Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

present, I was working for a

much money, but it

the icon for Facebook began to

clicking it, I found a

are you still up? Were you

to me.I barely have the time to sleep,"

me through the periodical

own, and was doing some legal aid work.She hoped that

began writing some articles for

through this, we maintained contact with

mother of two now.Just consider

me briefly, Nina went offline.She now had a family, so it was understandable

we were to continue talking, it would only impose on the time she should

was playing with the twins in the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down, and gently picked up one of the

"You're so cute!"

the boy thought it was a

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

William looked at

just trying to

the child from him.As I held the baby in my arms, I couldn't help but reminisce the

would also do the same

noises, Charles would insist

crossed my mind, my heart ached because

took a deep breath,

breakfast, I saw Tracy standing at the door in a

looked back at me, and for

she

smile on my face

I don't remember Alice anymore, and I don't want to

that, I turned

afternoon, I was writing in the study on the second floor when I suddenly heard

over to the window and saw Janet the moment I opened it.She was clinging to the windowsill,

here

"Oh, my God!"

did you get there, Janet? It's too dangerous!"I was so scared for her safety that I grabbed

wanted to see you.How are your injuries? How have

me up and down, especially focusing on

over a year since I last saw her.She had

heart was filled with

as reckless as ever.I'm doing fine, Janet.How about

for the most

she was saddened by something