Michael Angelo
The party didn't end well.
For me, exactly...
I didn't know what got into me but by the time I could comprehend what I was doing, all of the guests inside the ballroom were already cowering from me.
Like I was somewhat the DEVIL who came for their souls...
The same goes with my family, and how I despised myself after. Especially, seeing my sweet baby sister, Blessy, cry out of horror; it was her first time seeing me like that.
As for my men — even if all were terrified of me at that moment, they still kept on dragging me out of the palace. All were pleading for me to cool off the rage I was feeling by running around the territory.
Even in my fury stage, I heeded their request and left the mansion.
I knew, the minute I shifted and Bear's paws thundered inside the forest floor, that I turned BLOODLUST again.
I know it was stupid of me to let myself do it, to let my animal instinct take over and ruin the ball.
But what could I have done better discovering that there was a shrine of ‘her’, displayed on the throne where she was supposed to sit on?
Yes, a memorial shrine… for my late mate.
My lovely Mother thought it was a great idea to do that, believing that it would give me the best of luck in finding the ‘second chance mate’.
Sure, a memorial shrine serves that way — note the cold sarcasm.
Nonetheless, what made me see red was the notion that the shrine was also a way to give respect to Nala since I will be letting her go once I found a new mate.
Bullshit!
That purpose, aside from being ridiculous, almost sounded like an insult.
And that, instinctively, triggered me…
All I could think of then was the desire to KILL.
reasons from Mom and instead of approving her work, he went apeshit; almost slaughtered two
the said incident
hours ago, to
running for an hour and the other hour, hunting — don't ask, Bear
Furthermore, calmed down.
I'm just leaning against the round pillars of the mansion's verandah, feet nonchalantly planted on the edge of the marble banister while my arms are crossed in front
sweatpants. I thought
get my
my dismay, I felt the
I felt horrible.
Numb…
was low and I
hollow that is inside of me, the one I was accustomed to sensing, still felt heavy and even with the earlier outburst, the empty feeling didn't go
the space of
where I felt the void, which was on the area where my heart is. The heart's beating there, but too faint
I sighed.
serious and maybe
with that kind of episode that occurred hours ago, I couldn't help but believe that
My composure,
My control,
My HUMANITY…
on thin ice. And just one more snap from me, one more step, then
cold, mindless demon that kept people
No!
go there...
capable of, I know that I can handle
have a reason
have packs
Kingdom to govern,
People to strengthen,
And lives to nourish...
it is all worth it. That this miserable life still has its joys, and that I'm still blessed to see and
I still have
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