Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

present, I was working for a

much money, but it was enough

I turned on the computer, the icon for Facebook began

clicking it, I found

still up? Were you having

work to me.I barely have the time to sleep," I

me through the periodical

company of her own, and

began writing some

maintained contact with each other

now.Just consider it as saving

had a family, so it was understandable

to continue talking, it would only impose on

while I was playing with the twins in the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent

"You're so cute!"

suddenly, the boy thought it was a

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

he trying to speak?" William looked at

he's just trying to say that

as well and took the child from him.As I held the baby in my arms, I couldn't help

would also do the

James made babbling noises, Charles would insist that James

that thought crossed my mind, my heart ached because of the

took a deep breath, barely suppressing

Tracy standing at the door in a daze.I approached

and for some reason she

she wanted to

smile on my face

I don't want to see her.I've lost my memory.Is

turned

writing in the study on the second floor when I suddenly heard a

Janet the moment I opened it.She was clinging to the windowsill, staring at me

I'm here to

"Oh, my God!"

too dangerous!"I was so scared for her safety

don't be afraid.I just really wanted to see you.How are your injuries? How have you been doing this

me up and down, especially focusing on my

I

was filled with joy.I walked up

still as reckless as ever.I'm doing fine, Janet.How about

fine, too; for the most part,

nodded happily, but then she was saddened