Bad Love An Alpha’s Regret

Chapter 301
EMILY
I can’t risk getting any closer, otherwise Axel might sense or
scent me.
But I’m dying from curiosity.
Something is going on here.
I just don’t know if it’s something good or something bad.
I have no idea why Axel would shift and run all the way out here just to intercept those vampires who came to the house to threaten my brother and our pack.
Part of me thinks we should just hand over Leah and the Roberts pack. That would certainly solve our problems.
Aaron isn’t responsible for their bad choices, and he shouldn’t have to pay for them.
I’m not close enough to hear what’s being said, even with my heightened hearing.
The way Axel and the three vampires are all warily regarding each other, I don’t think they know each other.
They’re not acting familiar, so I don’t think Axel was lying when
he told Aaron he a never met these vampires before.
But what the hell could he be talking to them about?
I watch for another few minutes at the heated exchange.
Eventually, however, the vampires get back in their vehicle.
Axel stays standing in the road, watching them as they roll past him and then the luxury sedan quickly disappears into the night.

I have to shift quickly then, and speed off into the darkness, hoping Axel doesn’t scent me when he comes back this way.
The wind is blowing sharply from the north with the promise of new snow, so I’m hoping that’ll cover the traces that may linger.
My mind is racing all the way back to the mansion, trying to figure out what Axel going after the vampires might mean.
What he could have even needed to say to such creatures.
I manage to sneak back into the mansion, then I rush upstairs to my room, where I hurry into the bathroom. I strip off my clothes and hurriedly tie a bathrobe around my body, and then stick my head under the shower long enough to wet my hair, so it seems like I’ve been here showering the entire time while Axel was
gone.
It feels extreme, covering the lie of me trailing him with such a charade, but I have no idea how Axel might react if he found out I had followed him and spied on him.
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Axel is dangerous, of that I have no doubt.
And he rejected me as his mate, so I can assume he would protect me from his own wrath if I accidentally-or not so accidentally I suppose-found out something he didn’t want me to know.
Just as I step back out of the bathroom, Axel walks into the room, and my heart immediately picks up speed.
I silently curse my own body’s reaction to him.
It doesn’t seem to matter to my wolf-or my body-that he rejected me.
He makes me feel things I don’t want to feel.
He makes me want things I shouldn’t want from him.
Even more so when he’s made it clear that he doesn’t feel the
same way.
I turn away from him and try to force my wolf to settle.
“You were gone for a while,” I say, trying to sound casual. “Did you get things figured out with James?”
He doesn’t answer right away, and I have to turn back to him to read his expression.
The problem is, Axel is almost impossible to read.
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He’s staring at me-expression mostly dispassionate as usual, like he doesn’t even care about having to deal with me one way or the other-and it’s like he’s trying to find some kind of ulterior motive behind my question.
I glance away again, willing my face not to burn with guilt.
Does he know I followed him?
“James was busy,” Axel eventually says. “So I didn’t get to talk to him.”
“Well, I’m going to bed now,” I tell him instead of saying anything about his lack of conversation with James.
I pointedly go over and get my PJs out of the closet.
“I’ll be across the hall if you need me,” Axel says, before sending me a nod and stepping out of the room.
In the role of my ‘protector’ Aaron gave Axel the empty guest room across from mine.
I have wondered a time or two whether Axel sleeps, or if he just lays awake all night and listens for any clues that I might be trying to sneak out.