Blackmailed For Love

Did she run away?

Did she decide I was asking for too much? But, was I? Maybe… I don't fucking know.

From the very fucking beginning Elsa had made me confuse, made me fight my own self.

And she was still doing it half a decade later.

But… Where was she? Why wasn't she here yet? All those questions kept my mind in a spin, not making it possible for me to relax.

I paced in my office, my eyes darting to my watch for the fifteenth time and it was only five minutes since I last checked.

But my patience was shot to hell and I didn't care that it was only half past ten.

She was late and a pit had opened up in my stomach as to why she wasn't here yet.

I didn't want to admit it, what kind of man I would be if I admitted that I was fucking worried for the girl who had betrayed me, stomped on my heart and tore my trust into smithereens.

1 Did something happen? It was a hell hole where she lived.

I shouldn't have left her there.

I raked my fingers through my hair.

A fucked up part of me wanted her as much as before, but this time with a darkness that was out of control.

I had let her go, but now that she was here… I couldn't do it again.

I grabbed my car keys and stormed out of my office, unable to wait anymore.

3 Half an hour later I parked my car outside the rundown building and walked inside.

A thought for the safety of my car crossed my mind but for once I couldn't care less.

I walked up the stairs, not knowing where I was going but wanting to know if she was okay.

I will deal with her later after I had made sure that nothing bad had happened then I will let her know what happens when she keeps me waiting.

I came to the first floor and every door was locked.

On the second floor I saw an old man who didn't listen when I asked him if he knew about two women who lived here.

But then on the third floor 1 heard a middle aged man muttering as he locked a door.

"Leaving without paying rent.

Shouldn't have trusted her sad story.

It's always the same-"

"Excuse me."

The man tumed, looked at me up and down and said, "You don't belong here."

Tell me something I don't know like where my little girl was.

"I am looking for a girl and her mother.

Blonde hair, blue eyes…"

do you ? "I am

me a judgemental look that I

"It seemed she

pay me the rent of the last

you know where

my patience

"How would I know…"

a moment, he said, "Her daughter

too old for you, if you wanted a wife you should have chosen the younger

3 "Here…"

him a few bills and said, "Now,

you know where they

money and pocketed

corner,

go there when

as I realized that the man really didn't have any idea about Elsa's whereabouts but still I made my way to the diner and then to

reason, I felt helpless and there was this chasm inside me that spread with each hour that passed with me not knowing if she

her for

her miserable, break her the way she broke me but when she barged into my life she opened old wounds and made

her fucking welfare even though she had hurt me and stabbed

terrified eyes, they had come back to haunt me making it hard to fall asleep so I spent my time by arranging a place for her to live so she wouldn't have to live in this filthy place with her mother who was

a perfect world I wouldn't have

she

fucking world we would have been living in Black Mountain at Aaron estate with a family of our own, surrounded with the

elevator took me to the top floor, my insides coiled

my mind grasped for excuses because knowing Kristian he would make a scene and find another way to humiliate me for

the elevator it still didn't dampen my happiness about the fact that not far from here I had booked a family suite

helped me, he had handed me a lifeline and he was

how much money I would need so I had asked for five thousand dollars but

him but I hadn't gotten any reply, and now I just couldn't not acknowledge

meet him and tell him how grateful I was

elevator opened and I stepped

hum in fear of the devil here,

i nodded.

I could guess why.

I placed my purse on the desk the buzzer

a deep breath before I made my way to the

as the blinds were already drawn and it was the reason that he took me by

as I entered, his strong fingers grabbed my hand and slammed

"Ahh…"

held my hand

"What are you doing?"

"Where were you?"

sounded on an edge, like he was teetering between insanity

him, I was familiar with it and it

feeling

up moaning in pain when he twisted

head backward,

my cheek and then he took my earlobe into his mouth and bit down on

He gritted out, "Liar."

"I am not lying,"