Bestfriends Shouldn’t Know How You Taste

Chapter 72

Pain. That’s all I felt, slicing through my entire body like  shockwaves. This wasn’t regular pain but excruciating. I  wanted it to stop, I wanted it all to stop.

I hear voices, unfamiliar calling out to me. They tell me  to stay with them but I feel myself slipping away. Pain. I  was in too much pain. My heart hurts, my body feels  numb. I can’t move.

I felt like I was floating, not on water but high above the  sky. It felt like how I imagined a baby bird learning to fly  for the first time.

Was I dying?

I couldn’t tell. If I was, why does it feel so peaceful? Why  do I want to stay? Why aren’t I fighting to go back to my  family? Had I had too much?

I could see nothing, plain, white, blank. Why is there  nothing? Is this what they call the light? Heaven?

I feel it then. A powerful electric force on my chest. My  heart tries, I feel it. My chest lifts, my eyes and mouth  stay shut.

I want to scream, I want to tell them that they should  leave me. I was in peace.

But was I really? I was alone, there was no Blake. No  Arden, no mom or dad, no Ryan, Rosalie or Liam. There  was no uncle Luke, Noel or aunt Rose. There was  nothing. I was alone.

There it goes again another zap to my chest. It feels  uncomfortable, like a magnet hitting metal. My chest

lifts again as I hear them speak. Angels? No it couldn’t  be.

Perhaps I wasn’t really dead yet, I was in between. That’s  when I hear him as I succumb to the feeling of loneliness.  His voice, the one I love, Blake, he was there.

You better fight for us Ley.

I’m not leaving you.

Come back to us Ley, come back to me.

I need you. We need you.

I love you.

It was like an echo. One I heard over and over until a new  feeling envelopes me. I needed to fight. I can’t stay here,  it was not my time yet. I needed to go back to my family,  I needed to go back to Blake.

Clear. The voice is clearer now as I feel the electric  feeling on my chest again. It goes straight to my heart, a  small pound, then two, three.

Fight Ley.

Four, five.

She’s coming back! A man’s voice shouts.

Were they talking about me? Did I do it? Did I fight? I

certainly hope so, I don’t want to disappoint anyone.

The white fades, it’s blurry at first but then images, no,

memories bombard my mind. “Now Ley, aren’t you a bit

too innocent for these books?” He had smirked at me

then in a mocking way but I could see the hidden desire.

Why hadn’t I noticed it before?

The memory moves and another pops up. “I told you I’d

catch you.” He smiled down at me.

The memory fades and is replaced with the image of

to mine, he swiftly

his and molds his warm

had hummed through my entire body,

lips to my toes. Our first

the memory fades and another

about lastnight.” He had whispered

me.

you doing to me Ley?” The first time

him do what we both

to do.

to make me forget.” It was not

remember feeling

from the cruel world.

F*cking love you Ashley.

figured that

of rotten eggs in the ninth grade.” How

seen that we had fallen way too deep to

back out now?

want to take you out on a date.”

he was when he asked me but I was

gotten confused.

had done something

to make love to you?”

never regretted telling him that

ready. Ready for

want to feel you Blake. Inside

yours.” And he did take me

felt to be connected together.

who loved eachother, connected as one.

bliss, it

until I

Ryan enter the cafeteria. “Are

the entire day?” His voice is

form close

memory fades, another surface. Anger, I had

alone and don’t follow

him there

in pain. “I

one last time

fast, pound, pound.

back behind his

scream. It’s mine.

Distress. Anguish.

Heartache.

felt myself call out

vanishes and

Where is this?

a house, that much I could tell. Standing

the doorway looking

pulls up.

feel my hands lift to rest on my belly.

I’m shocked. I am

diamond ring on my finger.I am married.

hear a car door

is strong

happy smile on

I see a golden band on

brings me into his arms. “I miss you baby. How’s

doing?” He asked, placing a palm on my