Alpha's Nala

Legaxy 

Saturday.

I know I should have listened to my subconscious mind when she told me to stay in bed…

Get ourselves to rest a little longer, letting the cold weather engulfed us in a comforting hug, and allowing our skin to appreciate the soft sheets — both coming from the Queen size mattress and green plush pillows — a little better.

Not to mention, I am off today. So it should be enough reason to pin me down to bed and go back to that peaceful slumber some more.

Yet, I didn't.

Instead, and for some anonymous energy, I slowly got up from the comfort and tranquility of my bed — just around 6:30 am, and began stretching my stiff limbs. Then, just like a shot of lightning bolt, the overwhelming feeling of anxiety kicked in.

And that's when I remembered Seth's promise, which happens to be due today...

Obviously, my initial emotion for that sudden recollection was relief. Like hooray! I will finally get to hear the answers that I have been PATIENTLY waiting for —

Wait, hold up... Did I say PATIENTLY? 

Well, about that — it's not entirely true...

Actually, I've been dying to know the reason behind the guarding job — the why me and why Seth typical questions bombarding my brain — that it honestly got me to a point where I became paranoid about my safety.

There were days when I cautiously eat my meals at work, thinking that maybe the food was poisoned. Then, there were times when I constantly turn my head to check my surroundings if there were any signs of threat. Let's not forget how I became fully attentive to whom I talk to, thinking that maybe it was an imposter and not the real person I knew.

And to think that, that was only four days ago…

how glad I am that the time had come for Seth to actually spill the beans — if this took longer than it should have, I don't

if the waiting game

from that, I was also hoping — by spilling out the truth tonight — to resolve the communication barrier issue that came upon our family, which I may say, was starting to bother and annoy me to the

are an open family. Our bond revolves mostly around communication; We don't hide things from each other, rather,

topic after topic whenever our parents asked us about our weird behavior, or me having to avoid simple discussions that included ‘him’ and his new ‘role’ in the security forces — made me feel not just terrible about myself, but also completely

everybody, but the way he tackled this case and made me lie to our parents for four straight days brought doubt to my mind. His fairness on judgment when it comes to family matters, particularly with me — whom I should remind him was always the victim here, were

genuinely, afraid — I don't know which emotion

being kept in the dark for far too long. And this situation with Seth and his secret was keeping me there, FOR

to get

tension and guilt I was feeling right now, I went down to the kitchen and prepared breakfast for the family — well,

my brothers lived at the palace. Seth, because of the guarding obligation, came back to live with us. However, he doesn't really stay here that long and keeps on returning to the castle since his other duty

the original intention; prepping food for

so I concluded on cooking scrambled eggs and honey-flavored bacon for the two of them. As for me, I only added toast since I love some warm bread in the morning. Also, a good excuse for using

I readied everything I needed and started

descending from their room upstairs — guessing all dressed up and ready to go, there was already food on the

other side of the house. However, their senses were

the eggs and bacon when they finally smell it. I heard them literally ending their lively conversation and

kitchen and the dining room intricately designed to function as a one-room — no walls to divide each space. That's why, when Mum

seeing me there — most especially,

direct me. They do let me clean the house, wash the dishes and do some laundry

either tricky, difficult, or dangerous for me

greeted, ignoring their alarmed gapes as I took a carton of milk from the

eyes widened in horror upon realizing what I just did, “You know, you should have called me…” She uttered

softly at her.

before you go.” I announced as I placed the milk on the center of the glass table, “You too, Papa.” I added, stopping Dad