Alpha's Nala

Legaxy 

Saturday.

I know I should have listened to my subconscious mind when she told me to stay in bed…

Get ourselves to rest a little longer, letting the cold weather engulfed us in a comforting hug, and allowing our skin to appreciate the soft sheets — both coming from the Queen size mattress and green plush pillows — a little better.

Not to mention, I am off today. So it should be enough reason to pin me down to bed and go back to that peaceful slumber some more.

Yet, I didn't.

Instead, and for some anonymous energy, I slowly got up from the comfort and tranquility of my bed — just around 6:30 am, and began stretching my stiff limbs. Then, just like a shot of lightning bolt, the overwhelming feeling of anxiety kicked in.

And that's when I remembered Seth's promise, which happens to be due today...

Obviously, my initial emotion for that sudden recollection was relief. Like hooray! I will finally get to hear the answers that I have been PATIENTLY waiting for —

Wait, hold up... Did I say PATIENTLY? 

Well, about that — it's not entirely true...

Actually, I've been dying to know the reason behind the guarding job — the why me and why Seth typical questions bombarding my brain — that it honestly got me to a point where I became paranoid about my safety.

There were days when I cautiously eat my meals at work, thinking that maybe the food was poisoned. Then, there were times when I constantly turn my head to check my surroundings if there were any signs of threat. Let's not forget how I became fully attentive to whom I talk to, thinking that maybe it was an imposter and not the real person I knew.

And to think that, that was only four days ago…

that the time had come for Seth to actually spill the beans — if this took longer

crazy if the waiting game

tonight — to resolve the communication barrier issue that came upon our family, which I may say, was starting to bother and annoy me

an open family. Our bond revolves mostly around communication; We don't hide things from each other, rather, we share and express freely — especially, our

weird behavior, or me having to avoid simple discussions that included ‘him’ and his new ‘role’ in the security forces — made

me lie to our parents for four straight days brought doubt to my

afraid — I don't know

overall point here is, I don't like being kept in the dark for far too long. And this situation with Seth and his secret was keeping me

need to

from the undeniable tension and guilt I was feeling right now, I went down to the kitchen and prepared breakfast for the family — well, for Mum,

obligation, came back to live with us. However, he doesn't really stay here that long and keeps on

original intention; prepping food

toast since I love some warm bread in the morning. Also, a good excuse for using that imported butter and cheese

of the reasons, I readied everything I needed and

Mum and Dad descending from

they were on the other side of the house. However, their senses were more heightened than me so I

used in cooking the eggs and bacon when they finally smell it. I heard them literally ending their lively conversation and

some kind of change in the house, my parents decided to have the kitchen and the dining room intricately designed to function as a one-room — no walls to divide each space.

they look shocked upon seeing me there — most especially, standing in the kitchen

from not letting me drive, they don't let me cook — unless Mum was there to direct me. They do let me clean the house, wash the dishes and do some laundry without supervision, but that's about

chores were either tricky, difficult, or dangerous for me — as

I finally greeted, ignoring their alarmed gapes as

green eyes widened in horror upon realizing what I just did, “You know, you should

smiled softly

the center of the glass table, “You too, Papa.” I added, stopping Dad from his attempt