Bad Love An Alpha’s Regret

LEAH

For a second I think I’m going to pass out.

I get dizzy and I can’t seem to draw a full breath.

This is too much.

It’s too big, too life altering, too shocking.

All these weeks since I woke up and started grieving my son, my baby-has been alive this whole time, and Aaron has been hiding him.

I think I should have an opinion about that.

I think I’m so angry about that, my fury has become this huge, incomprehensible thing, so that I can’t even deal with it right now.

The one fact my brain latches onto is the last thing Aaron said.

Someone had kidnapped my son

I lift the blanket one more time and draw in the soft, new scent of my baby into my lungs and into my very essence.

My wolf recognizes him on a primal level, and it sends her into a frenzy

We have to find him.

Now.

a word to Aaron, I drop the blanket

wheel around, immediately picking up the newly familiar scent and following it out of

streak past him,

reach the gate, that’s where the scent trail

this was where my son was put into some kind

scent any further, but somehow,

been more determined to

the fury that’s now starting to coalesce into something palpable

still there, standing outside near the SUV, talking to James about

looks relieved when I come bounding back

“Did

find anything?” he asks me, a

stalk forward and shove him in

Hard

scream at him, shoving him

and devastated, not even fighting back, and for some reason that

better. You walk around making all these decisions for everyone else that affects their entire lives and you never stop to think if you should ask them what they want, or what they think is good for

and tears are streaming

in the face of my tirade, when all I want

louder. “You selfish as

finally, his temper snaps

accuse me of not caring, Leah. I never wanted to hide Ethan from you. But you were in a coma, and you have no idea how close we came to losing him that day when there was an attack on the hospital. I did what I had to in order to protect him. And protect you. I had to spend months thinking you were never going to wake up. And then when you did, our enemies were closing in tighter than ever. Don’t you get it? I don’t care about myself or having the power of three Alphas. You and Ethan are all that matter. And if you were both made safer

I lied.