Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

present, I was working for a

didn't make much money, but it was enough to keep myself

I turned on the computer, the icon for Facebook

it, I found a message from

you still up? Were you having a

so much work to me.I barely have

me through the periodical office I

a small company of her own, and was doing some legal aid work.She

began writing some articles for

we maintained

mother of two now.Just consider

a family, so it was understandable that she had to

talking, it would only impose on the

twins in the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down,

"You're so cute!"

the boy thought it was a

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

he trying to speak?" William looked

he's just trying to say that he's

well and took the child from him.As I held the baby in my

also do the

Charles would insist that

thought crossed my mind, my heart

a deep breath, barely suppressing

door in a daze.I approached

me, and

she wanted to

my face disappeared at

don't want to see her.I've

said that, I turned around and

I was writing in the study on the

the window and saw Janet the moment I opened it.She was clinging to the windowsill, staring at me with tears

I'm here to

"Oh, my God!"

for her safety that I grabbed Janet's hand and pulled her into the

wanted to see you.How are your injuries? How have you been

down, especially focusing on

been over a year since I last

I looked at her tearful eyes, my heart was filled with joy.I walked up to her, embraced her,

still as reckless as ever.I'm doing fine,

fine, too; for the most part,

happily, but then she was saddened by something