Alpha's Nala

Michael Angelo

“Do you hear that?” Bear, my wolf, asks. I could tell his ears were standing up out of attention.

Feeling the sense of urgency from his tone, I put down my pen and listened for a minute. 

Nothing. 

“What am I supposed to be listening to...” I started, annoyed.

“She's singing again.” He cuts me off, fully alert now while I felt his tail wag in excitement.

Knowing what he meant, my eyes widened in realization. I quickly stood up from my seat and sprinted outside my office, heading towards the marble-tiled balcony — leaving pages of reports, from my pile of paperwork, flying to the floor. 

I don't know what to make sense of this reflex action, but I kept on doing this every time my wolf mentions anything related to 'her'. I know it is unusual but through the length of time, it became a bit of a habit, and guilty as I was, I don't know how to stop it now. 

I'm still expecting for a miracle, I guess. 

“Which direction?” I inquired, alert as well.

“Same place Mikee.” Bear stated. I felt him looking in the direction, quite awestruck at the second. 

Knowing already what lies there, I still directed myself to the West.

At first glimpse, you don't see much in that direction other than the vast trees and other wild vegetation. Also, large mountains where the sun sets in the evening and a wide lake... That's about it.

Desperate though, I did ask some of my men to scout the area once; to try and see what truly exists in that place, and to my dismay, they found nothing but pure soil, more plants, and a few riverbanks. 

It is pure nature out there...

I sighed heavily, thinking that he must be imagining stuff again.

He always does this whenever he feels like torturing me, or if he wants me to understand how devastated he was with the loss and how he deeply misses her.

I don't know if he's playing a dangerous game of delusion or just trying to ignite the false hope I have within me, but sometimes everything just gets out of hand; Bear getting reality and imagination all mixed up.

One thing's for sure though, both of us are all messed up...

“She's not there, isn't she?” He asked, much in wonder now.

I internally nod at him. 

“You must be hearing things again,” I responded to him, and he quickly dismissed it, like he always does whenever he was unsure of stuff. 

As for me, like the old times, I stayed there for a little longer. Just listening to my surroundings once more, and silently hoping to hear maybe a glimpse of 'her' pleasant voice. 

Oh, how I adore her voice.

I always love listening to her, particularly when she sings. I do remember how her soft, cool voice calms me whenever I'm in an irritable mood. Or how her sweet husky tunes, when singing nursery rhymes or plain ballads to the pups at the daycare, turns my frown into a smile. And let's not forget the soothing quality of her hums when she's doing lullabies for my sister, whereas it also lulls me to sleep.

Such peaceful, relaxing times, and now, I honestly long for it...

But unlike my wolf, I don't hear a thing; No singing mate for my ears to pick up.

cause sound was definitely calm today. A little whistling of

sighed in

deep down, I know, our MATE was already gone... That she's somewhere far yet safe and out of

here I am, still a

Who wouldn't be? 

and for what? For being a mere human and fat, which I

of those was my pride. I was the Alpha King and I wanted someone strong and fit for danger to be my Luna Queen. However, after meeting her that day at some random event and realizing she was the complete opposite of what I wanted for a Luna Queen, I felt

learned to push her away, that I ended up

Kingdom and pack needed her. Bear always reminded me that she was everybody's strength and oh how she proved that to everyone one day — most especially me... She was

'her'

in some way that my wolf can hear her, even after death. This just proves how deep we — werewolves, are connected to our mate, and how strong our love can be

— it's just how mate bond works for

directing me to the betterment of our Kingdom and pack, as well as

needed her here, to be with me at all times — To help me be the better man

then I remember her

and other occasions related to mate searching, but I still search

anymore and no matter how hard I tried to forget

only I

with the punishment I was in, and just thinking about it now, I felt Bear

him for the way he treats me now

I heard footsteps entering my room. When I turn around, I saw Lucky — my Beta, Rocky — my Gamma, and Jay — my best pack

to see...” Lucky announces but pauses when he stepped on the scattered paperwork.

Rocky anxiously asks, looking around the

of them automatically shot me a suspicious look, like they always do whenever they suspected that I had a furious

of those now, hopefully never

Though,

before they could even

asks, his

nodded, walking inside the

Lucky stated while picking

him that, and please don't be too formal around me. It's just

Lucky snorted.

Jay frowned.

Rocky raised an eyebrow.

headless for disrespecting you Alpha King,” Rocky couldn't help but mock.

eyes at him, and they all

hearing her? Are you sure he's

Rocky snorted at him.

depressed Luck, not 'drug high'. He'll be okay.” Rocky stated, rolling his

fact Gamma, depression is one of the triggers for hallucination...” Lucky pointed out, crossing his arms

another nonchalant eyebrow

hallucinating about Nala for over a year now, kinda

but he

he was right, could only

about Bear's mental health picked up again, and their bickering continued. I almost wanted to kick them out of my office chamber but then

we really not that stable like

our mate... but Bear, depressed to

it really that