Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

was working

didn't make much money, but it was enough to keep

turned on the computer, the icon for Facebook began to

I found a message

you still up? Were

because you've assigned so much work to me.I barely have the time to sleep," I

the periodical office

own, and was doing some legal aid work.She hoped that I could help

began writing some

we maintained contact

you're a mother of two now.Just consider it as saving

briefly, Nina went offline.She now had a family, so it was understandable that she had to focus on

it would only impose on

twins in the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down, and gently picked up

"You're so cute!"

the boy thought it was a

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

to speak?" William looked at me and

just trying to

as well and took the child from him.As I held

would also do the same thing

made babbling noises, Charles would insist that James

crossed my mind, my heart ached because of

a deep

standing at the door in a daze.I

back at me, and for some reason she looked

Alice said she wanted to

on my face disappeared at

and I don't want to see her.I've

said that, I turned around

study on the second floor when I suddenly heard a

over to the window and saw Janet the moment I opened it.She was clinging to the windowsill, staring at me with tears in

I'm here

"Oh, my God!"

did you get there, Janet? It's too dangerous!"I was so scared for her safety that I grabbed

be afraid.I just really wanted to see you.How are

down,

since I last

her tearful eyes, my heart was filled with joy.I walked up to her, embraced

ever.I'm

too; for the most part,

but then she