Blackmailed For Love

Did she run away?

Did she decide I was asking for too much? But, was I? Maybe… I don't fucking know.

From the very fucking beginning Elsa had made me confuse, made me fight my own self.

And she was still doing it half a decade later.

But… Where was she? Why wasn't she here yet? All those questions kept my mind in a spin, not making it possible for me to relax.

I paced in my office, my eyes darting to my watch for the fifteenth time and it was only five minutes since I last checked.

But my patience was shot to hell and I didn't care that it was only half past ten.

She was late and a pit had opened up in my stomach as to why she wasn't here yet.

I didn't want to admit it, what kind of man I would be if I admitted that I was fucking worried for the girl who had betrayed me, stomped on my heart and tore my trust into smithereens.

1 Did something happen? It was a hell hole where she lived.

I shouldn't have left her there.

I raked my fingers through my hair.

A fucked up part of me wanted her as much as before, but this time with a darkness that was out of control.

I had let her go, but now that she was here… I couldn't do it again.

I grabbed my car keys and stormed out of my office, unable to wait anymore.

3 Half an hour later I parked my car outside the rundown building and walked inside.

A thought for the safety of my car crossed my mind but for once I couldn't care less.

I walked up the stairs, not knowing where I was going but wanting to know if she was okay.

I will deal with her later after I had made sure that nothing bad had happened then I will let her know what happens when she keeps me waiting.

I came to the first floor and every door was locked.

On the second floor I saw an old man who didn't listen when I asked him if he knew about two women who lived here.

But then on the third floor 1 heard a middle aged man muttering as he locked a door.

"Leaving without paying rent.

Shouldn't have trusted her sad story.

It's always the same-"

"Excuse me."

The man tumed, looked at me up and down and said, "You don't belong here."

Tell me something I don't know like where my little girl was.

"I am looking for a girl and her mother.

Blonde hair, blue eyes…"

?

look that I didn't care

"It seemed she

pay me the rent of the last week

know where she

my

"How would I know…"

said, "Her

you should have chosen the younger one

3 "Here…"

handed him a few bills and

you know where

money

corner, also there is a women's shelter not far from

when they have no

but still I

this chasm inside me that spread with each hour that passed

her for what

way she broke me but when she barged into my life she opened old wounds and made all the feelings

the most obvious, I still cared for her fucking welfare

looked into her terrified eyes, they had come back to haunt me making it hard to fall asleep so I spent my time by arranging a place for her

a perfect world I wouldn't have

perfect world she wouldn't have

Black Mountain at Aaron estate with a

to the top floor, my insides coiled with

for excuses because knowing Kristian he would make a scene and find another way to humiliate me for

himself made me hesitate to step out of the elevator it still didn't dampen my happiness about the fact that not far from here I had booked

helped me, he had handed me a lifeline and he was too

wasn't sure how much money I would need so I had asked for five thousand dollars but shockingly without another word he

gotten any reply,

had to meet him and tell him how grateful I was for his

elevator opened and

didn't dare hum in fear of the devil here, Phoebe the young inter gave me a small

i nodded.

I could guess why.

my purse on the

a deep breath before I made my way to the glass doors of his

as the blinds were already drawn and it was the reason that

his strong fingers grabbed my hand and slammed me against

"Ahh…"

hand behind

"What are you doing?"

"Where were you?"

sounded on an edge, like he was teetering

of him, I was familiar with it and it filled me

wasn't feeling well—

up moaning in pain when he twisted my arm

backward,

then he took my

He gritted out, "Liar."

"I am not lying,"