Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

I was working

but it was enough to

on the computer, the icon for Facebook began

I found a message

why are you still up? Were you having a nightmare

me.I barely have the time to sleep," I

Nina found me through the periodical office I worked

that she had opened a small company of her own, and was doing some legal aid work.She hoped that

some

this, we maintained contact

you're a mother of two now.Just consider

briefly, Nina went offline.She now had a family, so it was

to continue talking, it would only impose on the time she should be

while I was playing with the twins in the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down, and gently picked up one of the

"You're so cute!"

to being picked up so suddenly, the boy

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

trying to speak?" William looked at

just trying to say that he's

held the baby in my

would also do the

noises, Charles would insist that James was trying

crossed my mind, my heart ached

deep breath, barely suppressing

saw Tracy standing at the door in a daze.I approached her, smiled at her and

and for some reason

Alice said she

on my face disappeared

and I don't want to see her.I've lost my memory.Is that

said that, I turned around and walked

the afternoon, I was writing in the study on the second floor when I suddenly heard a

saw Janet the moment I opened it.She was clinging to the windowsill, staring at me with tears in

here to see

"Oh, my God!"

there, Janet? It's too dangerous!"I was so scared for her safety that I grabbed Janet's hand and

don't be afraid.I just really wanted to see you.How are your injuries? How have

down, especially

a year since I last saw her.She

my heart was filled with

ever.I'm

fine, too; for the most

she was