Blackmailed For Love

Did she run away?

Did she decide I was asking for too much? But, was I? Maybe… I don't fucking know.

From the very fucking beginning Elsa had made me confuse, made me fight my own self.

And she was still doing it half a decade later.

But… Where was she? Why wasn't she here yet? All those questions kept my mind in a spin, not making it possible for me to relax.

I paced in my office, my eyes darting to my watch for the fifteenth time and it was only five minutes since I last checked.

But my patience was shot to hell and I didn't care that it was only half past ten.

She was late and a pit had opened up in my stomach as to why she wasn't here yet.

I didn't want to admit it, what kind of man I would be if I admitted that I was fucking worried for the girl who had betrayed me, stomped on my heart and tore my trust into smithereens.

1 Did something happen? It was a hell hole where she lived.

I shouldn't have left her there.

I raked my fingers through my hair.

A fucked up part of me wanted her as much as before, but this time with a darkness that was out of control.

I had let her go, but now that she was here… I couldn't do it again.

I grabbed my car keys and stormed out of my office, unable to wait anymore.

3 Half an hour later I parked my car outside the rundown building and walked inside.

A thought for the safety of my car crossed my mind but for once I couldn't care less.

I walked up the stairs, not knowing where I was going but wanting to know if she was okay.

I will deal with her later after I had made sure that nothing bad had happened then I will let her know what happens when she keeps me waiting.

I came to the first floor and every door was locked.

On the second floor I saw an old man who didn't listen when I asked him if he knew about two women who lived here.

But then on the third floor 1 heard a middle aged man muttering as he locked a door.

"Leaving without paying rent.

Shouldn't have trusted her sad story.

It's always the same-"

"Excuse me."

The man tumed, looked at me up and down and said, "You don't belong here."

Tell me something I don't know like where my little girl was.

"I am looking for a girl and her mother.

Blonde hair, blue eyes…"

? "I

gave me a judgemental look that I didn't care

said, "It seemed

the rent of

you know where

my patience

"How would I know…"

he said, "Her daughter was looking

a wife you should have chosen the younger one even

3 "Here…"

a few bills and said,

if you know where

the money and

to the diner at the corner, also there is a women's shelter

go there when

that the man really didn't have any idea about Elsa's whereabouts but still I made my way to the diner and then to the shelter when I didn't find

I felt helpless and there was this chasm inside me that spread

for what

miserable, break her the way she broke me but when she barged into my life she opened

the most obvious, I still cared for her fucking welfare even though she had hurt me

fall asleep so I spent my time by arranging a place for her to live so she wouldn't

world

a perfect world she wouldn't have betrayed

we would have been living in Black Mountain at Aaron estate with a family of

elevator took me to the

grasped for excuses because knowing Kristian he would make a

of the elevator it still didn't dampen my happiness about the fact that not

handed

so I had asked for five thousand dollars but shockingly without another

but I hadn't gotten any reply, and now I just

tell him how grateful I was

opened and I stepped

devil here,

i nodded.

I could guess why.

on the desk the buzzer

deep breath before I made my way to the glass

him beforehand as the blinds were already

grabbed my hand and

"Ahh…"

involuntary gasp left me as he held my hand

"What are you doing?"

"Where were you?"

sounded on an edge, like he was teetering

of him, I was familiar with it and it filled

wasn't feeling

ended up moaning in pain when he

backward, he

on my cheek and then he took my earlobe into his mouth and

He gritted out, "Liar."

"I am not lying,"