Michael Angelo
The party didn't end well.
For me, exactly...
I didn't know what got into me but by the time I could comprehend what I was doing, all of the guests inside the ballroom were already cowering from me.
Like I was somewhat the DEVIL who came for their souls...
The same goes with my family, and how I despised myself after. Especially, seeing my sweet baby sister, Blessy, cry out of horror; it was her first time seeing me like that.
As for my men — even if all were terrified of me at that moment, they still kept on dragging me out of the palace. All were pleading for me to cool off the rage I was feeling by running around the territory.
Even in my fury stage, I heeded their request and left the mansion.
I knew, the minute I shifted and Bear's paws thundered inside the forest floor, that I turned BLOODLUST again.
I know it was stupid of me to let myself do it, to let my animal instinct take over and ruin the ball.
But what could I have done better discovering that there was a shrine of ‘her’, displayed on the throne where she was supposed to sit on?
Yes, a memorial shrine… for my late mate.
My lovely Mother thought it was a great idea to do that, believing that it would give me the best of luck in finding the ‘second chance mate’.
Sure, a memorial shrine serves that way — note the cold sarcasm.
Nonetheless, what made me see red was the notion that the shrine was also a way to give respect to Nala since I will be letting her go once I found a new mate.
Bullshit!
That purpose, aside from being ridiculous, almost sounded like an insult.
And that, instinctively, triggered me…
All I could think of then was the desire to KILL.
help when Bear heard the reasons from Mom and instead of approving her work, he went apeshit; almost slaughtered two of our guards
said incident
ago, to
other hour, hunting — don't ask,
Furthermore, calmed down.
the round pillars of the mansion's verandah, feet nonchalantly planted on the edge of the
already showered and was wearing only my sweatpants. I thought that
know, get my head
dismay, I
I felt horrible.
Numb…
low and
sensing, still felt heavy and even with the earlier outburst, the empty
the space of
where my heart is. The heart's beating there, but too faint for
I sighed.
was serious and maybe
I was mentally ill and with that kind of episode that occurred hours ago, I couldn't help but believe that I was starting
My composure,
My control,
My HUMANITY…
on thin ice. And just one more
mindless demon that kept
No!
go there...
of, I know that I can handle this… I'm
still have a reason
packs to
Kingdom to
People to strengthen,
And lives to nourish...
say it is all worth it. That this miserable life still has its joys, and
still have work
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