Alpha's Nala

Legaxy 

Saturday.

I know I should have listened to my subconscious mind when she told me to stay in bed…

Get ourselves to rest a little longer, letting the cold weather engulfed us in a comforting hug, and allowing our skin to appreciate the soft sheets — both coming from the Queen size mattress and green plush pillows — a little better.

Not to mention, I am off today. So it should be enough reason to pin me down to bed and go back to that peaceful slumber some more.

Yet, I didn't.

Instead, and for some anonymous energy, I slowly got up from the comfort and tranquility of my bed — just around 6:30 am, and began stretching my stiff limbs. Then, just like a shot of lightning bolt, the overwhelming feeling of anxiety kicked in.

And that's when I remembered Seth's promise, which happens to be due today...

Obviously, my initial emotion for that sudden recollection was relief. Like hooray! I will finally get to hear the answers that I have been PATIENTLY waiting for —

Wait, hold up... Did I say PATIENTLY? 

Well, about that — it's not entirely true...

Actually, I've been dying to know the reason behind the guarding job — the why me and why Seth typical questions bombarding my brain — that it honestly got me to a point where I became paranoid about my safety.

There were days when I cautiously eat my meals at work, thinking that maybe the food was poisoned. Then, there were times when I constantly turn my head to check my surroundings if there were any signs of threat. Let's not forget how I became fully attentive to whom I talk to, thinking that maybe it was an imposter and not the real person I knew.

And to think that, that was only four days ago…

Seth to actually spill the beans — if this took longer than it should have, I don't think my sanity

crazy if the waiting game

the truth tonight — to resolve the communication barrier issue that came

around communication; We don't hide things from

that part out of my daily existence for the sake of his loyalty — bringing me to change topic after topic whenever our parents asked us about our weird behavior, or me having to avoid simple discussions that included ‘him’ and his new ‘role’ in the security forces —

for not informing everybody, but the way he tackled this case and made me lie to our parents for four straight days brought doubt to my mind. His fairness on

selfish… or genuinely, afraid — I don't

for far too long. And this situation with Seth and his secret was keeping me there,

to

the undeniable tension and guilt I was feeling right now, I went down to the kitchen and prepared breakfast for the family — well, for Mum,

of the guarding obligation, came back to live with us. However, he doesn't really stay here that long and keeps on returning to the

to the original intention; prepping food

on cooking scrambled eggs and honey-flavored bacon for the two of them. As for me, I only added toast since I love some warm bread in the morning. Also, a

reasons, I readied everything I needed and started

and Dad descending from

were on the other side of the house.

was about done washing the pan I had used in cooking the eggs and bacon when they finally smell it. I heard them literally ending their lively conversation and within that second — while I placed the utensil on

change in the house, my parents decided to have the kitchen and the dining room intricately designed

boy they look shocked upon seeing me there — most especially, standing

from not letting me drive, they don't let me cook — unless Mum was there to direct me. They do

rest of the household chores were either tricky, difficult, or dangerous for me — as per my

ignoring their alarmed gapes as I

the dining table. Then, her green eyes widened in horror upon realizing what I just

just smiled softly

and eat, before you go.” I announced as I placed the milk on the center of