Bye, My Irresistible Love

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

I was working for a

didn't make much money, but it was enough

turned on the computer, the

it, I found a message

are you still up? Were you having a

much work to me.I barely

the

a small company of her own, and was doing some legal aid work.She hoped that I could help

writing some articles

this, we maintained contact with each other

of two now.Just consider it as saving

had a family, so it was understandable

we were to continue talking, it would only impose on the time she should be

morning, while I was playing with the twins in the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down, and gently picked up one of

"You're so cute!"

boy thought it

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

William looked at me and

trying to say

I held the baby in my

do the

Charles would insist that James was trying to

my mind, my heart ached because of the familiar

a deep

the door in a daze.I approached her, smiled at her and asked, "Tracy,

looked back at me, and for

said she wanted

my face disappeared at

don't want to see her.I've lost my memory.Is

I turned around and walked

writing in the study on the second floor when I suddenly heard

saw Janet the moment I opened it.She was clinging to the windowsill, staring at me with

here to see

"Oh, my God!"

did you get there, Janet? It's too dangerous!"I was so scared for her safety that

see you.How are your injuries? How have you

down, especially focusing on

been over a year since I last saw her.She had grown

my heart was filled with joy.I walked up to her, embraced

still as reckless as ever.I'm

for the most part,

nodded happily, but then she was saddened by something