Bad Love An Alpha’s Regret

Chapter 79

LEAH

I sleep.

I’m not sure how long or even what time it is when I wake up.

I just know that I’m groggy. I check my phone for maybe the thousandth time. No messages. No calls.

I’m not sure what I’m expecting.

I told Aaron to leave. I let him go with ‘peace’ – who even talks like that!?! I told him I did not want to be with him. That he could not stay with me.

It’s just habit, I tell myself.

Habit and loneliness, because I’ve known him and have been with him for so many years, that of course it feels weird to be alone somewhere else.

Back hom-at Aaron’s pack, we always slept in the same house each night. Maybe not always the same bed, but the nights we did spend apart were ones he was on guard along the perimeter, out running with his pack, or holed up in the library working. And those library nights, I usually fell asleep in a chair beside him. I’d always wake up in my bed though, so I know he carried me up all those flights of stairs and tucked me in.

Bad habits.

I’m feeling now. I’m not sad or lonely. I’m just learning to live by

to things, the better it’ll be for

the door right before

know I did. Before I

“Hi!” It’s Marla.

please don’t do that. I don’t make a habit of barging in on others, so I don’t expect

me.”

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so sorry, Alpha.” She holds up the tray

day,

don’t

the desk,” I

I bet in her true form she’s a prancer. Jessica is like that too. Her wolf

places the food where I told her and she steps back. “Oh, here.” She pulls out the chair. “Come on over.

does smell good. Savory.

and carmelized onions. A piece of steak grilled

My stomach rumbles.

“See. You

bed and approach her. Only when I sit down and my mo uth waters, I find her watching me a tad too expectantly. It brings

I don’t know this

I’m not sure

“Is something wrong?”