Barely Breathing

I sighed, opening my eyes and hugging my pillow tighter. "I am trying to sleep Xyrus."

Xyrus inched his body closer to mine and buried his nose in my hair like he usually does, his arm circled my waist. His body felt warm and surprisingly comforting. lt felt like normal for us to cuddle like this, far from how bad I thought this idea would be.

"Willow?" He mumbled.

"Hmmm."

"Do you still remember the day I found you at the boundary?"

"How can I forget." I groaned. "I almost died that day, if it were not for you."

"It was not me who saved your life, Willow." He spoke.

I turned upon hearing this, bewildered and lost for words.

He must have noticed my confusion as he added. "Yes I was the one who killed that rogue who attacked you, and brought you to the infirmary...but it was your strong will to survive, which has saved you."

"I do not understand," I confessed.

closer. "Do you remember what

out.

save you even with the pack doctor tending your wounds...but something miraculous happened. You shifted for the first

my cheek lightly. "You have a strong will and mind. You must have had a hard life but you chose to live and that made you survived. It is not because of me Willow, but your

from swirling emotions inside

side of my eye but did not speak a word. Listening patiently to what I have

life. They all died protecting me, I owe them that much." I

you." He

I gleamed at that.

breath and moved. He laid on his back while

"I am sorry Willow."

on my back and hands folded on my stomach,

you feel trapped like what Jasper did to you and

my mind. How possible he knows my deepest thoughts? Then it dawned on me that he could read my mind. He marked

you? Why

why you resist me. It was