Alpha's Nala

Legaxy

Yeah, ouch that I wanted to cry.

But a part of me knew already what he meant about his loyalty, and knowing how important this is for him, I just brush the pain off and tried to look cool.

Still, there's a part of me that wanted to be bitchy, stubborn, and be demanding as possible for explanations. I mean, it is my right to know what I am dealing with.

Not that I wanted to scare the living daylights out of me with the answers I might get, and make myself go crazy about the situation, but I just wanted to prepare myself for the outcome.

I know from the day I was raised by Vampires and Witches that danger lurks everywhere. That every little thing about me screams 'prey' and 'death'. So when I got the chance, I decided to train and learn ways to defend myself, under the courtesy of my strict brothers and overprotective parents, of course.

Nonetheless, at the end of the day, I never get to use any of it because my family — specifically, Seth, keeps on concealing things from me.

I know, even if he doesn't say it, he doesn't believe in me and I guess that's how I get for being human — weak and naive, in my brother's eyes...

Anyway, going back to how valuable loyalty is for Seth and understanding the strict rules bound around that commitment, I quickly change my mind and chose not to argue with him.

I bit my lip, so no further questions are asked. Then, abruptly, I began to think and worry as hell for myself as we started to walk down the pathway leading to the front door of our house.

Seth — calmed now, may have noticed the change of my demeanor that he put his one arm around my shoulder. He then made sure to massage my shoulder blade with his palm — to make me relax, I guess — before finally, letting out a shaky breath; making me think that he was holding it earlier.

“I'm sorry for saying that boo. I didn't mean to...I just want you to... I can't make you...” He trailed off completely.

I bit my lip harder, avoiding my tongue to work.

He didn't continue, instead, he squeezed my shoulder and kept quiet.

I hated this part of him because it always made my body tense up from anticipation; The stroke he does on my shoulder blades did not work one bit.

Even so, I didn't complain and kept my mouth shut. From there, as much as I dread the silence, I patiently waited for him.

A half-minute passed,

Nothing.

Tsk! This again. Yet, as good as I was, I waited.

Then another half passed,

Still no continuation.

to feel on edge right now, as both my impatience and anxiety eating

be

I was having that he gave me another

worked; I

He finally muttered close to my ear, “To be honest, I'm struggling right now. I just don't know how to be patient with this and I... I made a royal promise boo. I'm so sorry, I didn't mention it earlier.” He confessed.

to face him —

my reaction and if this was any other day, he would laugh at me. But no, this was a different day, and all he

winced seeing that

that, and thinking it was something else, he clenched his jaw and

from the Vampire King himself. Since we are his close men, we are the first ones to receive his private information. And to protect such sensitive info, we

his discomfort and envisioned his struggles upon

know he didn't want to do it but, like a

means he was hurting

Otherwise, he dies.

sigh my distress and touch his

understand what you meant now.” I assured, flashing Seth my

words, my big brother

oh so tightly, that I almost lost my

anything else, promise me 2 things first...” he paused, and I noticed him tense a

nod for him to

felt his shoulders sagged and then he spoke, a

I promise you boo, it will be worth every second of uncertainty and

almost protest but held my ground and nod on his shoulder — signaling him

that, and you were always open to them, but I don't want them

paused and shortly thought about it, but knowing nothing good will happen if I argued

I could easily debate with him regarding the issue and demand my

to his terms regardless of the subject

is DEADLY. It's like a pinky promise that you SERIOUSLY need to keep because it's equivalent to your own

once you break

how powerful the

my questions before, and the way he snapped