Baby Daddy Facade

Raina Williams.

"He has some nerve." Grayson spat without remorse while pouring a glass of red wine for us both. Instead of clubbing we decided to stay at my apartment because he noticed how low, I was. In fact, I don't know how to feel about it everything.

"I just wanna go home Gray." I sighed. "I need to be with my parents and my brother." I said absent-minded. Gray handed me a glass as he sat next to me on the leather couch. "You have a very funny way of dealing with stress and anxiety my dear Raina." He sipped on his wine. He looked so carefree, i guess our relationship went from Lawyer and Clients son to close friends after he told me he was gay. I can not believe I was even begining to think maybe something could happen between us.

It's good those thoughts didn't go too far.

"Shut up, Gray." I playfully hit his chest making him pout.

"No don't mind me... I'm just saying, you need to go to Ohio and think about this and everything..."

"He is getting married." I added emptying the contents in my glass, i needed that.

"Raina, you need to get over him. Please girl...this relationship is so unhealthy."

"I know-"

"So why do you let everything he does affect you ?"

"Uhm-uh-well.." I mumbled.

it's time you moved on. This time for real and that means no absolutely no sleeping with him. He is using your

The truth hurts.

snirveled as tears rolled

once let yourself cry, let it out. You cry, let it out and move on." He

on his chest, i never let anyone see me cry but I couldn't act strong anymore. I couldn't act like I was okay, I couldn't keep myself together...I was tired. I felt like a used toilet paper, with no worth. He made me feel that way,

there.." Gray said patting

there is meant

he ? I hate this...I hate feeling like this. I hate Angelo AND I WILL HAVE TO SEE HIM FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE BECAUSE OF THE KIDS. HE IS SO HAPPY WHILE I'M HERE SULKING...GRAYSON YOU ARE RIGHT. I DON'T KNOW.........WHY I LET MYSELF GET USED. HE ALWAYS USES ME, A MONTH AGO I THOUGHT I HAD EVERYTHING UNDER CONTROL BUT HE JUST HAD TO COME AND GET INSIDE MY PANTS...and I let him." I yelled but the last past I said it under my

felt much

had this anger buried inside and this was my way of releasing it. I need to remove all this negativity, that

grabbing the whole bottle of wine,

a dog, Raina." Gray said with sass. "You know if I was with him right now, i would.." I paused gulping down the red hot liquid. " I would tell him that the sex sucked and and and he is quite horrendous at making love." I had no idea where I got the sudden confidence but I liked

like this Raina

like this Raina too."

suddenly laughed. "Who the hell was I KIDDING I MEAN, HE DOESN'T CARE AT ALL. HE DOESN'T WANT ME, HE WANTS YASMINE YAYA WHATEVER, CAN YOU BELIEVE HE CALLS HER YAYA.

it out my friend."

AGAIN WILL I LET HIM FUCK ME. LET HIM FUCK YAYA.." I faked a Dutch accent. "HE IS SUCH A MALE WHORE SOMEONE NEEDS TO CUT OF HIS DICK AND THAT WON'T BE ME BECAUSE I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE HIM IT WHATEVER. I DON'T CARE...I DON'T HAVE A CARE AT ALL IN

one Raina." Gray