Be Eaten Up with Love

"Taking what we need from each other, what a nice words! Lydia, what kind of woman I have not met! If you are at least a little smart then you must know that you will not get any good ending if you use me." His lips were pulled and he looked at me sneering.

"Wayne, is that because you are falling in love with me since you care about the reason that I get in relation with you?"

I saw him pulled a cigarette from the box, lighted it up and smoked for several times. In the smoke, I saw the elegant face of him and he looked at me with a sneering sight. It seemed like what I said was a kind of funny joke.

"Lydia, you are feeling so good about yourself. Where you get that I fall in love with the kind of woman like you who has a impure mind? You fucked you several times only because your body fits my taste!"

This was the first time that I heard the rude words from him, explaining the relationship between us with such dirty words.

I did a self-mockery with a smile. I was really out of my mind these time. Merlin was right. If a man was being vicious to you, a random words could stab and hurt you easily. Wayne only saved me once and did good to me in daily life. Spoiled me, indulged me so all those made me feeling presuming that he fell in love with me!

The man like him would indulge you and protect you if he was happy. When you violated his wish, the relationship between you and him would break down instantly!

It had to always be remembered that, between me and him, we were only buddy calls. We could never be lovers. Our body could badger with each other but our hearts would never be together.

" Since we are buddy calls, you play with my body, why don't I use you to revenge on Geoffrey? You are ruthless to me and you

hurt and trembling with

never expected me to refute him straightly like this. He glared at me with

I saw the indifference from his eyes, turned around with a firm hand and walked away without turning back

time flowed down, crying as I was walking. I was aggrieved like a little abandoned pity. I lost myself and went back to my rent little home.

stayed at home in the next two days. I did not get out of my home except buying some food outside. I

Wayne did not contact me at all in these two days. I looked at the

the proud man like Wayne, would weed me out immediately when he was hurt

to be suspicious of I became a past

those nights anyway. It left a wound on my heart somehow. But my ability of recovering was very good. The wound was recovered by myself with a

mood for nothing to keep the number. Since Wayne cut the connection with me, it should be cut totally. Keeping the

my phone, after a short hesitating, I put the number in the blacklist finally, left it

Chief James I saved before and

up had not spayed out at the moment so I had to find the

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