Alpha's Nala

Michael Angelo

“Do you hear that?” Bear, my wolf, asks. I could tell his ears were standing up out of attention.

Feeling the sense of urgency from his tone, I put down my pen and listened for a minute. 

Nothing. 

“What am I supposed to be listening to...” I started, annoyed.

“She's singing again.” He cuts me off, fully alert now while I felt his tail wag in excitement.

Knowing what he meant, my eyes widened in realization. I quickly stood up from my seat and sprinted outside my office, heading towards the marble-tiled balcony — leaving pages of reports, from my pile of paperwork, flying to the floor. 

I don't know what to make sense of this reflex action, but I kept on doing this every time my wolf mentions anything related to 'her'. I know it is unusual but through the length of time, it became a bit of a habit, and guilty as I was, I don't know how to stop it now. 

I'm still expecting for a miracle, I guess. 

“Which direction?” I inquired, alert as well.

“Same place Mikee.” Bear stated. I felt him looking in the direction, quite awestruck at the second. 

Knowing already what lies there, I still directed myself to the West.

At first glimpse, you don't see much in that direction other than the vast trees and other wild vegetation. Also, large mountains where the sun sets in the evening and a wide lake... That's about it.

Desperate though, I did ask some of my men to scout the area once; to try and see what truly exists in that place, and to my dismay, they found nothing but pure soil, more plants, and a few riverbanks. 

It is pure nature out there...

I sighed heavily, thinking that he must be imagining stuff again.

He always does this whenever he feels like torturing me, or if he wants me to understand how devastated he was with the loss and how he deeply misses her.

I don't know if he's playing a dangerous game of delusion or just trying to ignite the false hope I have within me, but sometimes everything just gets out of hand; Bear getting reality and imagination all mixed up.

One thing's for sure though, both of us are all messed up...

“She's not there, isn't she?” He asked, much in wonder now.

I internally nod at him. 

“You must be hearing things again,” I responded to him, and he quickly dismissed it, like he always does whenever he was unsure of stuff. 

As for me, like the old times, I stayed there for a little longer. Just listening to my surroundings once more, and silently hoping to hear maybe a glimpse of 'her' pleasant voice. 

Oh, how I adore her voice.

I always love listening to her, particularly when she sings. I do remember how her soft, cool voice calms me whenever I'm in an irritable mood. Or how her sweet husky tunes, when singing nursery rhymes or plain ballads to the pups at the daycare, turns my frown into a smile. And let's not forget the soothing quality of her hums when she's doing lullabies for my sister, whereas it also lulls me to sleep.

Such peaceful, relaxing times, and now, I honestly long for it...

But unlike my wolf, I don't hear a thing; No singing mate for my ears to pick up.

the wind to cause sound was definitely calm today. A little whistling of the wind could only be heard, and

sighed in disappointment.

our MATE was already gone... That she's somewhere far yet safe and

years, and here

Who wouldn't be? 

ashamed as I was, neglected my mate, and for what? For being a mere human and fat, which I

and I wanted someone strong and fit for danger to be my Luna Queen. However, after meeting her that day at some random event and realizing she was the complete opposite of what I wanted for a Luna Queen, I felt RAGE. She's nothing compared to what I have imagined, so I

that I ended

It was not just me though, but the whole Kingdom and pack needed her. Bear always reminded me that she was everybody's strength and oh how she proved that

honestly took 'her' for granted...

hear her, even after death. This just proves how deep we — werewolves, are connected to our mate, and how strong our love

some reason — it's just

the betterment of our Kingdom and pack, as well as the idea of comforting me

a second chance with her. I know it was wrong to pray for that, but I needed her here, to be with me at all times — To help me be the better man she thought of me

I remember

a scent that matches hers. I attended mating balls and other occasions related to mate

how hard I tried to forget about it,

was my everything. If only I treated her

My wolf agrees with the punishment I was in, and just thinking about

me now anyway, so I learned to accept

Lucky — my Beta, Rocky — my Gamma, and Jay —

to see...” Lucky announces but pauses when he stepped on the scattered paperwork.

here?” Rocky anxiously asks, looking around the

automatically shot me a suspicious look, like they always do whenever they

do any of those now, hopefully

Though, not better — I

heard her,” I confessed before they

singing?” Rocky asks, his

inside the room.

again, Sire.” Lucky stated while picking up the sheets from

that, and please don't be too formal around me. It's just the four of

Lucky snorted.

Jay frowned.

Rocky raised an eyebrow.

headless for disrespecting you Alpha King,” Rocky couldn't help but

rolled my eyes at him, and they

her? Are you sure he's not hallucinating, or something Mikee?” Lucky asks,

Rocky snorted at him.

not 'drug high'. He'll be okay.” Rocky stated, rolling his eyes

is one of the triggers for hallucination...” Lucky

Rocky raises another nonchalant eyebrow at

fact that Bear has been hallucinating about Nala for over a year now, kinda alarms me.” Lucky raised his eyebrow at Rocky, “Especially, this is the Alpha's

back, but

was right,

mental health picked up again, and their bickering continued. I almost wanted to kick them out of my office chamber but then paused when

are we really not that stable like Lucky

mate... but Bear, depressed to the point of hallucinating for over

it really