Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

present, I was

make much money, but it was enough

computer, the icon for Facebook

found a

are you still up? Were

because you've assigned so much work to me.I

Nina found me through the periodical office I worked

her own, and was doing some legal

began writing some articles for

this, we maintained contact with each

you're a mother of two now.Just consider it as saving for their college

family,

it would only impose on

in the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down, and gently picked up one

"You're so cute!"

so suddenly, the boy thought it

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

William looked at me and

he's just trying to

from him.As I held the baby in my arms, I

the

James made babbling noises, Charles would insist that James was trying to

my heart ached because of the familiar

a deep breath,

eating breakfast, I saw Tracy standing at the door in a daze.I approached her, smiled at her and asked,

at me, and for some reason

she wanted to see

on my face disappeared at

and I don't want to see her.I've lost my memory.Is that

I turned around and walked

I was writing in the study on the second floor when

over to the window and saw Janet the moment I opened it.She was

here

"Oh, my God!"

get there, Janet? It's too dangerous!"I was so scared for her safety that I grabbed Janet's

to see you.How are your injuries? How have you

me up and down, especially focusing on

since I last

as I looked at her tearful eyes, my heart was filled with joy.I walked up to her, embraced her, and

ever.I'm doing fine, Janet.How about

for the most part,

nodded happily, but then she was saddened