Bye, My Irresistible Love

Chapter 303: He Deserves It 

Scarlett's POV:

 Every time I was alone with William, I felt uncomfortable.I knew that he loved me, but I just couldn't love him back.And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force myself to accept his love.When I went back to my room, my two babies were sleeping in their crib.

Every night, before going to bed, I would check their condition several times.

Looking at their pure, innocent faces reminded me of James.The three of them looked exactly like each other.

Each time looked at the twins, I felt as though I was looking at James' face as an infant, and it broke my heart.

And this awful pain reminded me that James' death was an unforgivable sin that Charles and I committed together.

"Mom! Mom, I'm scared! Help! Help me, please!"

'It's James! That's his voice!' I remarked inwardly.

I fell into an unprecedented panic.

"James? Is that you?" I cried.

"Don't be afraid, my love! Where are you? Mommy's coming! I'll be right there!"

Desperately, I ran into the depths of the fog.But for some reason, my little angel's voice was drifting further and further away.I looked around, anxious to find him.But sadly, he was nowhere to be found.

All of a sudden, I felt a scathing pain in my ankle, and then I fell into a vast sea.The turbulent tides drowned me and I kept struggling underwater.

Gradually, the water filled my lungs, and the lack of oxygen began to blur my vision.

In a trance, I hallucinated about James.

His little body was motionless, drifting into the cold tides.

And slowly, he sank to the boundless sea before me.

With every ounce of strength I had in my body, I desperately reached for my baby boy and shouted in my heart.

'Somebody save him! God! Please...save my boy!' 

"No!" I couldn't remember just how many times I had woken up from a nightmare similar to this one.

As I gasped for air, tears and sweat rolled down my face at the same time.

With trembling hands, I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, looking around in a fit of panic.

It wasn't until I saw my twins sleeping soundly in their crib that my overwhelmed heart gradually calmed down.

Now, I was wide awake, so I opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out my laptop to begin working.

was working for

money, but it was enough to

computer, the icon for Facebook began

it, I found a

why are you still up?

because you've assigned so much work to me.I barely have

through the periodical office

and was doing some legal aid work.She hoped that I

began writing some articles

we maintained

consider it

now had a family, so it was understandable that

impose on

morning, while I was playing with the twins in the dining room and feeding them, William went downstairs.He approached me, bent down, and gently picked up

"You're so cute!"

to being picked up so suddenly, the boy thought it was a game and

"Goo, goo, gaa, gaa."

he trying to speak?" William looked at me

he's just trying to say that he's

held the baby

also do the same thing back

made babbling noises, Charles would insist that James was trying

crossed my mind, my heart ached because of

took a deep breath, barely

at the door in a daze.I approached her, smiled at her

me, and for some

Alice said she wanted

on my face disappeared at

and I don't want to see

I turned

in the study on the second floor when I suddenly heard a knock

walked over to the window and saw Janet the moment I opened it.She was clinging to the windowsill, staring at

here

"Oh, my God!"

there, Janet? It's too dangerous!"I was so scared for her safety that I grabbed Janet's hand and pulled

really wanted to see you.How are your

eyed me up and down,

since I last saw her.She had grown more

with joy.I walked up to her, embraced her, and wiped away

as reckless as ever.I'm

for the most part,

then she was saddened by something

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