Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

was working

much money, but it was enough to keep myself

turned on the computer, the

clicking it, I found a message from

still up?

you've assigned so much work to me.I

Nina found me through the

opened a small company of her own, and was doing some legal aid work.She

writing some

this, we maintained

you're a mother of two now.Just consider it as

briefly, Nina went offline.She now had a family, so it was understandable that she had to focus

we were to continue talking, it would only impose on the time she should be

with the twins in the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down, and

"You're so cute!"

suddenly, the boy thought it was a game and he giggled

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

to speak?" William looked

to say

chuckled as well and took the child from him.As I held the baby in my

do the same thing

noises, Charles would insist that James was trying to

crossed my mind, my heart

took a deep breath, barely suppressing

standing at the door in a daze.I approached her, smiled at her and asked, "Tracy, what's

and for some reason she

she wanted to

my face disappeared

don't want to see

that, I turned around and walked

the study on the second floor when I

Janet the moment I opened it.She was

I'm here to

"Oh, my God!"

too dangerous!"I was so scared for her safety that I grabbed Janet's hand and pulled

afraid.I just really wanted to see you.How are your injuries? How have you

down, especially focusing

a year since I last saw her.She had grown

my heart was filled with joy.I walked up to her, embraced her,

as reckless as ever.I'm doing fine,

fine, too; for the most part, at

nodded happily, but then she