Bad Love An Alpha’s Regret

Chapter 79

LEAH

I sleep.

I’m not sure how long or even what time it is when I wake up.

I just know that I’m groggy. I check my phone for maybe the thousandth time. No messages. No calls.

I’m not sure what I’m expecting.

I told Aaron to leave. I let him go with ‘peace’ – who even talks like that!?! I told him I did not want to be with him. That he could not stay with me.

It’s just habit, I tell myself.

Habit and loneliness, because I’ve known him and have been with him for so many years, that of course it feels weird to be alone somewhere else.

Back hom-at Aaron’s pack, we always slept in the same house each night. Maybe not always the same bed, but the nights we did spend apart were ones he was on guard along the perimeter, out running with his pack, or holed up in the library working. And those library nights, I usually fell asleep in a chair beside him. I’d always wake up in my bed though, so I know he carried me up all those flights of stairs and tucked me in.

Bad habits.

not sad or lonely. I’m just learning to

I get used to things,

brisk knock on the door right before it

know I did.

“Hi!” It’s Marla.

do that. I don’t make a habit of barging in on others, so I don’t expect that to

me.”

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eyes go so wide her lashes stretch past her eyebrows. “I’m so sorry, Alpha.” She holds up the tray in her hands. “I just wanted to bring you dinner. You slept through breakfast and

day, I

I don’t say

the desk,” I

as she walks. I bet in her true form she’s a prancer. Jessica is like that too. Her wolf is

where I told her and she steps back. “Oh, here.” She pulls out the chair. “Come on over.

smell good. Savory.

are roasted yams and carmelized onions. A piece of steak grilled just right

My stomach rumbles.

You

of bed and approach her. Only when I sit down and my mo uth waters, I find her watching me a tad too expectantly. It brings to mind the situation in the library where

don’t know

gesture, I’m not sure I want to take the risk.

frowns. “Is something wrong?”