Beyond the Divorce

Chapter 378 Her Internal Struggles

I looked at Ryan and knew he had waited for me for too long. I found it hard to answer his question.

because I didn’t want to hurt him.

I considered how we were during college and remembered him caring for me when I returned home during my freshman year. Ryan was always attentive, yet he kept a distance and never crossed

boundaries.

So, I only saw him as an elder brother from the neighborhood.

“Perhaps I would have,” I answered honestly. “You never gave me the chance to consider things in that

direction.”

Ryan tightened his grip on my hand. He looked conflicted with pain, regret, and longing. He was brave this

time, asking, “What about now? I’ll do my best to care for you and Ava.”

words made it hard for me to remain serious, I knew he was earnest, but I

you’re too

anxious gaze, I quickly adjusted my tone. I realized I was too light–hearted and even disrespectful.

at that.

isn’t your fault. I know you treat me well and have feelings for me. Please give me

time.”

my best. Thank you for

rather to try and get closer. It seemed like I hadn’t made myself clear. I would try it since I couldn’t take back what I had said. I said softly, “But

I

I

not force

me. I regret being indecisive. You wouldn’t have suffered with Matthew if I had been braver

said, “This is my fate. The Murphys are dysfunctional. Melanie harbors deep

who took away

The Murphys think I took everything from them,

be

was Innocent, and saving him was my motherly Instinct. Let’s hope Ava will

said affectionately, “Take better care of yourself next time. Do you still want stew? Let me take