Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

was working

much money, but it was

the computer, the icon

clicking it, I found

still up? Were

because you've assigned so much work to me.I barely have the time to

Nina found me through the periodical office I worked

company of her own, and was doing some legal aid work.She hoped that I could help

some

we maintained contact

of two now.Just consider it as

briefly, Nina went offline.She now had a family, so it was understandable that she had to focus

to continue talking, it would only impose on the time she should be spending

I was playing with the twins in the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down, and

"You're so cute!"

being picked up so suddenly, the boy thought it was

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

trying to speak?" William looked at

just trying to

from him.As I held the baby in my arms, I couldn't help but reminisce

do the same thing

babbling noises, Charles would insist that James was

mind, my heart ached because of

took a deep breath, barely suppressing

eating breakfast, I saw Tracy standing at the door in a daze.I approached her, smiled at her and asked, "Tracy,

looked back at me, and for

said she wanted to see

my face disappeared at

anymore, and I don't want to see her.I've lost

that, I turned around and

the second

to the window and saw Janet the moment I opened it.She was clinging

here to

"Oh, my God!"

there, Janet? It's too dangerous!"I was so scared for her safety that I grabbed Janet's hand and pulled

just really wanted to see you.How are your injuries? How have you been doing this

me up and down, especially focusing

I last saw her.She had grown

with joy.I walked up

still as reckless as ever.I'm

the most part, at

then she was saddened by something