Blackmailed For Love

Did she run away?

Did she decide I was asking for too much? But, was I? Maybe… I don't fucking know.

From the very fucking beginning Elsa had made me confuse, made me fight my own self.

And she was still doing it half a decade later.

But… Where was she? Why wasn't she here yet? All those questions kept my mind in a spin, not making it possible for me to relax.

I paced in my office, my eyes darting to my watch for the fifteenth time and it was only five minutes since I last checked.

But my patience was shot to hell and I didn't care that it was only half past ten.

She was late and a pit had opened up in my stomach as to why she wasn't here yet.

I didn't want to admit it, what kind of man I would be if I admitted that I was fucking worried for the girl who had betrayed me, stomped on my heart and tore my trust into smithereens.

1 Did something happen? It was a hell hole where she lived.

I shouldn't have left her there.

I raked my fingers through my hair.

A fucked up part of me wanted her as much as before, but this time with a darkness that was out of control.

I had let her go, but now that she was here… I couldn't do it again.

I grabbed my car keys and stormed out of my office, unable to wait anymore.

3 Half an hour later I parked my car outside the rundown building and walked inside.

A thought for the safety of my car crossed my mind but for once I couldn't care less.

I walked up the stairs, not knowing where I was going but wanting to know if she was okay.

I will deal with her later after I had made sure that nothing bad had happened then I will let her know what happens when she keeps me waiting.

I came to the first floor and every door was locked.

On the second floor I saw an old man who didn't listen when I asked him if he knew about two women who lived here.

But then on the third floor 1 heard a middle aged man muttering as he locked a door.

"Leaving without paying rent.

Shouldn't have trusted her sad story.

It's always the same-"

"Excuse me."

The man tumed, looked at me up and down and said, "You don't belong here."

Tell me something I don't know like where my little girl was.

"I am looking for a girl and her mother.

Blonde hair, blue eyes…"

you ? "I am

judgemental look that I didn't care

"It seemed

the rent of the

know where she

my patience

"How would I know…"

said, "Her daughter

too old for you, if you wanted a wife you should

3 "Here…"

bills and said, "Now, I paid your

me if you know where

money and

the corner, also there is a women's shelter not far

usually go there when

the man really didn't have any idea about Elsa's whereabouts but still

and there was this chasm inside me that spread with each hour

her for what

barged into my life she opened old wounds and made all the feelings I had vaulted inside me bubble

was the most obvious, I still cared for her fucking welfare even though she had hurt me and

haunt me making it hard to fall asleep so I spent my time by arranging

world I wouldn't have

a perfect world she wouldn't

Mountain at Aaron estate with a

the top floor,

excuses because knowing Kristian he would make a scene and find another way to humiliate me for not coming in

of getting face to face with the Devil himself made me hesitate to step out of the elevator it still didn't dampen my

hadn't just helped me, he had handed me a

I had asked for five thousand dollars but shockingly without another word he had transferred

had texted him but I hadn't gotten any reply, and now

and tell him how grateful

elevator opened and

here everything was quiet, it seemed even the air conditioner didn't dare hum in fear of the devil here, Phoebe the young

i nodded.

I could guess why.

the desk

took a deep breath before I made

as the blinds were already drawn and it was the reason

I entered, his strong fingers grabbed my hand and slammed me against the wall near

"Ahh…"

my hand behind my back while he pressed

"What are you doing?"

"Where were you?"

on an edge, like he was teetering between insanity

that side of him, I was familiar with it and it

wasn't feeling well—

pain when he twisted my

backward, he

then he took my earlobe into

He gritted out, "Liar."

"I am not lying,"