Blackmailed For Love

Did she run away?

Did she decide I was asking for too much? But, was I? Maybe… I don't fucking know.

From the very fucking beginning Elsa had made me confuse, made me fight my own self.

And she was still doing it half a decade later.

But… Where was she? Why wasn't she here yet? All those questions kept my mind in a spin, not making it possible for me to relax.

I paced in my office, my eyes darting to my watch for the fifteenth time and it was only five minutes since I last checked.

But my patience was shot to hell and I didn't care that it was only half past ten.

She was late and a pit had opened up in my stomach as to why she wasn't here yet.

I didn't want to admit it, what kind of man I would be if I admitted that I was fucking worried for the girl who had betrayed me, stomped on my heart and tore my trust into smithereens.

1 Did something happen? It was a hell hole where she lived.

I shouldn't have left her there.

I raked my fingers through my hair.

A fucked up part of me wanted her as much as before, but this time with a darkness that was out of control.

I had let her go, but now that she was here… I couldn't do it again.

I grabbed my car keys and stormed out of my office, unable to wait anymore.

3 Half an hour later I parked my car outside the rundown building and walked inside.

A thought for the safety of my car crossed my mind but for once I couldn't care less.

I walked up the stairs, not knowing where I was going but wanting to know if she was okay.

I will deal with her later after I had made sure that nothing bad had happened then I will let her know what happens when she keeps me waiting.

I came to the first floor and every door was locked.

On the second floor I saw an old man who didn't listen when I asked him if he knew about two women who lived here.

But then on the third floor 1 heard a middle aged man muttering as he locked a door.

"Leaving without paying rent.

Shouldn't have trusted her sad story.

It's always the same-"

"Excuse me."

The man tumed, looked at me up and down and said, "You don't belong here."

Tell me something I don't know like where my little girl was.

"I am looking for a girl and her mother.

Blonde hair, blue eyes…"

do you ? "I am her

look that I didn't care

said, "It seemed

the rent of the last

you know

asked, my patience running

"How would I know…"

said, "Her daughter was looking for

isn't she too old for you, if you wanted a wife you should have chosen the younger

3 "Here…"

a few bills and said, "Now, I paid

you

money and

diner at the corner, also there is

there when

the man really didn't have any idea about Elsa's whereabouts but still I made my way to the diner and then to the shelter when I didn't find her

helpless and there was this chasm inside me that spread

her for

but when she barged into my life she opened old wounds and made all the feelings I had vaulted

her fucking welfare even though

so I spent my time

In a perfect world

world she wouldn't have

Mountain at Aaron estate with a family of our own, surrounded with the

to the top

would make a scene and find another way to humiliate me for not coming in

to step out of the elevator it still didn't dampen my happiness

me, he had handed me a lifeline and he was

much money I would need so I had asked for five thousand dollars but shockingly without another word he had transferred

him but I hadn't gotten any reply, and

and tell him how grateful

opened and I

in fear of the devil here, Phoebe the young inter gave me a small smile

i nodded.

I could guess why.

purse on the desk the

took a deep breath before I made my way

see him beforehand as the blinds were already drawn and it

grabbed my

"Ahh…"

hand behind my back while he pressed me

"What are you doing?"

"Where were you?"

sounded on an edge, like he was teetering between insanity and

him, I was familiar with it and

feeling

he twisted my

my head backward, he

my cheek and then he took my earlobe

He gritted out, "Liar."

"I am not lying,"