Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

was working for a

but it was enough

on the computer, the icon for

clicking it, I found a message from

still up? Were you having a

much work to me.I barely have the time to sleep,"

me through the periodical office I

opened a small company of her own, and was doing some

writing some articles for

we maintained contact with

two now.Just consider it as saving

now had a family, so it was understandable that she had to focus on

we were to continue talking, it would only impose on the time

the twins in the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down, and gently picked up one of

"You're so cute!"

so suddenly, the boy

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

he trying to speak?" William looked at me and

to say

and took the child from him.As I held the baby in my arms, I couldn't help but

do the

noises, Charles would insist that James was trying to

mind, my heart ached

took a deep breath, barely suppressing

standing at the door in a daze.I approached her, smiled at her and asked, "Tracy,

at me, and for

she wanted

on my

I don't remember Alice anymore, and I don't

said that, I turned around and

the second floor when I suddenly heard

I walked over to the window and saw Janet the moment I opened it.She was clinging to the windowsill, staring at me with tears in her

I'm here to

"Oh, my God!"

did you get there, Janet? It's too dangerous!"I was so scared for

be afraid.I just really wanted to see you.How are

me up and down,

since I last saw her.She

tearful eyes, my heart was filled with joy.I

as reckless as ever.I'm doing

fine, too; for the most part, at

then she was saddened by something