Blackmailed For Love

I lit the candles around the room and checked the flowers and all the gifts I had bought for her, some I made myself.

There were a total of sixteen of them for her sixteenth birthday.

I knew she had been busy with her mother and my brother for the entire day, celebrating her birthday with them.

I had sent them all to a carnival that was being held in the village nearby so Elsa could enjoy her day with the people that mattered to her.

She wanted me too to be there with her, but I couldn't.

Our ages made it difficult to be seen together in public unless someone recognised the untamed emotions we felt for each other.

I had tried to keep my distance, I had fûcking tried.

But she was relentless in her pursuit and when I saw those fat tears in her big blue eyes I couldn't hold back anymore.

And now it had been more than a month now, and Elsa had been nothing but persistent to chip away at the last of my walls.

It was so fucking hard to keep my hands off her when she would lie down beside me and deliberately let her hands roam around my body like it was a playground or a map she wanted to see and measure.

1 The only thing I had allowed myself to have was to kiss her.

And that too I refrained from doing too much or else I would lose myself in her.

She tasted so fucking sweet.

Like innocence and sin and my downfall.

I knew no matter how much I kept my control I was playing with fire but still I couldn't not follow her siren call.

And it wasn't just her beauty and the forbidden factor, no, my little girl might be just sixteen but she had an old soul.

She understood me more than anyone could.

She listens to me.

it when my silences needs

my darkness needs

understands how much she meant

like that, my Dad, who died in a car accident when I was just

maybe someone

her only son but more on how to numb her pain and the closest

opened before I could slip into my dark thoughts and Elsa stepped inside, bringing everything that

darting around the room, reflecting the candle lights and then with an excited squeal she ran straight for

my arms and caught her in a tight

of

"Thank you, Kristian."

between her hands and kissed

me and I wished for the day when I could reciprocate

I knew you

looks

she saw the bouquets of red roses and all the gifts and the two stuffed bears that weren't

you will be surprised what

her sun kissed

must've sensed the hidden intent behind my words as she asked, "What would you do,

kissing her cheek and brushing another soft kiss

softly, her fingers going into my hair as she demanded, "I want to know

"Little girl…"

I began.

She cut me off.

Kristian, it's

hands and said, "You know how

on her soft

why do you ask me something

She shook her head.

understand how you could not

trailed off, her

Maybe you do not want me… You are just amusing yourself with