Blackmailed For Love

Did she run away?

Did she decide I was asking for too much? But, was I? Maybe… I don't fucking know.

From the very fucking beginning Elsa had made me confuse, made me fight my own self.

And she was still doing it half a decade later.

But… Where was she? Why wasn't she here yet? All those questions kept my mind in a spin, not making it possible for me to relax.

I paced in my office, my eyes darting to my watch for the fifteenth time and it was only five minutes since I last checked.

But my patience was shot to hell and I didn't care that it was only half past ten.

She was late and a pit had opened up in my stomach as to why she wasn't here yet.

I didn't want to admit it, what kind of man I would be if I admitted that I was fucking worried for the girl who had betrayed me, stomped on my heart and tore my trust into smithereens.

1 Did something happen? It was a hell hole where she lived.

I shouldn't have left her there.

I raked my fingers through my hair.

A fucked up part of me wanted her as much as before, but this time with a darkness that was out of control.

I had let her go, but now that she was here… I couldn't do it again.

I grabbed my car keys and stormed out of my office, unable to wait anymore.

3 Half an hour later I parked my car outside the rundown building and walked inside.

A thought for the safety of my car crossed my mind but for once I couldn't care less.

I walked up the stairs, not knowing where I was going but wanting to know if she was okay.

I will deal with her later after I had made sure that nothing bad had happened then I will let her know what happens when she keeps me waiting.

I came to the first floor and every door was locked.

On the second floor I saw an old man who didn't listen when I asked him if he knew about two women who lived here.

But then on the third floor 1 heard a middle aged man muttering as he locked a door.

"Leaving without paying rent.

Shouldn't have trusted her sad story.

It's always the same-"

"Excuse me."

The man tumed, looked at me up and down and said, "You don't belong here."

Tell me something I don't know like where my little girl was.

"I am looking for a girl and her mother.

Blonde hair, blue eyes…"

you ? "I am her

me a judgemental look that I

"It seemed she

the rent of the last week

know

asked, my

"How would I know…"

said, "Her daughter was looking for a

for you, if you wanted a wife you should have chosen the younger one even though she has

3 "Here…"

few bills and

you

took the money and

the corner, also there is a women's shelter not

usually go there when they have no

but still I made my way to the

some reason, I felt helpless and there was this chasm inside me that spread with each hour that passed with me not knowing

hated her for

broke me but when she barged into my life she

the most obvious, I still cared for her fucking welfare even though she had hurt me and

so I spent my time by arranging a place for her to live so she wouldn't have to live in this filthy place with her mother who was sick

In a perfect world I

world she

Black Mountain at Aaron estate with a family of our own, surrounded with the woods

to the

a scene and find

to face with the Devil himself made me hesitate to step out of the elevator it still didn't dampen my happiness

hadn't just helped me, he had handed me a

need so I had asked for

gotten any reply, and now I just couldn't not acknowledge

to meet him and tell him how

opened and I stepped

it seemed even the air conditioner didn't dare hum in fear of the devil here, Phoebe the young inter gave

i nodded.

I could guess why.

my purse on the desk the buzzer went

I took a deep breath before I made my way to the glass doors of

didn't get to see him beforehand as the blinds were already drawn

grabbed my hand

"Ahh…"

hand behind

"What are you doing?"

"Where were you?"

like he

him, I was familiar with it

wasn't feeling well—

when he twisted my arm and grabbed

backward, he leaned

and then he took my earlobe into his

He gritted out, "Liar."

"I am not lying,"