Bashing Trinity

BASH

“Why didn’t you tell me that her fiancé died? I could have avoided asking her about him, Lizzy.”

She sighs from the other line. I couldn’t sleep after what I just found out about her relationship. It breaks my heart to see her in such pain, and I can’t do anything to help her.

“Bash, she needs you. She may laugh, jokes around, or pushes you away, but she suffered a lot losing her fiancé. She needs the Bash that she used to know. She needs her best friend,” Lizzy says softly, convincing me.

“She doesn’t need me, Lizzy. You can’t push her on me if she doesn’t want me, and I can’t force what we had to be back to normal. All she needs is to accept her loss and move on. She has you as a friend.” The frown deepens on my forehead. Honestly, I don’t want to be just her friend anymore. I want to be wanted. I want to be someone she needs, not because she was my best friend.

“You didn’t get it, Bash.”

“Tell me then, Lizzy.” I close my eyes.

“You can bring back the old Trinity. Haven’t you notice? She is trying to be strong, but it doesn’t feel right because she is fooling herself. Deep inside, she is broken. You broke her, and then, she’s broken again when her fiancé died.” Lizzy blames me. I know it, and a part of me, I blamed myself too.

“I didn’t break her, Lizzy.” I ignore the pang inside my chest and the fact that she shoves into my face.

“Do tell, Bash. Aren’t you broken too?” she asks, demanding an answer.

“Just drop it, Lizzy. My case is different. It’s not like that,” I clarify awkwardly.

“What is your case then? And how it isn’t like that? You jumped into conclusions, and then you didn’t come to visit again for over three years, and you avoided anything about her. You always walked away when we were talking about her. Tell me, baby brother.” She sounds pissed. She has the right to because she cares a lot about Trinity. They became best friends while I’m gone.

I don’t know what to tell her because I know she’ s right. I didn’t come to spend a vacation for three years after what I saw on my first visit. Since then, I stayed in London and let my family come to visit me. I never asked anyone about her or even checked her on social media. I didn’t realize how much I was hurt when I saw her that night.

“Whatever, Lizzy, and I didn’t call you to lecture on me. I remember asking you why didn’t you tell me,” I retort.

“Bash, didn’t I mention you that you avoided anything has to with her?”

I slump myself to the couch, defeated. I can’t fight with Lizzy.

“Remember I told you that it isn’t too late? It isn’t, is it? Now, it’s time for you to be a better friend or better be more than a friend.” She starts giggling.

“Lizzy, it’s not the right time for that.”

“Oh, really? So, when will it be?” she asks, sounding hopeful.

“She doesn’t even trust me, and I don’t even know how to befriend her.” I don’t even know what to do or how to start. Trinity seems so close to me—she’s a grasp away, but her heart and mind are so far.

“Yay! My baby brother needs his big sissy’s help. Leave it to me, baby Bash.”

“Whatever.” I roll my eyes with that annoying nickname.

***

“Morning,” I greet her with enthusiasm.

I didn’t sleep well last night. I kept turning in bed after my phone call with my sister. I don’t know how to get back the old Trinity, but I want her back pretty bad, and I will accept anything she can offer even if it’s just an acquaintance or an officemate for as long as I can talk to her every day. I know it sounds desperate, but I need her help too.

But seeing her today is worth a sleepless night. She’s already in her office, hustling on the keyboard, and her green eyes are focused on the screen. She turns her swivel chair when she hears me.

She’s wearing a cream-colored blouse with ruffles in front and a dark red knee-length skirt and white four inches high heels. Her hair curled messily. I guess the red lipstick is her signature because she looks gorgeous.

“Good morning, Boss.” She rises from her seat, pulling down her skirt, then smoothens it. She smiles tightly without showing her perfect teeth. But she looks better today compares to our last encounter in this office.

Trinity is jaw-droppingly beautiful.

“You’re here early.” I check my watch. It’s twenty-five minutes after eight.

you is nine sharp,” she says, picking up the iPad, tapping her red-manicured finger on the

thing, Trinity? I thought we already agreed about it

with a hint of a smile

because I have a good memory too.” I finally

smiles back at me. “Okay, then. Can I get you a coffee or

my calendar for today, Tri. You already sent me an email last night about my schedule unless you made

and she freezes. “We’ll go out to buy coffee,” I tell her, but she doesn’t move.

I look at her, and she’s looking at me with slightly wide eyes. She blinks and licks her lips. I can’t

Shit!

in the building, or we can just

bought for us if I wanted to, but

rolls her eyes. “You know, I don’t do that

your lazy ass, and

not moving as she tries to slip her hand from my grip. Her features change instantly

put up walls between us. It’s just me. and

I let you in into my life again, there’s a possibility that you can hurt me again. I just celebrated my first anniversary with my fiancé, and I have to celebrate it alone in his grave instead of doing it in the restaurant with him or

I loosen the grip. My face falls, and my heart hurts. She pulls her hand quickly

I still have

her, she strides out of my office to my dad’s private elevator. She gestures her hand. I slide the key card that’s exclusive only for

you

and mutters under her

are my breathing and the whirring of the elevator

beautiful today, Trinity.” I glance down at her beside me.

“Thanks.”

smile. “Don’t you think you wear taller high heels?”

“I love my shoes, and what’s with the judgment,

you, Tri, but we will walk down the street. Your feet might hurt, you

me already, huh? Just so you know, I wear high heels just right.”

making fun of you, in fact, I think I should pass a regulation in banning

slightly parted. Tempting. And there’s a part of me that notices her. I can just push her against this elevator wall and kiss her lips until swollen, but I value the little trust she’s giving me. If there

my boss, and we’re best friends.”

in my chest. A full grin spreads in my lips. “It only takes a single flirt

at me. A lovely smile. she bumps her elbows on my arm. “Shut up, Bash!” God, how I missed this.

soon as the elevator slides open.

press my hand on her back to let her moves closer to me since it’s still rush hour, and we can’t help to bump with people in suits, rushing against the time. The honking of vehicles

okay for you to walk? I’m worried about your feet.” I

sexier and longer on those heels. I guess, I just

just now you are worried when we are near the shop?” she gives me an odd look.

her green irises. She coated some mascara on her lashes, although they’re thick

Tri. I’ve no problem

we sneaked out

you wore that tiny purple dress to impress Adam Lavine. What were you thinking? We’re going to a concert, not to

She laughs.

laugh. So rich and free, and it always makes my

a taxi,

“Because you consumed our phone batteries just to take

boisterously and grips my arm. “Then my feet hurt like hell. I had blisters. Oh, my god!

a best friend to carry

that beggar when he said, “Yo! Watta ass there, folks!” she mimics the beggar’s

with her.

phone vibrates in my pocket when we are halfway back to the

morning,” I answer

“Is that you that I see walking down the street?” Dad asks over the phone

my eyes scan the crowd, but I can’t find him anywhere.