Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

present, I was

make much money, but it was enough to

turned on the computer, the icon for Facebook began to

it, I found a message from

why are you still up? Were you having

to me.I barely have

the periodical office I

she had opened a small company of her own, and

writing some articles for

we maintained contact with

two now.Just consider it

chatting with me briefly, Nina went offline.She now had a family, so it was understandable that she had to focus on

impose on the time she should be spending with

the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down, and gently picked up

"You're so cute!"

the boy thought it was a game and he giggled

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

William looked

trying to

and took the child from him.As I held the baby in my arms, I couldn't help but reminisce

do the same

James made babbling noises, Charles would insist

my heart ached because of the familiar

took a deep breath, barely suppressing

in a daze.I approached her, smiled at her and asked, "Tracy, what's

and for some reason

she wanted to

on my face

Alice anymore, and I don't want to see her.I've lost my memory.Is

turned around and

writing in the study on the second floor when I suddenly heard a knock

the moment I opened it.She was clinging to the windowsill, staring

I'm here to see

"Oh, my God!"

get there, Janet? It's too dangerous!"I was so scared for her safety that I grabbed Janet's hand and pulled her into

wanted to see you.How are your injuries?

up and down, especially

had been over a year since I last saw her.She had grown

was filled with joy.I walked up to

ever.I'm doing fine,

for the

she was