Blackmailed For Love

Did she run away?

Did she decide I was asking for too much? But, was I? Maybe… I don't fucking know.

From the very fucking beginning Elsa had made me confuse, made me fight my own self.

And she was still doing it half a decade later.

But… Where was she? Why wasn't she here yet? All those questions kept my mind in a spin, not making it possible for me to relax.

I paced in my office, my eyes darting to my watch for the fifteenth time and it was only five minutes since I last checked.

But my patience was shot to hell and I didn't care that it was only half past ten.

She was late and a pit had opened up in my stomach as to why she wasn't here yet.

I didn't want to admit it, what kind of man I would be if I admitted that I was fucking worried for the girl who had betrayed me, stomped on my heart and tore my trust into smithereens.

1 Did something happen? It was a hell hole where she lived.

I shouldn't have left her there.

I raked my fingers through my hair.

A fucked up part of me wanted her as much as before, but this time with a darkness that was out of control.

I had let her go, but now that she was here… I couldn't do it again.

I grabbed my car keys and stormed out of my office, unable to wait anymore.

3 Half an hour later I parked my car outside the rundown building and walked inside.

A thought for the safety of my car crossed my mind but for once I couldn't care less.

I walked up the stairs, not knowing where I was going but wanting to know if she was okay.

I will deal with her later after I had made sure that nothing bad had happened then I will let her know what happens when she keeps me waiting.

I came to the first floor and every door was locked.

On the second floor I saw an old man who didn't listen when I asked him if he knew about two women who lived here.

But then on the third floor 1 heard a middle aged man muttering as he locked a door.

"Leaving without paying rent.

Shouldn't have trusted her sad story.

It's always the same-"

"Excuse me."

The man tumed, looked at me up and down and said, "You don't belong here."

Tell me something I don't know like where my little girl was.

"I am looking for a girl and her mother.

Blonde hair, blue eyes…"

you ? "I am her

a judgemental look that I

"It

didn't pay me the rent of the last

know where she

my

"How would I know…"

after a moment, he said, "Her daughter

you, if you wanted a wife you should have chosen the younger one even

3 "Here…"

few bills and said, "Now, I paid your

me if you know where

took the money and

the diner at the corner, also there is a women's shelter not

when they

Elsa's whereabouts but still I made my way to the diner and then to the shelter when I didn't find

chasm inside me that spread

her for what she

the way she broke me but when she barged into my life she opened old wounds and made all the feelings I had vaulted inside me

cared for her fucking welfare even though

my time by arranging a place for her to live so she

perfect world

world she

have been living in Black Mountain at Aaron estate with a family of

me to the top floor, my

knowing Kristian he would make a scene

Devil himself made me hesitate to step out of the elevator it

he had handed me a lifeline and he was too

so I had asked for five thousand dollars but

I hadn't gotten any reply, and now I just couldn't not acknowledge

had to meet him and tell him how grateful

and

it seemed even the air conditioner didn't dare hum in fear of the devil here, Phoebe the young

i nodded.

I could guess why.

the

I made my way to the glass doors

already drawn and it was the reason that he

soon as I entered, his strong fingers grabbed my hand and slammed me against the wall near

"Ahh…"

my hand behind my back while he pressed

"What are you doing?"

"Where were you?"

edge, like he was teetering between

that side of him, I was familiar with it

feeling well—

when he twisted my arm

backward, he leaned

then he took my earlobe into his mouth and

He gritted out, "Liar."

"I am not lying,"