Blackmailed For Love

Did she run away?

Did she decide I was asking for too much? But, was I? Maybe… I don't fucking know.

From the very fucking beginning Elsa had made me confuse, made me fight my own self.

And she was still doing it half a decade later.

But… Where was she? Why wasn't she here yet? All those questions kept my mind in a spin, not making it possible for me to relax.

I paced in my office, my eyes darting to my watch for the fifteenth time and it was only five minutes since I last checked.

But my patience was shot to hell and I didn't care that it was only half past ten.

She was late and a pit had opened up in my stomach as to why she wasn't here yet.

I didn't want to admit it, what kind of man I would be if I admitted that I was fucking worried for the girl who had betrayed me, stomped on my heart and tore my trust into smithereens.

1 Did something happen? It was a hell hole where she lived.

I shouldn't have left her there.

I raked my fingers through my hair.

A fucked up part of me wanted her as much as before, but this time with a darkness that was out of control.

I had let her go, but now that she was here… I couldn't do it again.

I grabbed my car keys and stormed out of my office, unable to wait anymore.

3 Half an hour later I parked my car outside the rundown building and walked inside.

A thought for the safety of my car crossed my mind but for once I couldn't care less.

I walked up the stairs, not knowing where I was going but wanting to know if she was okay.

I will deal with her later after I had made sure that nothing bad had happened then I will let her know what happens when she keeps me waiting.

I came to the first floor and every door was locked.

On the second floor I saw an old man who didn't listen when I asked him if he knew about two women who lived here.

But then on the third floor 1 heard a middle aged man muttering as he locked a door.

"Leaving without paying rent.

Shouldn't have trusted her sad story.

It's always the same-"

"Excuse me."

The man tumed, looked at me up and down and said, "You don't belong here."

Tell me something I don't know like where my little girl was.

"I am looking for a girl and her mother.

Blonde hair, blue eyes…"

do you ? "I am her

gave me a judgemental look

"It

me the rent

know

my patience

"How would I know…"

he said, "Her daughter was looking for

old for you, if you wanted a wife you

3 "Here…"

him a few bills and said, "Now, I

you know where they

money

the corner, also there is a women's

go there when they

but still I made my

some reason, I felt helpless and there was this chasm inside me that spread with

for what she

to fucking make her miserable, break her the way she broke me but when she barged into my life she opened old wounds and made all the

still cared for her fucking welfare even though she

when I had looked into her terrified eyes, they had come back to haunt me making it hard to fall asleep so I spent my time by arranging a place for her to live so she wouldn't

world I

a perfect world she wouldn't have

fucking world we would have been living in Black Mountain at Aaron estate with a family

me to the top floor,

knowing Kristian he would make a scene and find another way to

with the Devil himself made me hesitate to step out of the elevator it still didn't dampen my happiness about the fact that not far from here I had booked a

had handed me a

sure how much money I would need so I had asked for five thousand dollars

hadn't gotten any reply, and now I just

meet him and tell him

and

the devil here, Phoebe

i nodded.

I could guess why.

purse on the

my eyes, I took a deep breath before I made my way to the glass doors of his

get to see him beforehand as the blinds were already drawn and it was

fingers grabbed my hand and

"Ahh…"

me as he held my hand behind my back while he

"What are you doing?"

"Where were you?"

edge, like he was

side of him, I was familiar

feeling

moaning in pain when he twisted my arm and grabbed my

backward, he leaned

he took

He gritted out, "Liar."

"I am not lying,"