Blackmailed For Love

Did she run away?

Did she decide I was asking for too much? But, was I? Maybe… I don't fucking know.

From the very fucking beginning Elsa had made me confuse, made me fight my own self.

And she was still doing it half a decade later.

But… Where was she? Why wasn't she here yet? All those questions kept my mind in a spin, not making it possible for me to relax.

I paced in my office, my eyes darting to my watch for the fifteenth time and it was only five minutes since I last checked.

But my patience was shot to hell and I didn't care that it was only half past ten.

She was late and a pit had opened up in my stomach as to why she wasn't here yet.

I didn't want to admit it, what kind of man I would be if I admitted that I was fucking worried for the girl who had betrayed me, stomped on my heart and tore my trust into smithereens.

1 Did something happen? It was a hell hole where she lived.

I shouldn't have left her there.

I raked my fingers through my hair.

A fucked up part of me wanted her as much as before, but this time with a darkness that was out of control.

I had let her go, but now that she was here… I couldn't do it again.

I grabbed my car keys and stormed out of my office, unable to wait anymore.

3 Half an hour later I parked my car outside the rundown building and walked inside.

A thought for the safety of my car crossed my mind but for once I couldn't care less.

I walked up the stairs, not knowing where I was going but wanting to know if she was okay.

I will deal with her later after I had made sure that nothing bad had happened then I will let her know what happens when she keeps me waiting.

I came to the first floor and every door was locked.

On the second floor I saw an old man who didn't listen when I asked him if he knew about two women who lived here.

But then on the third floor 1 heard a middle aged man muttering as he locked a door.

"Leaving without paying rent.

Shouldn't have trusted her sad story.

It's always the same-"

"Excuse me."

The man tumed, looked at me up and down and said, "You don't belong here."

Tell me something I don't know like where my little girl was.

"I am looking for a girl and her mother.

Blonde hair, blue eyes…"

? "I am

look that

"It

me the rent of the

you know

my patience

"How would I know…"

moment, he said, "Her

you should have chosen

3 "Here…"

handed him a few bills and

you know where

took the money and pocketed

corner, also there is a women's

go there when they

any idea about Elsa's whereabouts but still I made my way

and there was this chasm inside me that spread with each hour that passed with me not

for what she

barged into my life she opened old wounds and made all the feelings I

for her fucking welfare even though she had hurt me and

had looked into her terrified eyes, they had come back to haunt me making it hard to fall asleep so I spent my time by arranging a place for her to live so she wouldn't have to live in this filthy place with her mother who was sick

a perfect world I wouldn't

world she

world we would have been living in Black Mountain at Aaron estate with

the top floor, my insides

make a scene and find

the Devil himself made me hesitate to step out of the elevator it still didn't dampen

had handed me a lifeline and he was

sure how much money I would need so I had asked for five

but I hadn't gotten any reply, and now

tell him how

opened and

fear of the devil here, Phoebe the

i nodded.

I could guess why.

I placed my purse on the desk the buzzer went off

took a deep breath before I made

see him beforehand as the blinds were already drawn and

entered, his strong fingers grabbed my hand and

"Ahh…"

my hand behind my back while he pressed me into the

"What are you doing?"

"Where were you?"

like he was teetering between insanity and utter

I was familiar with

wasn't feeling

in pain when he twisted my

my head backward, he

took

He gritted out, "Liar."

"I am not lying,"