Be Eaten Up with Love

At the moment when my uncle took the baby away, I heard the little guy crying. I couldn't control my mood any more. I rushed forward and took the baby back from my uncle's hands, coaxing: "baby, don't cry, what should mom do? What can I do to keep you here? "

It was better to have a short pain than a long one. After watching for a while, officer Wu asked someone to hold the baby in my arms to my uncle.

I took the child's small hand. Tears ran down my cheeks, and even my voice was hoarse: "how can I let him go? My child...Oh...My child! "

After he took over the child, uncle was also very sad. He could not help but look at me: "Lydia, uncle must help you take care of the child. You can rest assured that when you get out of prison, you can come to pick up the child."

After saying that, uncle walked with heavy emotion, holding the child and never looking back.

Until the child's cry gradually went away, my defense line at the bottom of my heart finally collapsed. Looking at them that had gone far outside the iron door, I cried sadly. Holding the iron door crazily, I fell on the ground

Officer Wu supported me up and sent me back to the prison.

In the room, I went to the bedside without thinking anything. I looked at the baby's sleeping quilt and touched the baby's clothe like my soul disappearing. Holding the baby's things, I shed tears silently.

When sister Cai and A Lai saw me like this, they took a look at each other, collected all the things in my hands and put them into the cabinet.

out on the day you get out of prison. The baby has already left. You can't be decadent. Only by making a good perform can we get out as soon as possible. " The cabinet was locked and A Lai handed

he will live well or grow up healthy and safely. Three years later, when I get out of prison, my child will be nearly four years old. Will he know me and hate me...A Lai, about my child, what should I do? I regret so much.

Seeing that I was so heart-broken, sister Cai and A Lai couldn't organize words to comfort me. After all, the pain of losing the son and

for me to vent my emotions quietly, without saying anything. I cried for a long time until

I was like a doll without any thoughts. I didn't eat or drink. My

was the hope. Without the child, all hopes in my spiritual world have been destroyed. Every minute and every second in prison was suffering. I knew that even if it went on like this, it won't work. I can't see my

if I knew , how hard was

help me. She found out that I had some mild depression. Negative emotions made me lose interest in the outside world. I feel depressed all day long. After the psychiatrist gave me an assessment and the prison issued a certificate, she treated me

if this continued, depression may turn into mental disorder.

a year to treat the depression intermittently, and then it became better slowly. I came out from being totally immersed

missing my baby, my state was much better. Of course, thanks to the

me to work and live was my child!

my good performance and my child waiting outside for me to get together, my negative attitude would

Every visit of relatives in prison was regulated. At the second year, I met Merlin and Frank who came

come with Frank together, but they appeared one

When he saw Merlin, he grabbed her and asked in a sharp voice, "why

little flustered and didn’t looked at his eyes,"how do you know I will come here? You let someone to investigate me? Frank, the leopard can’t change his spots. As I said, we're finished. We won't have any relationship in