Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

present, I was working for

didn't make much money, but it was enough to

I turned on the computer, the icon for Facebook

clicking it, I found

up? Were

work to me.I barely have the time to sleep," I

me through the

she had opened a small company of her own, and was doing some legal aid work.She hoped that I

began writing some articles

through this, we maintained contact with each other

mother of two now.Just consider it as saving for their

briefly, Nina went offline.She now had a family, so it

only impose on the time

I was playing with the twins in the dining room and feeding them, William went

"You're so cute!"

to being picked up so suddenly, the boy thought it was a game and he giggled

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

William looked

to say that he's

held the baby in my arms,

also do the same thing back

noises, Charles would insist that James

that thought crossed my mind, my heart ached because of the familiar

took a deep

saw Tracy standing at the door in a

looked back at me, and for

said she wanted

on my face

I don't want to see her.I've lost my memory.Is that

turned around and

writing in the study on the second floor when

I walked over to the window and saw Janet the moment I opened it.She was

I'm here to

"Oh, my God!"

did you get there, Janet? It's too dangerous!"I was so scared for her

just really wanted to see you.How are your injuries? How have you been

eyed me up and down, especially

a year since I last saw her.She

her tearful eyes, my heart was filled with joy.I walked up to her, embraced her, and wiped

still as reckless as ever.I'm doing fine, Janet.How

for the most part,

happily, but then she was saddened by