"You can't force anyone to love you or lend you money." ~ Jewish Proverb
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Angelo Le roux.
"Brad, i swear everyone on that table was just waiting to stab me with their forks." I sighed explaining what had occurred two nights before.
"Just leave their daughter alone, mate." Brad sighed heavily probably annoyed by my blabbering.
"Not you too." I whined.
"I mean Raina is-"
"Is mine, she has always been mine from the first time I met her, the first time I took her innocence." I said sounding a little more possessive than I would I like to sound.
"Hey too many details." Brad playfully hit my arm making me give him an evil eye, he knew I was joking.
"Anyways enough about me, you are going to be a daddy." I said in an obnoxiously mimicked voice.
"Stop stop stop, you flutter me too much." He said in a sarcastic manor taking a sip from his beer.
"And I'm obviously the God father right?" I asked.
"About that Hayde?? had another suggestion.." He said with a hint sadness.
"Why, i mean I'm the best candidate ?" I scowled at him.
"Yes, i do get that but she thinks you are well- you need to sort your life out." He said quickly.
"Well if you haven't noticed that's what I'm doing and why is she the one deciding ?" I muttered with discontent. "I thought she liked me." I added.
we are both deciding."
you are deciding then you are choosing me. I mean, I'm a great dad have you seen me with the twins." Not to suck my
"Hardly." He hissed.
?" I
his wife. I mean it's a good thing they are married, they have a stable home and they are really loving." He said making me
stable, i
star hotels every month in different states, countries and continents is
I said in
a stable relationship." He added which
you are my best friend. I didn't care whether you even had a job at that time because I believed in your business. I knew your temporary state wasn't a permanent one. You were unemployed at that moment but I didn't care. I knew that if something ever happened to Raina and
the sake of choosing. You were in a panicked mode after finding out the pregnancy that should have been terminated was now in Labour. It's different because Hayde?? and I planned this out, we had everything planned but most of all ... I wanted this baby." Bradley Murray replied, each and every
point exactly? that I don't love my kids or
Brad replied in the
know what really pisses me off is the fact that even when someone is trying so hard to change... you just have to keep
to make you feel that
leaving Brad." I turned on my heel not even giving him an opportunity to say anything. Honestly with everyone always telling me how much of a disappointment I am, i just always thought Brad had my back but I
I was back to my old habit, back to wanting and needing Raina after everytime and anything goes wrong. You know what they say old habits die hard and I could never get tired of Raina. She always listened to me everytime, I needed someone to talk to. I had no idea what I was
Note the sarcasm.
she had out done herself. She was living a comfortable life with everything that she needed like good friends and family as well as a good job. Something that always attracted me to Raina was how goal-oriented she was. Anything she set her mind to she would do it. I just wondered did she set her mind on getting over me and did she succeed
off the ignition noticing the lights in Raina's house were still on. I closed the car door shut making my way towards the door. Nerves never got to me but now they did, she once rejected me when I was ready to leave everything for her. It was kind of nerve wrecking that she could do it again.
wider for me to come in. Deep down it felt like we had been through this before. I don't know how
repeating it
disturbing you." I said getting in as she closed the front
tanned beautiful long legs, it seemed to make my pants tighten. I had not been with a women for a long time now. My hand
Tragic, I know.
actually came to talk to you. We have a lot to talk
When I invited you for dinner, i didn't intend for my family to act the way
well I deserve it." I rushed to say. Her beautiful brunette hair had grown longer and she honestly looked mesmerising. How did it take me so long to realise that I
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