Bye, My Irresistible Love

Chapter 303: He Deserves It 

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

present, I was working

didn't make much money, but it was enough to keep

the computer, the icon for Facebook began to

I found a message from

you still up?

much work to me.I

through the periodical office

company of her own, and was doing

began writing some articles

this, we maintained contact with

a mother of two now.Just consider it as saving for their

with me briefly, Nina went offline.She now had a family, so it was

only impose on the time she should be

morning, while I was playing with the twins in the dining room and feeding them, William

"You're so cute!"

the boy thought it was

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

speak?" William looked

just trying to say that he's

took the child from him.As I held the baby

do the same

James made babbling noises, Charles would insist that James was trying to

my heart

a deep breath, barely

Tracy standing at the door in a

back at me, and for

said she wanted to see

on my face

anymore, and I don't want to

said that, I turned

was writing in the study on the second floor when I suddenly heard a knock on the

opened it.She

I'm here

"Oh, my God!"

scared for her

really wanted to see you.How are your injuries?

eyed me up and down, especially focusing on my

year since I last saw her.She had

with joy.I walked up to her,

reckless as ever.I'm doing

too; for the most part,

then she was saddened

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