you don't like that, and you were always open to them, but I don't want them

thought about it, but knowing nothing good will happen if I argued further, I quickly murmured a "Promise,” on my brother's

don't care much about my brother's reasons. Matter of fact, I

of the subject was the fact that

once made, is DEADLY. It's like a pinky promise that you SERIOUSLY need to keep because it's equivalent to your own

you break it,

but that's how powerful

questions before, and the way he snapped at me