Alpha's Nala

Michael Angelo

On the Southern part of the Redwood Region, at the Redwood Pack Mansion.

Saturday, 

5:35 PM.

I am already aware of the loud music, many chatters, and clicking of glasses down the hall.

However, after a long day of paperwork and dealing with pack issues, my mind and body needed serenity.

And where to acquire it than your very own room.

So here I am, taking my time on doing my necktie. Making sure it looks neat and presentable for tonight's mating ball when, all of a sudden, a small voice interrupted me.

I knew who it was, the minute the little wolf entered my chamber, for her scent — composing of lemon and mint — immediately filled the room. 

Not to mention, her voice.

I recognize that voice anywhere, for there are no other seven-year-olds in the region that possesses an alpha tone, except her.

“Yes, Blessy?” I respond to my sister's little cry, eyes still focused on the nearly done knot.

There was no reply from her after that, making me assume that she already left. Though, instead of hearing a door closing, I surprisingly caught the sound of her soft footsteps walking towards me. Then, like a ray of sunshine, I felt the little she-wolf's warm presence behind me. 

Almost, immediately, a smile found its way to my face.

“Oh, busy.” She quickly muttered at my back, discovering that I was a bit occupied at the moment.

My smile widened.

Regardless of her warm existence, what really lightened up my dark mood was the aura my sister brought with her; the innocence of a child and the purity of a soul, which so happens to be the same as my late mate, Nala.

My Nalaese Marie Snow…

The reminder, rather of infuriating me like the last time, made me calm. And my once frustrated face was now beaming with pure peace.

“In a minute little one, I'm almost done,” I stated, and was about to do the last loop when I caught a glimpse of her dirty reflection on the full-length mirror I was using. 

Oh dear lord.

I quickly turned to face her, hoping my eyes were deceiving me. But once my gaze landed on the little girl, fully registering her appearance, I was utterly stunned to see how terrible-looking she really was. 

Hell no, she did not…

Her supposed to be cute little princess gown — fuchsia in color and full of diamonds — was already brownish on the bottom part, while a couple of dirty handprints at the top. Her blonde hair which was supposed to be tied in a bun we're loosened, leaving her gold tiara hanging on the back of her head.

Though, what gave me the overall impression that she sneaked out of the castle and play unto the forest floor — AGAIN — was her hands and face, all covered with mud. 

“Blessica Allison Joy Cane, what on earth got into you!” I roared, the shock was evident both in my face and voice.

Receiving no response from her, just a few blinks and fingers fidgeting, I swiftly grab her little arm and, as quick as the flash of light — werewolf speed, made her sit on a chair next to the dresser my Nala, once owned. 

Catching a glimpse of that wardrobe, my anger instantly halted. Then, as obvious as it was now, I got momentarily distracted. 

I know I should have thrown that out, or any stuff that belonged to my mate, but I can't. Not because I'm being too sentimental, but because it's one of those things that keeps me from going completely mad, or worse, seek solace again to BLOODLUST.

My ultimate cure, for three whole years...

As amazing as it would have been, to let myself be an animal — carefree and wild — for one day, though the danger that it would bring was much higher compared to the comfort that I aim to fulfill.

again… I had caused enough damage to everybody

still kept it — every belonging

Blessy, in a softer tone now, spoke up again.

my sudden stupor, making me shift my gaze from the dresser to her.

a hug?” She innocently asked while opening her mud-covered arms at me.

as she was, she always tries to comfort me whenever

that's what you get when you have a little sister

I only frowned at

be upset

in the mud as you wish, especially tonight. It's ball night

I almost forgot that I'm speaking to a kid who normally gets

stress, Angelo. Don't give in, or you're going to hurt our sister. Mika (Blessy's wolf) will not like that.’ Bear stated, trying to ease my impending

immediately mind his warning and began steadying my

echoed delicately inside my ears, which was also helping on calming the fury I felt.

her voice goes, I caught a glimpse of her face. Peculiarly, it lacks FEAR, and as much as I

However, she's not.

seven-year-old child being lectured at by an angry parent

which bothered me instantly, was her tiger brown eyes. They look very much dead and cold —

second, it was like she's looking THROUGH me — as if her eyes were staring right at the soul,

I froze.

pure sadness in that gaze of her. A longing

it's not just me who's still

looked away, trying to focus more on what I was supposed to be doing when I felt my wolf's

stop apologizing when she doesn't even mean it, or no one's gonna

— Bear is not fond of lying, internally nodded at

that it was not as genuine as

sternly, eyeing her. “Your pleas… It's not even true. You should stop that or no one's gonna believe you in the end, sweetie. Especially, once you get to a point

and then, realizing that

little smile at me — her dimples showing on both

Woah.

to the warriors I have trained in the field. Others would have bowed

just simply flash a smile at me. Looking

parted out of pure

brave… too brave for my liking.’ Bear pointed out, sounding almost irritated

Though, I'm just astounded that she could even smile at me like that at this point.

in the back of my mind, saying, ‘Or distract you from her troubles. She knows she's charming and you

shock after hearing that and internally lifted a challenging eyebrow

whining whenever she needs someone to protect

his ears

said, slowly retrieving to

I could only smirk.

the little being in front of me. She's

for my violent reaction… too bad, I'm

at her, in

I finally declared in a

hearing that as if I just compliment her. Though, I didn't miss the fact that the smile didn't fully reach her

Now, that's strange.

she always

really knowing what proper questions to ask or what simple

wet towel to wipe her. Lastly, kneeling in front of her, I started cleaning

became dead silent after, leaving me to wonder what was on her

that Blessy always loves the great outdoors wherein she could explore, learn, and be down and dirty. But having her keep on doing it every now and then,

is, was it really that fun?

she happened to have

just the idea of being grounded for another week in your room? Werewolves your age don't exactly like confinement Blessy, yet here you are, kept on going back to that said isolation. Do you really want that, sweetheart?” I paused

same dimpled smile at me. As if saying she