Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

present, I was

but it was enough to keep

on the computer, the icon for Facebook

clicking it, I found a message

you still up? Were you

to me.I barely have the time

Nina found me through the periodical

that she had opened a small company of her own, and was doing

writing some articles for

maintained contact with

a mother of two now.Just consider it as

had a family, so it was understandable

would only impose on the time she should be spending

playing with the twins in the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down, and

"You're so cute!"

to being picked up so suddenly, the boy thought it was a game and

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

speak?" William looked

trying to say that

child from him.As I held the baby in my arms, I couldn't help but reminisce the

do the

made babbling noises, Charles would insist that

that thought crossed my mind, my heart ached because of the

a deep

the door in a daze.I approached her, smiled at her and asked, "Tracy, what's

at me, and

Alice said she wanted

on my

don't want to see her.I've lost my memory.Is

said that, I turned

the afternoon, I was writing in the study on the second floor when I suddenly heard a knock on

moment I opened it.She was clinging to the windowsill, staring at me with tears

I'm here

"Oh, my God!"

scared for her safety that I

wanted to see you.How are your injuries? How have you been doing

and down, especially focusing on my

over a year since I last

filled with joy.I walked up to her, embraced

still as reckless as ever.I'm doing

fine, too; for the most

but then she was saddened by something