Bestfriends Shouldn’t Know How You Taste

Chapter 72

Pain. That’s all I felt, slicing through my entire body like  shockwaves. This wasn’t regular pain but excruciating. I  wanted it to stop, I wanted it all to stop.

I hear voices, unfamiliar calling out to me. They tell me  to stay with them but I feel myself slipping away. Pain. I  was in too much pain. My heart hurts, my body feels  numb. I can’t move.

I felt like I was floating, not on water but high above the  sky. It felt like how I imagined a baby bird learning to fly  for the first time.

Was I dying?

I couldn’t tell. If I was, why does it feel so peaceful? Why  do I want to stay? Why aren’t I fighting to go back to my  family? Had I had too much?

I could see nothing, plain, white, blank. Why is there  nothing? Is this what they call the light? Heaven?

I feel it then. A powerful electric force on my chest. My  heart tries, I feel it. My chest lifts, my eyes and mouth  stay shut.

I want to scream, I want to tell them that they should  leave me. I was in peace.

But was I really? I was alone, there was no Blake. No  Arden, no mom or dad, no Ryan, Rosalie or Liam. There  was no uncle Luke, Noel or aunt Rose. There was  nothing. I was alone.

There it goes again another zap to my chest. It feels  uncomfortable, like a magnet hitting metal. My chest

lifts again as I hear them speak. Angels? No it couldn’t  be.

Perhaps I wasn’t really dead yet, I was in between. That’s  when I hear him as I succumb to the feeling of loneliness.  His voice, the one I love, Blake, he was there.

You better fight for us Ley.

I’m not leaving you.

Come back to us Ley, come back to me.

I need you. We need you.

I love you.

It was like an echo. One I heard over and over until a new  feeling envelopes me. I needed to fight. I can’t stay here,  it was not my time yet. I needed to go back to my family,  I needed to go back to Blake.

Clear. The voice is clearer now as I feel the electric  feeling on my chest again. It goes straight to my heart, a  small pound, then two, three.

Fight Ley.

Four, five.

She’s coming back! A man’s voice shouts.

Were they talking about me? Did I do it? Did I fight? I

certainly hope so, I don’t want to disappoint anyone.

The white fades, it’s blurry at first but then images, no,

memories bombard my mind. “Now Ley, aren’t you a bit

too innocent for these books?” He had smirked at me

then in a mocking way but I could see the hidden desire.

Why hadn’t I noticed it before?

The memory moves and another pops up. “I told you I’d

catch you.” He smiled down at me.

The memory fades and is replaced with the image of

close to mine, he swiftly

molds his warm lips

had hummed through my entire body,

to my toes.

fades and another resurfaces.

lastnight.” He

me.

you doing to me Ley?” The first time

do what we both

to do.

me forget.” It was not his voice

remember feeling

the cruel world.

you Ashley.

figured that out after

of rotten eggs in the ninth grade.” How

we had fallen way too deep

back out now?

you out on

nervous he was when he asked me but I was

had gotten confused. No doubt

had done

love to you?” I had felt

the decision and never regretted telling

Ready for

Blake.

yours.” And he did take me

it felt to be connected together.

eachother, connected as one.

bliss, it was

memory fades until I see

the cafeteria. “Are

day?” His voice is behind

form close

another surface. Anger, I

alone and don’t follow

leaving him there fades and

me, face in pain. “I really

one last time

starts beating fast,

back behind his

scream. It’s mine. Agony.

Distress. Anguish.

Heartache.

myself call out in the

vanishes and

Where is this?

a house, that much I

the doorway looking outside.

pulls up.

feel my hands lift to rest on my belly. Round.

I’m shocked. I

a diamond ring on my finger.I

hear

is strong

happy smile on his face. My

golden

me into his arms.

doing?” He asked, placing a palm on