Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

I was

make much money, but it was enough to

the computer, the

clicking it, I found

up? Were you having a nightmare

assigned so much work to me.I barely have the

me through the periodical office I

said that she had opened a small company of her own, and was doing some legal aid work.She hoped that I could

some articles for

through this, we maintained contact with each other

a mother of two now.Just consider it

briefly, Nina went offline.She now had a family, so

it would only impose on the time

dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down, and gently picked

"You're so cute!"

picked up so suddenly, the boy thought it was a game and he giggled

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

he trying to speak?" William looked at me and

just trying to say that

as well and took the child from him.As I held the baby

would also do the same thing

James made babbling noises, Charles would

that thought crossed my mind, my heart ached because of the familiar

a deep breath, barely suppressing

saw Tracy standing at the door in a daze.I approached her, smiled at her and asked, "Tracy, what's

back at me, and for some

said she

smile on my face disappeared

and I don't want to see her.I've lost

I turned around

study on the second floor when I suddenly heard

to the window and saw Janet the moment I opened it.She was clinging to the

here to see

"Oh, my God!"

Janet? It's too dangerous!"I was so scared for her safety that I

afraid.I just really wanted to see you.How are your injuries? How

me up and down, especially focusing on my

over a year since I last saw her.She had

at her tearful eyes, my heart was filled with joy.I walked up to her, embraced her, and wiped away

ever.I'm

too; for the most part, at

then she