Bestfriends Shouldn’t Know How You Taste

Ashley‘s pov

“So what does it say? Are you pregnant?” Kimberly questions after an awkward tense pause of silence.

How can I answer right now when my very own tongue feels heavy? Even my lungs felt restricted of air? Was this considered a panic attack?

“Well what does it say Ashley?” Rosalie asked. Impatience is clear in her voice but my mouth can‘t seem to form any sentence as of right now. My eyes are glued on the two dark red lines. Pregnant. I’m pregnant. 1 The little voice in my head kept repeating what I already knew yet it felt like a dream.

“Why do you look like you’ve seen a ghost?” Rosalie murmurs, rises and comes beside me. She peeks at the test on the box and she gasps.

“Oh shit.” She gasps. “What’s wrong?!” Kimberly rushes out and stands up. “Nothing is wrong, the question we all should be asking is how did everything get so right? Congrats Ashley I know you’ll be a great moma.” Rosalie nearly squeals out loud. I’m startled when I felt her arms wrap around me to pull me into an embrace.

“She’s pregnant?” Kimberly yelled and walks over to us. She wraps her arms around us both. I feel their excitement yet my mind can’t wrap around the thought of becoming a mother.

I wanted this so bad. I wanted one day to be the mother of Blake’s kids. But now knowing that it was actually coming true and I was currently pregnant brought on fear. Fear of the unknown.

Not only did I get pregnant at the worst time since my baby daddy still hasn’t regained his memories but I also didn’t think I could do this with being so stressed.

he be mad, upset, confused? Will he think I cheated on him? He doesn’t remember me so he definitely won‘t remember

my unease. They peered at me in confusion, flickering their eyes between each other. My eyes peer at

Was I?

when she

you for baby clothes. I can’t wait to buy those cute knitted booties and hats and

it on Kimberly I’m suddenly hit with sadness. She was lucky that Ryan can remember every moment they shared and was happy to hear they were expecting. But Blake doesn‘t remember the times we shared and he probably wouldn‘t take this news all that

nodded. “Will you tell

him? Yes. Will he feel like everything is moving too fast? Yes. Does he deserve to know even

box.” I will. I just need to know how.” I murmur. How am I supposed to let my husband know that we are expecting our first child? I started walking towards the door only

imagined my first time being pregnant would be. “Here you go.” Rosalie smiles, holding out the bag as I place the box inside. “Thank you.” I murmur, clutching the bag tightly in my grip. “Hey Rosa?” She looks at me expectantly. “Talk to Arden. Pushing him away instead of making great memories with him will only make you regret later on. Let him

nods and smiles softly. “I will Ash. If you need me I‘m always here and just one

and waved her and Kimberly bye before heading out of the apartment

car feel safer than

close yet it felt so far away. I sighed. I had been seated in the car for a couple

with? Oh nothings wrong, I’m just expecting

Blake, remember when you fucked me for days before and after the wedding and came inside of me many times? Well guess your sperm hit the spot because I‘m pregnant. No, that one