Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

was working for

make much money, but it was

on the computer, the icon for Facebook began

clicking it, I found a

up? Were you having a

you've assigned so much work to me.I barely have the

found me through the periodical office I worked

small company of her own, and

writing some

maintained contact

of two now.Just consider it as saving for

now had a family, so it was understandable that she had

were to continue talking, it would only impose on the time she

and feeding

"You're so cute!"

so suddenly, the boy

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

trying to speak?" William looked at me

he's just trying to say that he's

well and took the child from him.As I held the

also do the same

babbling noises, Charles would insist that James was trying to

thought crossed my mind, my heart

took a deep breath, barely

breakfast, I saw Tracy standing at the door in a daze.I approached

looked back at me, and for some reason she

she

my face disappeared

don't remember Alice anymore, and I don't want to see her.I've lost my

said that, I turned around

writing in the study on the second floor when I suddenly heard a knock on

the moment I opened it.She was clinging to the windowsill, staring at

I'm here to

"Oh, my God!"

you get there, Janet? It's too dangerous!"I was so scared for her safety that I grabbed Janet's hand and pulled her into the

afraid.I just really wanted to see you.How are your injuries? How have you been

down, especially

had been over a year since I

my heart was filled with joy.I walked

reckless as ever.I'm doing fine, Janet.How about

fine, too; for the most

happily, but then she was saddened by something