Blackmailed For Love

Did she run away?

Did she decide I was asking for too much? But, was I? Maybe… I don't fucking know.

From the very fucking beginning Elsa had made me confuse, made me fight my own self.

And she was still doing it half a decade later.

But… Where was she? Why wasn't she here yet? All those questions kept my mind in a spin, not making it possible for me to relax.

I paced in my office, my eyes darting to my watch for the fifteenth time and it was only five minutes since I last checked.

But my patience was shot to hell and I didn't care that it was only half past ten.

She was late and a pit had opened up in my stomach as to why she wasn't here yet.

I didn't want to admit it, what kind of man I would be if I admitted that I was fucking worried for the girl who had betrayed me, stomped on my heart and tore my trust into smithereens.

1 Did something happen? It was a hell hole where she lived.

I shouldn't have left her there.

I raked my fingers through my hair.

A fucked up part of me wanted her as much as before, but this time with a darkness that was out of control.

I had let her go, but now that she was here… I couldn't do it again.

I grabbed my car keys and stormed out of my office, unable to wait anymore.

3 Half an hour later I parked my car outside the rundown building and walked inside.

A thought for the safety of my car crossed my mind but for once I couldn't care less.

I walked up the stairs, not knowing where I was going but wanting to know if she was okay.

I will deal with her later after I had made sure that nothing bad had happened then I will let her know what happens when she keeps me waiting.

I came to the first floor and every door was locked.

On the second floor I saw an old man who didn't listen when I asked him if he knew about two women who lived here.

But then on the third floor 1 heard a middle aged man muttering as he locked a door.

"Leaving without paying rent.

Shouldn't have trusted her sad story.

It's always the same-"

"Excuse me."

The man tumed, looked at me up and down and said, "You don't belong here."

Tell me something I don't know like where my little girl was.

"I am looking for a girl and her mother.

Blonde hair, blue eyes…"

you ? "I

judgemental look that

"It seemed she

didn't pay me the rent of

know where she

my

"How would I know…"

said, "Her daughter was looking

a wife you should have chosen the younger one

3 "Here…"

bills and said, "Now,

if you know where they

money and

diner at the corner, also there is a women's shelter not

when they have

man really didn't have any idea about Elsa's whereabouts but still I made my way to the diner and then

felt helpless and there was this chasm inside me that

for

break her the way she broke me but when she barged into

the most obvious, I still cared for her fucking welfare even though she had hurt me and

me making it hard to fall asleep so I spent my time by arranging a place for her to live so she wouldn't have to live in this filthy place

world I

she

been living in Black Mountain at Aaron estate

the top floor, my insides coiled

would make a scene and find

Devil himself made me hesitate to step out of the elevator it still didn't dampen my happiness about the fact that not far

he had handed

had asked for five thousand dollars but shockingly without another word he

had texted him but I hadn't gotten any reply, and now I just couldn't

had to meet him and tell him how grateful I was

and I stepped

didn't dare hum in fear of the devil here, Phoebe the young inter gave me a small smile and murmured

i nodded.

I could guess why.

my purse on the

a deep breath before I

already drawn and it was the reason that he took me

as I entered, his strong fingers grabbed my hand and slammed me against the wall near

"Ahh…"

involuntary gasp left me as he held my hand behind my back while he pressed me into the

"What are you doing?"

"Where were you?"

he was teetering between insanity

that side of him, I was familiar with it

wasn't feeling well—

when he twisted my arm and grabbed my

backward, he leaned

on my cheek and then he took

He gritted out, "Liar."

"I am not lying,"