Bye, My Irresistible Love

Chapter 303: He Deserves It 

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

I was working

much money, but it was enough to

computer, the icon for Facebook

I found a message from

you still up? Were

because you've assigned so much work to me.I barely have

me through the

of her own, and was doing some legal aid work.She

some articles for

through this, we maintained contact with each other

consider it

had a family, so it

to continue talking, it would only impose on the time she should be spending with

in the dining room and feeding

"You're so cute!"

to being picked up so suddenly, the boy thought it was a game and

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

he trying to speak?" William looked

trying to say that

I held the baby in my arms,

do the

noises, Charles would

crossed my mind, my heart ached because

deep

eating breakfast, I saw Tracy standing at the door in a daze.I approached her, smiled at her and

me, and for some reason

she wanted

smile on my face

I don't remember Alice anymore, and I don't want to see

said that, I turned

writing in the study on the second floor when I

saw Janet the moment I opened it.She was clinging

I'm here

"Oh, my God!"

It's too dangerous!"I was so scared for her

be afraid.I just really wanted to see you.How are your

eyed me up and down, especially

since I last saw her.She

looked at her tearful eyes, my heart was filled with joy.I walked up to her, embraced her, and wiped away her

as ever.I'm doing fine,

for the most

but then she was

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