Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

was

didn't make much money, but it was enough

on the computer, the icon for

I found a

still up?

because you've assigned so much work to me.I barely have the

Nina found me through the periodical

said that she had opened a small company of her own, and was doing some legal aid work.She hoped that I

began writing some articles for

this, we maintained contact with each

a mother of two now.Just consider it as saving for their

had a family, so it was understandable that she had to

only impose on the time she

next morning, while I was playing with the twins in the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down, and gently picked up

"You're so cute!"

up so suddenly, the boy thought it was a game and he

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

to speak?" William looked

to say that he's

chuckled as well and took the child from him.As I held the baby in my

do the same thing

made babbling noises, Charles would insist that

my mind, my heart ached

a deep breath,

in a daze.I approached her, smiled at

me, and for some reason she looked

Alice said she

on my face disappeared at

Alice anymore, and I don't want to see

said that, I turned around and walked

the second floor when I suddenly heard a knock on

walked over to the window and saw Janet the moment I opened it.She was clinging to the

here to see

"Oh, my God!"

dangerous!"I was so scared for her safety that I grabbed Janet's hand and pulled

don't be afraid.I just really wanted to see you.How are your injuries?

me up and down, especially focusing

I last saw her.She had

tearful eyes, my heart was filled with joy.I walked

still as reckless as ever.I'm doing fine,

the

she