Michael Angelo
The party didn't end well.
For me, exactly...
I didn't know what got into me but by the time I could comprehend what I was doing, all of the guests inside the ballroom were already cowering from me.
Like I was somewhat the DEVIL who came for their souls...
The same goes with my family, and how I despised myself after. Especially, seeing my sweet baby sister, Blessy, cry out of horror; it was her first time seeing me like that.
As for my men — even if all were terrified of me at that moment, they still kept on dragging me out of the palace. All were pleading for me to cool off the rage I was feeling by running around the territory.
Even in my fury stage, I heeded their request and left the mansion.
I knew, the minute I shifted and Bear's paws thundered inside the forest floor, that I turned BLOODLUST again.
I know it was stupid of me to let myself do it, to let my animal instinct take over and ruin the ball.
But what could I have done better discovering that there was a shrine of ‘her’, displayed on the throne where she was supposed to sit on?
Yes, a memorial shrine… for my late mate.
My lovely Mother thought it was a great idea to do that, believing that it would give me the best of luck in finding the ‘second chance mate’.
Sure, a memorial shrine serves that way — note the cold sarcasm.
Nonetheless, what made me see red was the notion that the shrine was also a way to give respect to Nala since I will be letting her go once I found a new mate.
Bullshit!
That purpose, aside from being ridiculous, almost sounded like an insult.
And that, instinctively, triggered me…
All I could think of then was the desire to KILL.
the reasons from Mom and instead of approving her work,
the said
hours ago, to be
for an hour and the other hour, hunting — don't ask, Bear and
Furthermore, calmed down.
the edge of
thought that doing so could help me
get my
my dismay, I felt the other
I felt horrible.
Numb…
mood was low and
hollow that is inside of me, the one I was accustomed to sensing, still felt heavy and even with the earlier outburst, the empty feeling didn't go away like it
all the space of what's left of my
on where I felt the void, which was on the area where
I sighed.
and maybe Lucky
that kind of episode that occurred hours ago, I couldn't help but
My composure,
My control,
My HUMANITY…
thin thread, walking on thin ice. And just one more snap from me, one more step, then I'll
that kept people
No!
not go
know that I can handle
I still have a reason to
have packs
to
People to strengthen,
And lives to nourish...
add my family to the mix, then I could say it is all worth it. That this miserable life still has
I still have work to
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