Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

present, I was working for

much money, but it was

computer, the icon for

I found a message

why are you still up? Were

because you've assigned so much work to me.I

found me through the periodical office

said that she had opened a small company of her own, and was doing some legal aid work.She hoped

writing some

this, we maintained contact

mother of two now.Just consider it

offline.She now had a family, so it was understandable

continue talking, it would only impose on the time she should be

next morning, while I was playing with the twins in the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down, and gently picked up

"You're so cute!"

being picked up so suddenly, the boy thought

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

William looked at me and

just trying to say

chuckled as well and took the child from him.As I held the baby in my arms,

would also do the same thing back

noises, Charles would insist that

thought crossed my mind, my heart ached because of the

deep breath, barely

saw Tracy standing at the door in a daze.I approached her, smiled at her

looked back at me, and

she wanted

on my face disappeared

Alice anymore, and I don't want to see her.I've lost

turned around

writing in the study on the second

opened it.She was clinging to the windowsill, staring at me with tears

I'm here to see

"Oh, my God!"

scared for her safety that I grabbed Janet's

you.How are your injuries? How have you been doing this

and down,

over a year since I last saw

filled with joy.I walked up to her, embraced her,

as reckless as ever.I'm doing fine, Janet.How about

fine, too; for the most part,

nodded happily, but then she was saddened by